Monday, July 9, 2012

Chapter 17

I suddenly woke up from a nightmare..!!
I looked at the clock next to me and it was 4:30 pm......shittt i was late!!!
After taking a shower to fresh up, my phone started vibrating non-stop..
There were 5 dms and 10 bbm chats that were not open..
I opened the chats on bbm and most of them were just broadcast that were sent, until i spotted Moudhi sending me an angry face..

Moudhi: Jude yalla wainich!!!!!:@

Moudhi: shfeech matredeen??!?!

Moudhi: nesaytay elyoum sleepover?!?!:@

Moudhi: Judeeeee!!!!!!!

and the rest were all pings

Jude: sorry moudhi kent nayma w ma7asayt fee..

Moudhi: ana 9arly sa3a w adezlich pings!

Jude: sorry, kany al7een albes w ayeelich... :(

I needed someone to drop me off to moudhi's house since our driver traveled, and i wasn't in the mood to drive.. so.. i called a7mad!

TRIIIN TRIIIN TRIIIN!!..

A7mad: Halla jude?

Jude: 7amood please wadny bait khalty!:(

A7mad: w laish ma tro7een b sayartch?

Jude: Malikhlg asoog:( yalla 3ad please 6alabtk 7amood:(

A7mad: inzain inzain, 10 dgayg wakun 3ndch..!!

We both hung up the phone at the same time, and i ran straight to my room to get ready..!!
I changed into ripped jeans, a fitting shirt that was studded on the end and a black blazer on top
I packed my stuff and took everything i needed and headed downstairs..
I waited in the garden's swings, until i saw a7mad's car signaling me to come..!!
I entered the car, and took a seat beside him..
My phone started vibrating again. I knew it was moudhi so i didnt bother to look because she will continue to nag for being late..!!
She didnt stop! When i looked at my phone i noticed that it wasnt moudhi ... it was a dm from 7amany!;o

7amany: Jude.....

7amany:?

7amany: adre inich ga3da ta7gereny bs aby akalmech eb maw'6oo3!

7amany: judeeee!

7amany: adre inich ga3da etshoofena...

7amany:......

7amany: Shfeech ma trdeen? Jude?

7amany: ......

7amany: plz reday 3lay! za3altch ana?

7amany: Jude!!

I was so furious when i read it. Mu min9ija hal walad! Y3ne yadri iny shfta m3a shadan hathi.. w fouga ys2al laish a7gr?! 3abala ma adri ina he's a player! hhhh al7een mnu el9aida?:/

A7mad: shfeech sakta mu min 3awaydch..

Jude: we9alna?

A7mad: shway w no9al

I stayed quite for the rest of the ride..
We finally arrive and i bbmed moudhi to come out..
Moudhi and noura came running towards the car, and just as i came out both hugged me like i haven't seen them for a year!

Noura: walanha 3llaich yal kalbaa!!:(

Moudhi: Ee walla jude! wainch ma tbayneen?

Jude: Hhaha.. shsawy ba3ad! walla massh'3oola wya elsummer job w loya:/

Noura: inzain laish makhtha summer job a9lan? it's summer! Elnas ya msafra ya shalaih wntay job.. 9j fathya..!!

Jude: Shakli i'll quit! Walaht 3la elshalaih w ga3dat'ha walla:(

Moudhi: Eee zain tsaween! shtabeen b 3awar elras..

I think they were right, laish akheth summer job itha i can be bl ba7ar 24/7? 9j ina i wanted to try something new bs it's getting old and boring, plus i'll have to see 7amany there.. y3ne al7een 3raf iny g3d a7gra fa i'v got a feeling ina he'll show up everyday just to try and talk to me..!!:/

Noura: Banat, shraykum inro7 mamsha?:D

Moudhi&Jude: Fouga!:D

I loved walking bl mamsha! The mamsha wasnt so far away from their house, it was really close, you can even see it from the window.
The warm breeze was very pleasent.. We walked, and talked.. and we were enjoying our time.. I looked at the time, and it was almost 6.. the sun was setting and it was getting darker..

Noura: Banat! Fe sayara la7gatna..!!

Moudhi and i were about to turn our heads back when noura shoved our arms.. meaning "don't look back"


Noura: Imshaw inro7 elbait.. elwath3 mu 3ajbny!


Moudhi&Jude: Yalla..


The car was one of those cars that was shiny and had perfect rings. It seems like the guy who owns this car cares about his care more than anything. I spotted the guys who were siting inside the car. The three guys looked like they were in their twenties. They passed us once, and we were relieved thinking that they were gone.. but in the middle of the road, they turned their car and drove very slowly towards us.. we were panacking!!!! I was so scared of what they will do to us. Madre laish fakart they would kidnapp us..


Jude: banat rkthaaw!!!


Moudhi was shouting at noura..


Moudhi: kla mnch nouro! intay ily gltay khan ro7 elmamsha!


Noura: wana sh3arafni ina b9eer chthee!!


Jude: waaay!! tra mu wagtkum al7een..!! sayara la7gatna!!


Our minds were filled with things of what they could do to us! Moudhi kanat akthar wa7da khayfa.. shway w tabchi elmaskeena.. she kept on mumbling khan ro7 bait elyeeran..


Noura: La trkthoon! Act normal! w lama elsayara tmr la t6al3un their faces!

Moudhi&Jude: ok!

The car came closer and closer to us, they rolled their windows down and blasted up the music
They were saying things, but we couldn't hear what they were blabbing..!!
It was probably dirty talk..!! qaleelen adaab! walla ma yst7uun!!

The one driving the car put his hand out lana he was smoking..
He was the closest to me..!! i tried to move away but there was nowhere to move, shway wadsh elshyara..
I was disgusted by him.. he was trying to touch me.. god knows what they would've done if it was only me bl mamsha...
Im one of those girls who gets so afraid when guys do that. I start to feel ashamed of myself for walking in the mamsha.

Moudhi: Ana badg 3la jassim!

Noura: laaaa!!! plz tadreen b3dain bi3a9b 3laina

Jassim was the type of guy who gets  furious when a guy tries to hit on his cousins or sisters..

Moudhi: tabeena ey3a9b 3laina wla we get kidnapped?!

Moudhi looked petrified! The car was still following us. I could hear them talking dirty about us and trying to approach every minute. We ignored what they were saying...
Moudhi called jassim and he said he was on his way..
I cant wait any more, those guys didn't move away.
Suddenly the car's engine stopped, i was relieved thinking that they'd stopped following us but i was wrong..
Before i knew it, i heard the car doors open and the the guys were out..!!
My legs began to shake and fear started to fill me again..
We were giving them our back. I could feel that moudhi anytime would faint min el 5ar3a.
I wasnt used to those stuff... shway wabchi:(

Guy1: esh3endena ehne?

I could feel his happiness while he was approaching us..
Noura held my hand tight and i can feel her hand shaking...

Guy2: hathee nar ely labsa jakayt aswad!

Menktether el 5ar3a i forgot that i was wearing my black blazer.
Now they were too close to us..
I was impatiently waiting for jassim...where is he?!

Guy3: eshfeekum ray7en 3ana ta3alaw..

