It was 7amany!:o
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I was shocked! I was so happy that i finally saw him, i dont know why but i felt like i knew him so well. I was trying not to smile because i didnt want to seem khafeefa.. i half smiled at him (i couldn't help it)
7amany: jude shlonich?
Jude: tamam
7amany: haha same place where i talked to you the first time.
Jude: haha ee
my voice was so low and i was so shy. I was sooo happy to see him before the weekend. I had no idea why i was acting so weird around him! I wanted to bring up the part that he's my childhood friend but i didn't want to show him iny ga6a nafsy 3lay, instead my eyes were glued to the ground avoiding any eye contact..
7many: jude? feech shay?
Jude: ha? aah la mafeni shay... (i was still looking at the ground)
7amany: 3ayal 6al3enyy.. (he was hesitant when saying thise words.. his voice was shaky..)
I lifted my head, i didnt back away or anything cz i felt safe with him..i looked into his eyes, he had the most beautiful eyes i had ever seen.. they were sparkling w 3yuna kanat mka7la. Suddenly i felt as if i was in another world. A peaceful world that is filled with love.. 7amany's face reminded me of everything good.. his face showed pure innocence... :')
I day dream alot -.- back to reality:p
7amany: miniziman mu shayfich...
OMG!! did he just hint at me that he missed me??!
Jude: hahaha haman ana
7amany: ana bs yeet 3shan asalm 3laich..
My smile was so wide:) I felt someone stare at us.. i turned the corner of my eye and saw mai trying to fit her head in the bathroom window to see what was going on... ;p (typical mai;p) She didn't bother to come out and distract us, so she stayed inside.. walla i love her.. tifhamny <3
7amany:yalla ana mashy..
Before he could move a step i spotted jassim heading towords us..
He was walking so fast and i was so afriad that he might go in a fight with 7amany.
7amany saw jassim comming.. he turned his head and looked at me, as if i was the one that did this...
i did not know what to do but stand there shaking like an idiot! i was soo scared!
Jassim: Jude!!!!! (in an amgry tone that i never heard from him before) shga3da tsaween ehny?????? w ent mnu? taby shay?????
I couldnt reply to his question i was so afraid, instead 7amany did...
7amany:la wala u5oy, bs ga3d as2alha wayn el cinema...
I could hear jassim's heavy breathing.... (he was mad!)
jassim: tara fee reyayel yeshta'3loon ehny eygoloonlik, mu shar6 tes2alha....
7amany: 5ala9 asif..
7amany said it without looking at jassim and walked away.
Jassim recognized 7amany from last time when we were in the restaurant ne7tefel 7ag ta5aruja.. na'6rat jassim was scarying me! bil 7ail kanat et5are3 w embayen kan y'3ar lama shaf 7amany talking to me..
jassim: sawa shay?
Jude: la bs ga3ed yes2al wain el cinema..
jassim stared at me as if he knew that i was lying and hiding something from him. He looked so angry even after 7amany left..
Jassim: la tkalmeena mara thanya....mate3arfeena.....
Why is jassim jealous a9lan were not even together?:s
Jude: haw jassim shfeek? el walad ga3d yes2al ma sawa shay '3ala6, shfeek 3a9abt?!
Jassim came so close to me....my legs are going to fall any second.
Jassim: jude entay shaku fee laish tkalmeena? tabeeny agool 7ag u5och?:@
Jude:jassim enta fahem el maethoo3 '3ala6.....uhwa bs yay yes2al.
Jassim: entay ma teste7een 3ala wayhich?!?!?! law el nas etshoofkum ra7 yefhmun '3ala6 w ra7 yetkalemoon 3laich w sum3etich eb te5tereb, entay rathya 3ala chethy?!?!?! (his voice scared the sh*t out of me......)
I could agree with jassim because the place where we were standing at was enclosed yet open.. people would pass by and think were couples hiding from others not to get caught.
I stared at the ground the whole time realizing what just happened. I felt so stupid for talking with 7amany, at least law wegafna jedam b shway 3shan e9eer chena public chan al7een ma 9ar chethy.
Jassim: jude walla insheftich etkalmeena mara thanya ra7 etshofeen shay ma shefty. w ra7 agool 7ag a7mad itha sheftich etkalmeena bara mara thanya! fahma?!