We were walking even faster..
I was looking at the ground the whole time..
I heard a guy calling moudhi and noura..!!
We lifted our heads and noticed that it was jassim....
He's a life saver!!
Joy filled me and i felt safe, but still it wasnt over..
He came with 2 guys with him...

Jassim: Hey hey intaw.. shfeekum 3al banat?

It was dark so jassim couldn't recognize their faces..

Jassim: intaw!!! (screaming)


















Friday, July 6, 2012

Chapter 16


7amany: hi..

Jude: hi

I was too nervous to even answer. It took me awhile to reply to him.

7amany: umm... shloniich?

Jude: zaina, u?

7amany: madam enich zaina ana zain

Jude: dooom

7amany: damat ayamich

5 minutes passed and i was impatiently waiting a dm from 7amany. I didnt know why kent aby a dm from him..


7amany: Bachr mdawma?


Jude: madrii, laish?


7amany: Lana itha mdawma ayee asayr 3laich fl ma63am..


Jude: Haha.. walla madri, itha mani ta3bana adawm..


7amany: y3ne ashufch bachr?;)


Jude: Maybee;p .. yalla gn


7amany: sweet dreams <3


I layed my head on my soft pillow.. closed my eyes, and drifted into peaceful sleep...


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9:00AM

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I woke up to the bright rays of the sun tingling on my face.. i turned to the other side of my bed wanting to continue my sleep when i felt my phone vibrate next to me..

A DM from moudhi.. moudhi? moudhi ma'3airha my cousin?

Moudhi: halla jude!

Jude: halla feech..!!

Moudhi: shlonich?

Jude: el7mdllah zaina.. intay shlonich?

Moudhi: Gd gd..

Moudhi: Emm jude?

Jude: halla?

Moudhi: Shraych tyeen 3ndna? sleepover? Walahna 3laich!:(

Jude: Emm okk, bs khaleny agul 7g a7mad..

Moudhi: ok!:D elsa3a 5 3ndna.. okk?

Jude: tam!..:D

I was excited about the sleepover.. im not that close ma3a my cousins.. y3ne there's no reason or anything bs we're just not close.. I just hoped Jassim wasn't gonna be there!

I got out of bed, took a shower, prayed.. and got dressed. I wore light blue skinny jeans.. and an over-sized beige cardigan.. I put my hair in a side braid and headed downstairs for breakfast..

Rita: Ahhh jude!! a7mad go out early.. u eat breakfast by your self ok?

Jude: No no khala9 i dont want breakfast.. (i hated eating alone so i decided to get breakfast on my way to work)
I called mai..

Mai: Alooo

Jude: wainch?

Mai: fl bait, al7een ba6la3.. laish?

Jude: la t6l3een.. ana amrich!

Mai: Elsay8 mu msafr?

Jude: Ana yaya b sayarty..

Mai: Offf mn mta?! intay mn khathaitay el license ma sgtay.. shl6ary?

Jude: madrii.. chthee 7abait asoog.. ilmohim 10 mns wakun 3ndch!

Mai: yalla bye na6rtch..!!

I hung up the phone and drove to mai's house.. she was sitting on one of the chairs they had in the garden. When she saw me she hopped onto the seat next to me and we began to chat..

Mai: Agool jude..

Jude: Goulay..

Mai: sh9ar ma3ach ams?

Jude: ma 9ar shay

Mai: 3laina?? la la 9ar shay, ilyoum wayhich mnawr w g3d itsugeen! hatha akbar taqadum mnch!

Jude: hahaha ma 9aar shay... walla, bs youm ra7 dazly DM..

Mai: CHATHABAA!! SHGAAL???

Jude: hahahaha shfeech shta6atay chthee.. bs sa2alny itha badawm wla laa..

Mai: shgltay?

Jude: gltla yimkn ;p

Mai: Y3ne playing hard to get? agoool hal walad eyaaaniin w embayn ina he's interested in you! fa 3an el tflsf w 3a6eeh wayh shway!

Jude: hahaha .. mai ana mu no3y chthee.. y3ne i admit ina he's good looking w alf bnt titmanah, bs still ana mu no3y chthee...!!

Mai: 9jj maynoona!! hathi fur9a! y3ne ahalich w ahala close, wohwa rfeej a7mad, y3ne its perfect!

Jude: 9j et'tha7keen.. w a9lan shdarach ina y7bny??

Mai: yal '3abeeya ma tshufeena shlon y6al3ch?!

Jude: Shlon?!

Mai: Mu mn9jch! elwalad mayt 3laich.. kl ma y6al3ch 3yuna tlma3, w lama tfireen wayhch y6al3 elarth w yst7ee..

Jude: 7lfaaay?? :D

Mai: wallaa.. w tara 7atan intay its sooo obvious ina u like him, y3ne kl ma at7acha 3ana u start smiling like an idiot, w ams youm gltlch ina yay m3a a7mad t9arga3tay lana shaklch mu 7lw...;p Waaay bs lw 7amany y3trf.. chan 9rtaw akyat couple! walla <3

Jude: akyat?-.-

Mai: Eee akyat! (in a fake angry tone) W la t'3ayreen elmawthoo3!!

****

We kept talking all the way to the avenues.. w stopped at Starbucks 3dailya to get some breakfast.. then we finally reached the avenues!... we walked to Dip n' Dip.. when i saw 7amany sitting in the restaurant waiting.. there were no one in the restaurant except the workers and 7amany..

Mai bumped my elbow and whispered..

Mai: hatha 7amanyy!!!

Jude: Chub la tfashleena! tra mani 3amya!!-.-

We got into the restaurant, 7amany stood up from his chair and shyly waved at me to come over..
I walked to him while mai went in to change into her uniform..

Jude: tara lail7een ma bdait my shift.. khana abadl wayeelk;p

7amany: hahaha emm.. you look nice today.. (he was so embarrassed of what he just said..he looked at the floor ..)

Jude: Emm thankyou.. bs are you saying ina klyoum shakli khays?;p (i livened up the atmosphere lana it was awkwardly silent..)

7amany: ha?.. umm laa.. fahamteny '3ala6.. umm each time i see you you're even more beautiful than the last time.. (his hand was tucked into his pockets while his eyes were on his shoes, he was too shy to even admit it..)

Jude: haha knt g3da at'3ashmar.. bs umm thankyou.. (my feet started to nervously shake.. and 7amany noticed)

7amany: (He looked deeply into my eyes, moved a step closer to me, and smiled his beautiful smile) You dont have to be nervous around me..

Jude: haa? nervous? me? laa im not..

7amany: haha 3la ra7tch.. yalla go get changed into your uniform 3shan ma a3a6lch 3an sh'3lch..

Jude: (my voice was shaky) Oo-ok.. (i flashed him a smile and left to change..)

****

As i walked back to the changing room, i turned around to find 7amany still staring at me...
I got changed into my uniform, and started serving tables..
Mai was busy with the other customers, and didnt notice that 7amany wanted to order..

I walked as calmly as i could, and when i finally reached his table he looked at me and smiled..

7amany: Ma y36oonch breaks?

Jude: Emm imbala..

7amany: Mmm inzain shraych takhtheen break w tg3deen wyay..

Jude: (I felt my face heat up,, i felt so embarrassed just talking to him) umm.. okk.. laish laa, i could use a break

7amany got up and pulled out a chair for me..!!
He is such a gentleman.. jad i don't think any other 18 year old kuwaiti guy would do that..

7amany: tfathlay.. (he had the biggest smile i'v ever seen!)

Jude: Thank you.. (i was red as a tomato, and i couldn't control it.. i covered up my face by looking at the table beneath me)

7amany: Jude?

Jude: halla? (my face was still on the table)

7amany: La la shnu hatha.. chthee magdar ashuf wayhch:(

I looked up at him with a smile..

7amany: Eeee al7een agdar ashuf elwayh el7lw

Wait.. did he just flirt?!?!

7amany: Jude?

Jude: halla? (My face was facing his.. his eyes were on my eyes)

7amany: tst7een mny?

Jude: haa? uuum laa..

7amany: Ahaa.. 3yal laish kl ma a7acheech wayhch y9eer a7mar?;p

Jude: emm laa.. bs umm 7aar shway..

7amany: Ahaa;p (he was teasing me)

I stood up right after he said that, i was too nervous, embarrassed, shy.. all the words you could think of..

Jude: Umm.. yalla khala9 elbreak.. shnu tabi ta6lb?

7amany: Laa jude ma shba3t mnch:( 3afya g3day shway..

Waaaaaaaay he's soooo cute!!!!!!!!!<3

Jude: Emm walla magdaar.. b3dain elmanager yzfni..

7amany looked dissapointed.. walla ma knt abi aksr ib kha6ra, bs y3ne walla ma3arft shasawyy:(

7amany: Mmm la 3ady.. yalla kamlay sh'3lch.. :)

As i was about to leave to get back to serving the food.. i heard a girl call out 7amany's name..

.....: 7amany!!!:D

7amany: halla shadan!

This girl approached 7amany with a huge smile on her face, her friend just stood by the entrance..

shadan: Mnzmaan 3ank..  shlonk?

7amany: tamam.. intay shlonch shadoon?

Shadoon?!-.- y3ne mu mn9ja ydal3ha wana hni!
I didnt listen to their conversation, i walked off and started serving the food...

Mai: Hey hey.. shfeech mnafsa?

Jude: mafeeni shay!

Mai: laykun '3rtay 3la 7amany?;p

Jude: 6ab3an la! a9lan ana shaku feeh! itha yabi y7achi "shadoon" khal y7acheeha.. ana shaku feeh?

Mai was staring at me and smiling...

Ok, y3ne 7amany is a good looking guy, w any girl would drool over him.. :/
I admit that i was jealous.. but i just couldn't help it! First he makes me fall for him then he goes and talks to another girl?! I dont get him..!! And i was beginning to fear he was a player... :( .

Before i knew it my shift was over..
I dropped off Mai, and headed straight back to my house..

A7mad: shraych nt'3ada bara?

Jude: la 7amood klsh mali khlg..

A7mad: 3la ra7tch..

Jude: Ee 9aa7 7amood tra elaila ray7a bait khalty w banam 3ndhum, okk?

A7mad: Ok..

As soon as i got upstairs, i threw myself onto my bed.. and  before i knew it i drifted into blissful sleep...



























Thursday, July 5, 2012

Chapter 15


It was jassim... -.-






Jude: elsa3a thalath..!! shtabii??

Jassim: wla shay, knt mtmalil bs

hatha mu mn 9ja!! y3ne itha ohwa mtmalil ana shakuu?!

Jude: Emm.. jassim ana t3bana.. baroo7 anam

Jassim: enzain jude...

Jude: halla

Jassim: tra ana asef 3ala ely sawayta a5er mara. bs kent mabe a7ad eykalmich, w mabe el nas ta5eth 3laich fekra mu 7lwa

I loved how he's so caring bs laish mayabe a7ad eykalmne?
Here's where jealousy comes...

Jude: la 3ade, w mashkoor inik mehtam feeny as a brother

Jassim's POV: 


7ail 3awerat 8albe lama galatle "as a brother". laish etgool as a brother? tabe et3awer galbi ezyada? broo7ha em3awra galbi lama ashoofha malha 5ilge. ana a7bha akthar min a cousin and a sibling. bs law et7s eshkether a7ibha... akhhh

Jassim didnt reply so fast. He stayed quiet for more than two minutes. Usually he replies really fast. Maybe za3al la2any gelt as a brother? bs hatha el 9ij ya3ni he is like my brother! no more no less..

Jassim: el 3afo...

He stayed quiet for minutes again and i was so glad so that i could go back to sleep.

PING!!

PING!!

Jude: haaaaa?!!! tra theba7tnee!! abee anam:'(

Jassim: ana asef.... bs kent bas2lich so2al...

Jude: tefa'6al...

Jassim: bachr betdawmen?

Jude: Maybe, laish?

Embayn ina he is planning on something..

Jassim: la bs as2al..

Jude: ok 3yal Gn

Jasim: goodnight w sweet dreams.

I didnt reply to him. I just threw my phone at the nearest sofa so no one would disturb me ...


****

The truth is that i wasnt gonna go to work tomorrow.. i felt sick!

8:00 AM

A7mad came into my room and opened the curtains

Jude: laa a7maad 9kaa!!

A7mad: yalla goumay! ilyoum ana bawa9lch eldawam

Jude: mani ray7a!

A7mad: laish balla? goumay yalla 3ad 3an eldala3 elzayd!

Jude: waaay a7mad walla mali nafs adawm! rasii m9ad3

A7mad: 3ala ra7tch

Jude: wlyy 3afeeeek 9k elbarda!!!

A7mad: inzaaain inzain.. yalla kamlay noumch!

****
12:00 PM

I woke up feeling really sick! I went to the bathroom, took a shower.. got dressed into some comfy A&F grey sweatpants, and a loose white shirt.. I let my hair down and crawled back to my bed with my phone.. i checked up on twitter when i saw a familiar name wanted to follow me..... :o 7amany!! bs wait.. how does he know my twitter? Ahh just remembered! he's probably following a7mad that's how he found me!.. I just accepted and followed him back.

Suddenly i heard someone knock on my door..

Jude: Rita i dont want lunch!!

.....: Ana omch mu rita!

Jude: ahh dkhlay yuma..!

Mom: Jude laish ma dawamtay ilyoum?

Jude: Mareetha:(

Mom: shfeech? 7arara?

Jude: madrii..

My mom came closer to me and sat on my bed, she put her hand on my forehead and said...

Mom: feech skhoona..!! Goumay awadeech el6abeeb!

Jude: La yuma.. walla mala da3yy, bs arta7 wa9eer a7san inshallah..

Mom: 3la ra7tch yuma.. Eee 9a7 jude ana w obuch emsafreen 7g cham youm 3shan 3elaj yadetich bara ilkuwait... fa intay w a7mad btkunon bro7kum fl bait..

Jude: laish shfeeha yadete?

I was really shocked with the news, because my grandma was too young to be sick.

Mother: la bs 3amalya 9'3eera w inshalla tet7asan

Jude: inshalla...

I looked really diappointed, because i dont want to lose my grandmother..

Jude: enzain yuma laish a7mad mu ray7 wyakum?

Mom: gal ma yabii ykhaleech bro7ch fl bait wnty mareetha, w may9eer teg3edeen ebro7ich

Jude: Ahaa..

Walla a7b a7mad! Jad he's the best brother anyone could ask for.. allah la y7rmnii mena <3<3

Jude: mta ray7een?

Mom: elsa3a arba3.. 3a6ait floos w kl shay 7g a7mad.. wtha nag9kum shay dgay 3lay..

Jude: inshallah yuma.. : )

My mom left my room and i was left w/ my thoughts...
Hmm i wonder laish 7amany followed me?!...
I can't believe 7amany actually followed me! I was so exited i couldn't control it;p

****

PING!!

PING!!

PING!!

PING!!

PING!!

Jude: haaaaaaaaaa??

Mai: wainch intay?! laish ma dawamtay?!

Jude: mareetha-.-

Mai: weeh salamaat;$

Jude: allah yslamch!

Mai: sh3ndch elyoum?

Jude: wlaa shay.. laish?

Mai: shraych ib movie night?

Jude: mwafqa! bs intay ta3alay:(

Mai: khala9 okkay! elsa3a 6 akoon 3ndch:D

Jude: cant wait!:D

****

I spent the rest of my day in bed..
Rita came knocking on my door

Rita: Judee come down!! mama & baba go now..!!

Jude: ok im coming..!!

I got out of bed and went downstairs to where my parents where.. i found them standing in the 9ala..

Jude: yubaa y3ne bs trja3 tru7! walla ma y9eer!!:(

Dad: 7bebti klha cham youm w raj3een inshalla..

Jude: Hmmm :(

Mom: a7mad deer balk 3la ekhtk! wtha shay nag9kum dgaw 3laina!

A7mad: inshalla.. la twa9un 7aree9

Dad: yalla tahani (my mom) lazm inroo7 la nt2akhar..

Mom: Yalla mshaina..

I watched as my parents left the house, now it was just me and a7mad ! ifff.. shkthr bekun malaqaa:((

I stayed down stairs.. sat in the living room and flipped through different channels...

PING!!

PING!!

Jude: haa?

Mai: ana bara!

Jude: dshay! ana bl9ala..

Awal ma fachayt el bab chan mai etdsh 3lay..

Jude: Maku salam.. wla shay?

Mai: elsalumu 3laikum ... :D

Jude: wa3alaikum elsalam;p

Mai: ha? ay movie bnshufaa??

Jude: bkha6rii film romancy:(

Mai: Ha?? intay mn9jch! la yubaa khan6al3 shay comedy

Jude: ifff 7atan wana mareetha klshay yamshi 3laich.. maku galb! (i started teasing her)

Mai: Shnu y3ne ana ma3ndi gaalb! malat 3laich.. yalla khan6al3 film romancy..:/

Jude: YESS!! walla a7iiibch

Mai: inzain ay film 3ad?

Jude: A walk to remember! (My all time favorite!!)

Mai: -.-

I turned around and saw a7mad looking at us and laughing... ;p

A7mad: Su2al.. intw shlon rfeejat? bs tit'hawshon..!!;p

Jude: hahaha et6al3 wyana movie?

A7mad: ay film?

Jude: A walk to remember ;p ( i knew he hated romantic movies)

A7mad: waaaai3!! tabeni azaw3!!
His expression turned as if he was going to throw up any minute.
Mai and i just laughed at his funny reaction ;p

A7mad: a9lan ana 6al3 wya 7amany.. bs arja3 en6al3 film thani w ana ily anagy!! ok?:p

Jude: inzain... ;p

Mai: btrd wya 7amany?

Shaku ts2al madriii!!! hal bnt thba7niii wallaa!! tfaaashl. Al7een a7mad will think e7na nabe eyeey w 8a6een nafesna-.-
I poked maii with my elbow 3shan tasket. She just looked at me and smiled.

a7mad looked at her in a weird  expression and then he acted normal.

A7mad: madrii, laish?

Mai: laa bs 3shan ard elbait itha biyee.. y3ne 3aib ana ma3rfa..

A7mad: Eeee (he was still suspicious bs ma gal shay)

A7la targee3a mn mai!!! kaaaaaaaak walla i love this girl<3<3

A7mad: yalla ana mashii taboon shay?

Jude&Mai: salamtk..

****

We spent the remaining hour of the movie crying, laughing, and imagining that one day we'll fall in love.. ;p
It was 8:00 and mai had to leave..

Jude: taw elnaas:( la tkhaleeny:(

Mai: itha ma rja3t elbait al7een bakhthly a7la mu7athara mn el ahal!:) fa a7saly ma at2akhar:)

Jude: Waaay.. shraych tnameen 3ndna?? yalla plzzzzzzz:(

Mai: wdyy walla bs magdar.. elmara ilyaya inshallah!

Maii's eyes suddenly moved away and gazed at the window.

Maii: okhh a7mad yay w ma3a a7ad!!

Jude: 7lfaay! :o

Mai: walla !!!! la7tha mu china hatha 7amany?!?!

Maii's face looked deeper and sharper to recognize if it was 7amany..

Maii: ee 7amany wyaa!!.. tawhum nazleen mn elsayara!

Jude: Ambaay shaklii khara..!!

I ran as fast as i could upstairs.. washed my face.. applied my lipstick.. fixed my hair and went downstairs
Mai was waiting for me by the stairs.. 


Mai: yalla jude ana ray7a..

She winked at me and looked at the window to see what they will do next.


Jude: Enzain yalla byee.. akalmch bachr


She went in for a hug and said..


Mai: ay bachr? bs yro7 itguleely kl shay..


I looked at her and smiled;p I love it how she is so interested in 7amany and i:p

I led mai to the door and hugged her again.
Awal ma ra7at ebser3a ga3at fil 8anafa and made myself as if i had nothing to do.

After a minute or so a7mad dash el bait weya 7amany.
My eyes were glued on the tv.. I didnt bother turn my head not to make it seem too obvious that i knew 7amany was with him..  

A7mad: jude? laish ga3da ebroo7ich wain refejtich?

Jude: ra7at el bait...

****

7amany: jude shlonich?

Jude: tmam

I didn't look at him lana it would've been sooo awkward specially cause a7mad was standing right beside him....!!

A7mad came and sat next to me while 7amany sat right infront of me..

A7mad: yalla en6ale3 film ana wa3adtich:p

Jude: ee yalla

A7mad: ha 7amany wyana?

7amany: haha ee

A7mad got up and went to choose a movie.

A7mad: Bn6al3 the grudge!:D

 Jude: laaaa manabe film ey5are3!!

I always get really scared after watching scary movies.. and usually i cant sleep.... :/

A7mad: emballa bet6al3eena w ben9aker el laytat..!!

I just frowned and went with it.. It wasnt my favorite but i just went with because they urged me to..
I stayed silent while watching the movie with them. We sat on the ground and each one of us had their hands dug deep into their bowl of popcorn while their eyes were glued to the tv..

A7mad suddenly got up.

A7mad: baroo7 el7amam..

Jude: enzain

7amany was staring at me.. i could feel it..!! I sensed eyes on me..!! it was too creepy, but i didn't bother look at him..

he finally broke the silence..

7amany: jude shlonich?

Didn't he ask me that already?!;s

Jude: tmam

7amany: shaklich ta3bana....

Jude: ha? la mu ta3bana..

a9lan how did he know that i was sick this morning?! Kan embayn min my face but now i was feeling much better..!! Its soo sweet how he cares about me..

7amany: akeed?! 3ayal laish ma dawamtay?

Jude: Emm.. knt shway ta3bana bs al7een 9rt a7san..

7amany: salamat...

Jude: allah ysalmik

Mmm.. how did he know ina ma dawamt ilyoum?! wait.. is he stalking me?! la la la ma ysaweeha... bs if he did i wouldn't mind...;p its kind of cute shlon yhtam feenii... Jude laa stop daydreaming!! get back to the movie..!!

A7mad came back w kamalna el film..
When the movie ended i went back to my room.. I felt that if i stayed with them alittle longer it would be soo awkward, wana klsh mu nag9ny aftshl jdam 7amany!:/

I layed on my bed.. thinking.. I was getting lost deep in my thoughts until i felt my phone vibrate..

I looked at it and it was 7amany.. :o
A dm from 7amany..!!




























Wednesday, July 4, 2012

Chapter 14

I woke up to the sound of the alarm.
I was too tired to even turn it off...
My body shivered from the room's coldness
I just cant take my mind off of 7amany..
I felt bad for him
I've tried really hard to take it out of my mind but there was no use
I think about him 24/7 and its just tiring.. sometimes i wonder if he's also thinking about me

7amany is such a great guy.. The way he talks makes me fall in love with him more, he makes me forget my worries and just live in the moment... I'm so afraid that he doesn't feel the same way about me, then things would be so awkward between us..

Mai started calling.. ending my train of thought instantly..
I was too lazy to answer the phone..
My eyes were focused on the ceiling.. and eventually mai stopped calling


After10 minutes of just laying on my bed, thinking.. i got up and did my normal routine.
I went to the bathroom, prayed, and changed my clothes to anything that was first in my closet..
I wasn't in the mood to work.
I didn't get enough sleep yesterday night.. and yes 7amany was the reason..
Jad kent 7ail ta3bana

On my way down stairs, i found mai in the living room..

maii: a5eran sharaftay! 9arly sena na6ritich ta7at!!!

Jude: ha? sry....

maii: shfeech? shaklch ta3bana..

Jude: walla madre shfeeny...rasy ey3awerny shway.

maii: 5ala9 taabeena manroo7?

jude: la la 3ade, yalla khan roo7

We headed straight to the car. I didnt feel like leaving my bed this morning but i think its better than staying at home..
I faced the window the whole time avoiding mai. My eyes were glued to the cars that were passing by. I started thinking about 7amany again.. I havent seen him in a while. I was in distress.. The radio was on and the volume was high.. A song i really wanted to hear came on.. it was exactly what i felt


حسين الجسمي- فقدتك


فقدتك يا أعز الناس
فقدت الحب والطيبة
وأنا من لي في هالدنيا سواك إن طالت الغيبة
رحلت ومن بقى وياي يحس بضحكتي وبكاي
وحتى الجرح في بعدك يقزيني وأهلي به
أنا من لي في هالدنيا سواك إن طالت الغيبة
***
رحلت ومن بقى وياي يحس بضحكتي وبكاي
وحتى الجرح في بعدك يقزيني وأهلي به
أنا من لي في هالدنيا سواك إن طالت الغيبة
فقدتك يا أعز الناس
فقدت الحب والطيبة
وأنا من لي في هالدنيا سواك إن طالت الغيبة
رحلت ومن بقى وياي يحس بضحكتي وبكاي
وحتى الجرح في بعدك يقزيني وأهلي به
أنا من لي في هالدنيا سواك إن طالت الغيبة

I murmured some lyrics of the songs while it was playing. It was my favorite song and it came on just the right time

We finally arrived to the avenues... We did our normal thing, changed and headed straight to the restaurant.

Our manager didnt attend, so i had the chance to hide behind the counter and close my eyes. I was dead tired so i thought that a couple of minutes of closing my eyes would make me rest and have my energy back.

After a couple of minutes, i served some tables and waited impatiently for my shift to end.
7amdella today i didnt see jassim, this filled me pure joy..

Our shift was finally over, i wanted to head straright home and sleep, but mai el 3aneeda wanted to shop.

Jude: maio tra rasy walla yethba7ne

Mai: la la yalla.... please bs hal ma7al.... wely yama ....wely jedama..

Jude: enzain yalla ebser3a

We headed to where she wanted to shop. Instead of going to three stores like she said, we ended up going to 6 stores.. :/

Jude: thalath ma7alat ha?-.-

My voice was wrecked and my eyes hurt more and more everytime i blinked. I felt the sickness increase as i was folowing mai like a lost puppy.

Mai: ka ka a5er ma7al!!

This time i couldnt stand it anymore. I went into the closest cafe i could find, i needed something to drink or else i'd pass out at any second!
I walked to the counter and didnt even bother to look at the place. I took a glance at the menu that was layed in front of me.. when i lifted my head to order..

I was shocked at who i saw....






it was jassim....!!






he's such a stalker!! iff walla malayt mena:/



jassim: jude entay meny?

acting as if he didnt know that i work at the aveneues too-.-
i tried my best to smile so he wouldnt ask what was wrong with me..

Jude: ee... :)


Jassim: enzain, shlonich? minziman 3anech

He acted as if he didnt threaten or zafny last time...

Jude: eee, tmam.

Jassim: doum:)

Jude: abii one iced mocha with extra caramel plzz

I changed the subject so fast 3shan we dont get deeper into conversation...

Jassim: tamreen amer.. :D

I turned around and looked away acting as if i didnt hear him.. I sat at a table that had two chairs. i just crossed my arms on top of the table and layed my head to rest..

Time had passed ....
The next thing i knew, jassim was sitting in front of me facing me while flashing me a wide smile :D
He tried poking me slowly until i lifted my head...

Jassim: jude shaklich ta3bana, tabeeny awadech el bait?

Jude: la la 3ade

Jassim is a lovely cousin. He's like my brother..  bs marat ey8ith.. ;p
On his hand was my drink.. I grabbed it from him, thanked him, and headed out of the caffe.
I went back to where mai was shopping at.
I could see the that she's still confused on what clothes to buy..

Mai: a5eeran yaytay

i avoided what she said...

Jude: enzain say8ch we9al?

Mai: waaaaay ifff entay 7ana! bil6erej bil6erej...

Jude: ee zain sharaf-.-

Mai: enzain jude shoofay, ay wa7ed a7la?:(

She held 5 different clothes-.-

Jude: oola kilhalmooda w lama al7een ma5ala9tay!!

Mai: iff jude yalla 3ad!!

I could see she was losing her temper:p

Jude: ana shdarany, eshtereehum kilhum!

Maii: waaaaaay entay mu 9ij!

Jude: rasy 7ail ey3awerny w jad maly 5ilgich.

Mai and i are close friends we're more like sisters fa when we say that its a normal thing... ;p
I sat on the empty chair that i found on the store. I could hear mai asking the woman in the store on what looked better on her..
After we were finally done we headed home. I looked at the clock, and it was 6:00 .. I couldnt believe that time had passed by so quickly!!
I quietly sat in the car..
I didnt bother tell mai that i saw jassim today..
I just kept silent during the ride back home..

My headache took all my energy and i was drained..
I went to my room and slept for the rest of the day..




****

PING!


PING!


PING!!


PING!!!


I forgot to put my phone on silent..
Who pings in the middle of the night?!?!
I reached for my phone and looked at it with one eye shut....
The name shocked me! ... :o














Monday, July 2, 2012

Chapter 13

It was baba!:D


Jude: yubaa!!!:D

i went and huged him tightly, walla i do really miss him:'(

Jude: 7amdella 3al salama yuba!! laish ma geltly inik betyeey?

dad: kent basaweeha mofaj2a lkum..

My dad and his suprises are endless:p

I couldnt stop hugging my dad, jad i missed him so much. Not seeing him for a 3 weeks is too much.. :(

My dad turned and looked at 7amany in surprise..

Dad: abdulra7man?! shlonik? mageltly inik yay el kuwait?;o

Wait! shlon my dad recognized 7amany.. ahh 9a7 i remembered,, everyone remembered him except for me of course:)

7amany: 7amdella tamam 3ame! walla tawna yayeen ikuwait w gelna ina bensaweeha mofaja2a..

Dad: Eee 7mdllah 3al salama..:)

7amany: allah ysalmk :)

Dad: yalla akhalekum tkamlun suwalif.. ana mashii

Jude: wain yuba?!:(

Dad: ray7 afaj2 elbaji ;p

Jude: hahaha inzain ;p

****

My dad left and i was left alone with 7amany...

It was so awkward sitting with 7amany and just looking at the ground.
So i decided to end the silence....

Jude: ha? wain ely beroo7 el 7amam? ( i started teasing him:p)

7amany looked at me and laughed, and before i knew it, i was seated in the 9ala with 7amany away from the family.

we kept silent for a couple of seconds then 7amany started talking..


7amany: Walla walaht 3ala 3amyy..

Jude: Ahahaa..

Few seconds of silence.. so i decided to break it..

Jude: emm.... 7amany ma gltly obuk laish ma ya elyoum?

7amany kept silent and looked at the ground....
He looked really sad, and i felt my insides fill with guilt, my face turned into a guilty expression..
I knew that i shouldnt ask that...
9ij eny afashel x_x

Jude: itha its too personal mu ila itjawb..... emm ana asfa..

I stood up and gave him my back. I slowly walked away back to the table where everyone was seated
But before i did 7amany grabbed my arm gently


7amany:  Umm.. laa jude 3ady..

i turned around and faced him.. he didnt let go of my arm
I looked at him, i couldn't take my eyes off of from him.. he had such beautiful eyes

He sat on the ground, his back on the wall, and tapped the floor.. gesturing me to sit next to him.. I did as told and took my seat on the floor next to him.. his eyes didn't meet mine the whole time.. his eyes looked  straight ahead...

7amany: ubuy....

He kept quiet
i knew that he was hurt. Something happened to his dad but he couldnt say it..

7amany: ubuy...allah yer7emma...tewafa

He said it in a really sad tone.
i felt really sad of what happened.
The guilt started to fill my insides once again :(

I shouldnt ask him this question, i knew that it was too personal. La2ana asking someone who lost a very important person in their life is really hurtful. Next time i should find it out on my own...

Jude: asfa...

I looked at the ground with a dispointed expression. I wanted to let him know that im really sorry that i've asked. I didnt know that it had hurt him so much. Maybe because his dad had just passed away a few weeks or months ago? Thats why he and his family came back to kuwait?

Jude: im really sorry iny sa2alt...allah yer7ama w ya'3ferallah w yad5ella janat el na3eem.

7amany: ameen....la 3ade, entay taben et3arfeen fa al7een ana bagoolich

He took a deep breath and continued talking.

7amany: uboy allah yer7ema died gabel 2 weeks...

He avoided any eye contact..

7amany: mat min 7adeth. allah yer7ema. ga3ad fil mostashfa for one month or so because he had a heart problem after the accident.

I could feel how sad he was....

7amany: kan ubuy kelshay blnesba lyy. kan methel reffeejy.. okhoy.. everything. he taught me how to be a man and how to face others. He made me the man i am today. He was so kind; never treated others badly w wela mara fawat 9alata. wela mara eb 7ayata zafnee aw 6agne haman law asawe a5yas el ashya2 kan yen9a7nee w yad3lee lil hidaya.. when he died i felt so miserable and i didnt know what to do next in my life. I dont want zayoon to grow up without a dad by her side... :( it really hurts letting zayoon believe that my dad had died, instead we told her that he traveled. Thats why i want to be the best brother zayoon could ever have.

He took a deep breath again and continued..

7amany: my dad is my inspiration, he's who i look up to.. and who i want my son to be like...

7amany stayed silent for more than 2 minutes
he didnt say a word..

7amany just smiled and looked away, trying to put on a fake smile.

7amany: yalla jude 5anroo7 nakel, sa7abna fehum:p ( he tried changing the subject )

I was very hesitant of doing what i was about to do but i did itt.. i put my hand on his back

I couldnt see 7amany was sad. I wanted to tell him anything 3shan ma yez3al, because if i was in his place i needed someone to help me too. I cant see him sad...

Jude: 7amany.. emm el9ara7a madrii shagulk.. allah yr7ma inshallah w ya'3frlah w zayoon ma7thootha ina 3ndha okho mthlk,, w tara oboy e3tbra obok.. ohw mthl ma y7bny, y7bk... w

He interrupted me mid sentence..

7amany: Jude.. mashkoora inich ur helping me, that is the least i can do.

Jude: la el 3afo eshda3wa, im always here to help you.

7amany: matga9ren, yalla engoom 3shan el akel:p

Jude: ambay et9adeg nesayt:p

7amany didnt do anything but giggle.
He stood up and led the way.

****

mother: wa2a5eran 5ala9taw! kl hatha 7amam

my mother started teasing us..

om 7amany: zain sharaftaw, chan al7een nesaynakum

me and 7amany didnt reply we just giggled and sat in the chairs.

i loved 7amany's family, they are so sweet and kind. i felt like they were my family too.

I didnt feel like eating.. bs i ate a salad w poured some water to drink..

I couldnt stop thinking how honest 7amany is with me. I felt like he was my friend that i knew my whole life! 9ij ena we were best friends when we were kids but i couldnt remember anything. 7amany is a really strong guy, i can sense it. He didnt stop his life, instead he moved on keeping in mind that one day he will be like his father. 7amany is a strong man in every person's eye of what he has been through, its a lot and he waited patiently for things to get better. He wanted to take care of zayoon and thats really sweet of him. A guy in his age rarely do that. I felt like i knew him all my life...








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Sunday, July 1, 2012

Chapter 12

This post is dedicated to @duhadark ♥♥♥




I just smiled back w ra7abta.. ymkin minkether ma 7amany meshta6 wegaf 3end wyhe w mane6ar 3ashan edesh ma3a ahala yemee3 :p (cute shlon tana7 feeny)

Jude: elsalam 3laikum, tefa'6al:D

7amany: wa3alaykum el salam.. mashkoora:)

awal ma dash wela seeda ahala yaw wara. la7a'6t ina ya bs weya oma w okhwata lethnain...

I was leading them the way to the 9ala ba3dain maii sharefat w eg3edat yamy..

Om 7amany: ya7alatich jude te'3ayartay mashallah.. m7lawa allah ya7fthch..

Jude: mashkoora 5alaty, teslmeen:$

Kent bel7ayl metwatra, w la7a'6t ina i couldnt stop smiling w 7amany mtan7 3lay..
My mom dashat ebser3a 3ala 9out'hum.

Mom: 7ayalla min yana!!

Om 7amany: halla om a7mad! shlonkum?

Mom: 7amdella eb5air, entaw shlonkum?

om 7amany: Walla tamam

Mom: Mn youm r7taw america eng63aw akhbarkum.. w mnzmam ma zrtoona!..

om 7amany: walla ma enyey ilkuwait wayed bs bain fatra w fatra

Mom: 3ayal kil ma teyoon.. elsabt zwaratna kal 3ada..

om 7amany: haha inshallaah..


kanaw ga3deen ysolfun 6oul el wagt, w everytime i lift my head ashoof 7amany ga3ad w ey5ezny w yebtesem.. i dont know why but his smile makes me feel safe.



6af exactly 45 minutes... (i was looking at the clock impatiently lana knt you3anaa;p)

Maii: asta2then 5alty, lazem aroo7

Mom: la ge3day weyana shway..

Maii: wedy, bs omy tawa dagat 3lay w tabeeny ayee elbait..

Mom: yalla allah maach, ma3a el salama.

awal ma maii gamat i follwed her la2any ma kent aby ag3ad cheny elba6a elsooda bainhum sakta:p
I knew maii kanat ga3da etchathb, la2ana she always uses this excuse lama tabi tn7ash..
I think tabeeny ag3ad ebroo7y 3shan 7amany eykalemny w eygareb la2ana itha ehya ga3da weyay mara7 eysawe chethy:p

Maii: yala bye, thank you for the invite.

Jude: ebten7ashayn 9a7?;)

Maii: entay shfeech lazem aroo7 3shan 7amanyo hatha eykalmich w yeth7ak weyach, itha ana ga3da mara7 eysawe chethy, fa a7san aroo7 bedal la ande3s eb darich 3alla ma yeroo7oon.. ;p

Walla i love herrrrr♥

Jude: hahaha, ok yalla bye

Maii: bye:)

i closed the door automatically awal ma ra7at la2ana ma kent aby at2a5ar 3layhum.

 el 9ala kanat kbeera and very wide, ya3ni u can say it can fit more than 10 people? chethy :p
awal ma we9alt el 9ala wela alga ina omy w om 7amany 8ayeraw their place letting me and 7amany closer to each other than mesa3. Kent adre ina yaboona ensolf:p w khawata kanw ga3deen 3nd omy w khalti (7arakat lekbar ;p)

My mom and om 7amany were facing us...

om 7amany: jude entay ay 9af?

om 7amany seems like a very sweet and kind lady...

Jude: tawny met5arja

om 7amany: ya3ni entay kubr 7amany, 9a7 7amany?

7amany: ee 9a7..

i can see ina omy w om 7amany went deep in thier convo not hearing anyone in the room execpt them, so i just kept quiet la2any kent 7ail mesta7ya w mu met3aweda 3ala chethy

7amany far wayha w ga3ad ey6ale3ny, shakla begool shay bs metraded..

7amany: aaaah, shlonich jude?

Jude: (farayt wayhe w 6ala3ta) 7amdella zaina, ent shlonik?

7amany: madam enich zaina, 3ayal ana zain

wayyyy eyshaweeee8

i giggled and looked at the ground.. ;$

****
So 7amany had two sisters.. Alzain (which he call her zayoon) and Dalal ekhta lekbeera. Zayoon kanat 9'3eera.. 3umurha 4 years w dalal mtzawja w 3ndha 3yal.. sama w lama (twins) w Abdullah... they were still very young... bs ma yabat'hum.. yet broo7ha..

****

7amany stood up, went to where his mom was sitting, picked up zayoon and brought her to where i was sitting..

7amany: zayoon hathi jude.. shtguleen?

zayoon: esalumu 3laikum.. (her voice was adorable)

Jude: wa3alaykum esalam zayoon.. (i looked at her with a smile, and started playing with her.. making funny faces)

7amany was staring at me the whole timee...

Jude: mashallah 7amany ekhtk etshaawg.. allah ykhaleeha lkum

7amany: Hahaha mashkoora w ykhaleelch a7babch

I gave him a smile..

7amany: yalla zayoon shtguleen 7g elbnt el7lwa?!

Zayoon: Bye byee :)

Jude: (i waved and smiled at how cute she was)...

7amany is so sweet. 7ada eyshaweg how he loves his sister and cared about her.
****

Omy gamat mn mukanha w ra7at elchayk itha elakl jahiz..

****

Mom: Yalla elakil jahiz.. tfathlow..

We all stood up and headed towards the dinning room table.. the table was big with many chairs.. and the chandelier lit up the whole table that was filled with amazing food!

Om 7amany: ya36eekum el3afya.. elakil yshaahyy!

Mom: allah y3afeech 7abebti.. tfathlay.. (She pointed at a seat next to her)

Mom: 7amany int eg3ad yam jude 3shan zayoona tg3ad yam omk..

7amany: inshallah khalti.. (he looked at me and smiled, he was so shy i could sense it:p)

7amany and i accidentally grabbed the same fork that was on the table next to us...

Jude: a-a asfa (i was bluuuushinggg!!!!)

7amany: la 3adyy (he looked at my hand..)

Jude: I noticed ina i didnt pull my hand away! (OMG JUDE A'3BAA??!!)

I quickly pulled my hand and putted it on my lap.. my eyes were on the plate.. i was sooo embarrassed!
7amany gave a silent laugh that only i could hear.. i could see he was happy.... such a devil...;p

7amany started to talk..

7amany: Emm jude?

Jude: halla? (my eyes were still on my empty plate)

7amany: 6al3eeny..

Jude: i lifted up my head and placed my eyes on his..

7amany: wayhch a7mar..;p

Jude: (Bsr3a nazalt rasii.. i felt so ashamed!)

7amany: hahaha judee 6al3eeny (he whisperred so that no one would hear)

Jude: Yuma nsait shay bl9ala baroo7 ayeeba (I got up politely and headed to the living room)

7amany: khalti wain el7amam?

Mom: Khal jude etdilk.. ma3arf ashra7lk..

Waaaaaaay ana gmt 3shan an7ash mn el mawqf elmu7rj!

7amany: inshallah.. (he looked at me and smiled as if he knew that my mom would say that!)

Jude: Emm imsh seeda w 3al ymeenk el7amam (i said it while looking at the ground)

7amany got up and started walking. after couples of seconds la7a'6t ina ga3d yel7agny.


7amany: jude shfeech mu gadra t76een 3ainch b 3ainy? (he was teasing mee.. and i was sooo red:/)

Jude: Emm ha?

7amany: 6al3eeny.. (he moved a step closer to me)

i was startled by his sudden movement and moved a step back..

He was going to say something but he was interrupted by a sharp voice..

.....: Shga3d tsawooon?

My heart dropped in my stomach!  I couldn't move.....

















Saturday, June 30, 2012

Chapter 11

Dedicated to one of our first readers @dalsultan97 We lovee youu;**

9:00 AM
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Rita: Judeee wakee up mama want you down stairs!

Jude: waay ritaa let me sleep! today's friday...

Rita: I know but mama told me to wake you up!! she is in 9ala waiting for you

Jude: Ok Ok! tell her im coming...

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I didnt sleep well at all! I kept on rewinding what happened yesterday... I felt miserable, i felt guilty...
I got up, took a shower and got dressed in some comfy Gilly hicks sweatpants and a holister t-shirt. I let my hair down and headed down stairs to where my mom was ...

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Mom: 9aba7 elkhaair!:) zain ga3adtay!

Jude: Halla yuma, 9aba7 elnoor (r7t 7abait ras'ha w ga3adt yamha)

Jude: sh9ayr? Rita galatly tabeeni..

Mom: E 7abeebty.. knt abeech tro7en itsawgain 3shan tshtrenlch badla 7g bachr

Jude: laish sh3ndna bachr?!;s

Mom: Nsaitay? 7amany w ahala byun yt3ashon 3ndna...

Jude: Weeeeh 9a7 thakarteeeny... yalla 3ayal ray7a abadl 3shan aroo7

Mom: Ay mujam3?

Jude: 360! malait mn avenues.. klyoum ray7tla:/

Mom: 3ala ra7tch..

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9a3adt darii w badalt.. lbast black skinny jeans m3a white blazer.. 7a6ait sha3ry in a slick ponytale.. applied my usual makeup and headed down stairs...

:O Nsaait adg 3la maaii!! yalla 3ady a'3a9b a7mad eyee wyay;p

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93adt foug w dashait dara...

Jude: 7amoooodi:))

A7mad: Adrii inch tabeen shay.. fa guleely w khal9eena

Jude: Inzain inzain.. 3ady twadeeny 360?? (puppy face) plzzzzzz??:(

A7mad: W laish ma tro7en wya rfeejtch?

Jude: Nsait agoolaha y3ne shtabeeny asawyy!:( W a9lan ana ray7a 3shan ashtree badla 7g bachr w arja3, y3ne mani ray7a atsala... :( yalla shglt?? twadeeeny?:)

A7mad: inzain yalla 6l3ay bara khaleny abadl

Jude: YESS!!! walla ink a7san okho bldnya kiliiiiha!!! Amooot 3laaaik:"")

A7mad: 9j inch ma9la7chya... al7een yalla 6l3ay mn dari wla tara ma awadeech...

Jude: inzain inzain kaniii 6laaa3t...... :)

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Nzalt ta7at w ga3dt an6r a7mad fl 9ala... ba6alt eltv lana malait wana an6ra...  B6alt my phone wla ashoof bbm mn mai..

Mai: 9abaa7 elkhaair

Jude: 9abaa7 elnoor sh3nch ga3da mn el9b7?

Mai: wala shay.. bs knt bathakrch 3n maw3dna bachr fl salon..

Jude: Zain thakarteny! Walla nsait..

Mai: Hahah.. inzain intay sh3ndch ga3da mn el9b7?!

Jude: Na6ra a7mad 3shan ywadeeny 360... ma sharaitly badla 7g bachr

Mai: Eee 3afya! lazm taksh5een 7g el7ub!;p

Jude: chuub:) inzain shraych tyeen t'3adain 3ndna??

Mai: As2al omy wagolch..

Jude: Okk..

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A7mad: JUUUUDE!! yalla imshay!

Jude: kani yaya!!...

W9alna 360... el7mdllah ma kan za7ma! el9b7 ykun faaathy sh7alata!:)
timashaina shway.. chan a7mad ygul ina ra7 yan6rni b posh cafe 3ala ma adsh elma7al w anageely badla...
khala9na kl shay w radaina elbait... 9a3adt dari badalt wla mai etdg 3lay..

Jude: aloooo

Mai: omy rthaat.. mta el'3ada?? tara ana elyoum yo3anaa:)

Jude: Hahaha 3al thntain ykun jahz..

Mai: inzain yalla ana b6reej.. shway wakun 3ndch!

Jude: Ok.. bs tyeen 93day darii seeda

Mai: Ok yalla byee

Jude: Bye

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Mar n9 sa3a chan to9al mai...

Mai: hiiiii

Jude: Hi feech.. sh'hal salam?

Mai: Ifff chub intay elthanya.. 7adyy you3anaa!!

Jude: imshay khan ro7 ta7at.. atwaq3 7a6w el'3ada 3al 6awla..

Mai: yalla...

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Nzalna ta7at w ta'3adaina w khala9na..

we were still seated in the table just chatting...

Mother: tara bacher 7amany w ahala beyoon eshrayech etyeen mai?

Mai: madri ashoof, bs as2al omy w a36eekum 5abar.

Mother: mu tnsain tsalmeen 3laiha!

Mai: Allah ysalmch!, yalla asta2thn... ana bamshii

Mom: Laa taw elnaas.. ma7a6aina el7lw..

Mai: Elmara elyaya inshallah...

Mai: m3a elsalamaa

Mom: Allah m3ach 7bebti

Jude: Yalla byee :D

Mai: Byee;p

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After lunch i went upstairs and went straight to bed!

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12:00 PM

Mai: (Jumping on my bed) Yallaaa gouuumaaaay ta2akharna 3al salon!!!

Jude: intay shlon dakhaltay??:O

Mai: Hehehe rita dakhlatny y3ne shraych?

Jude: waay inzain yalla khan aro7 atsaba7

Mai: La 6awleen! maw3dna 1:30!!!

Jude: inzaaain:)

I got up, took a quick shower, got dressed into some ripped jeans & a loose blouse.. made my hair into a messy bun and headed to the car... we got to the salon and were pampered like princesses!;) I got my hair done into 1980's curls and mai sawat sha3arha straight..


We got home w 9a3adna darii 3shan we get ready!


Jude: Mai sa2alty omch?


Mai: Eee! rthat :D


Jude: Ashwaa.. wain badltch?


Mai: Fl jan6a..


Jude: inzain yalla badlay


Mai: ok!:D


We got dressed; my dress kanat-----> without the blazer... ;)







I applied my usual makeup, w nzalna! 7amany will be here in an hour!! Soo nervous!:(

Jude: Sha3ry 7lw?

Mai: Eyaanin.. la ttwatrain.. jameela my friend!;p

Jude: Aww walla a7bch!

Mai: Adrii Adrii ;p

(i punched her arm playfully..)

I heard the doorbell ring..

Mom: Jude yuma.. ro7ay istaqbeleehum 3nd elbab..

Jude: inshallah yuma..

I felt my palms sweat, i was a nervous wreck! i couldn't control it!.. I opened the door and 7amany was standing in front of me eyes wide open..............