I didnt say a word... i was still shocked at what just happened...
Jassim far w mesha 3anee.
I stayed there all alone. Tears were starting to form in my eyes, i tried to blink a lot to make the tears go away but i failed. Why did i even do this?! i shouldn't have talked to 7amany or if i did it shouldn't be out in a place so enclosed yet public. I started blaming myself..
Jassim's point of view:
ga3adt agool 7ag jude 3shan ma tsawe chethy, makent aby sum3at'ha te5tereb w ehya bent 5alty w
ana a7bha w mabe ay wa7ed eygareb menha. mabeeha etkalem e9bayan la2na aktharhum players w
ana shak ina 7amany chethy. Jude malty ma7ad eygareb menha! ga3d ahadedha 3shan ma te3eed
hal 7araka, mabeeha et9eer methel banat el 5faf l2any a3aref jude w adre ina mu no3ha chethy w
mabeeha te5tereb min wa7ed ma yestahel.. bs law et3aref jude shkether ana a7ibha chan al7een
matesawy chethy.. everyday i wake up, i think about her and wish that she would love me back.. :(
my heart hurts more and more kilma ashoofha ma ta36eeny wayh..
aby agoolaha iny a7ibha bs a5af andeger. abeeha et7is feeny wana ga3ed kil youm kil sa3a kil
degeega kil thanya afaker 3anha. bs asma3 9oot'ha etrid ly elroo7, aby aroo7 wain ehya etroo7
3shan en9eer 7ail grab 3ala ba3a'6, wedy law tefhamny w et7is feeny......akhh yal dinya shnu
dawara lama el7ub ykun mn 6araf wa7ad..... a5af 3laiha w a7bha w ma artha ay a7ad egarb menha
la2anha malti! malti w bss! el moshkela inha mat7ebny.. mn 7arakat'ha embayen kil shay, bs i will
never give up on jude because she is the first and last love ill ever have and she's my only girl. I think
i threatend her enough, makent abe asawe chethy bs i think its for the best.
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I forgot about mai! Nsait inha shafat kl shay... akeed mkhtar3a mthlyy,, Mai came out of the bathroom and gave me a hug w mshaina lai elsayara. We were quite the whole ride home. Mai didn't say a word lana she knew that i was about to burst out crying at any second....
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I was shocked! I was so happy that i finally saw him, i dont know why but i felt like i knew him so well. I was trying not to smile because i didnt want to seem khafeefa.. i half smiled at him (i couldn't help it)
7amany: jude shlonich?
Jude: tamam
7amany: haha same place where i talked to you the first time.
Jude: haha ee
my voice was so low and i was so shy. I was sooo happy to see him before the weekend. I had no idea why i was acting so weird around him! I wanted to bring up the part that he's my childhood friend but i didn't want to show him iny ga6a nafsy 3lay, instead my eyes were glued to the ground avoiding any eye contact..
7many: jude? feech shay?
Jude: ha? aah la mafeni shay... (i was still looking at the ground)
7amany: 3ayal 6al3enyy.. (he was hesitant when saying thise words.. his voice was shaky..)
I lifted my head, i didnt back away or anything cz i felt safe with him..i looked into his eyes, he had the most beautiful eyes i had ever seen.. they were sparkling w 3yuna kanat mka7la. Suddenly i felt as if i was in another world. A peaceful world that is filled with love.. 7amany's face reminded me of everything good.. his face showed pure innocence... :')
I day dream alot -.- back to reality:p
7amany: miniziman mu shayfich...
OMG!! did he just hint at me that he missed me??!
Jude: hahaha haman ana
7amany: ana bs yeet 3shan asalm 3laich..
My smile was so wide:) I felt someone stare at us.. i turned the corner of my eye and saw mai trying to fit her head in the bathroom window to see what was going on... ;p (typical mai;p) She didn't bother to come out and distract us, so she stayed inside.. walla i love her.. tifhamny <3
7amany:yalla ana mashy..
Before he could move a step i spotted jassim heading towords us..
He was walking so fast and i was so afriad that he might go in a fight with 7amany.
7amany saw jassim comming.. he turned his head and looked at me, as if i was the one that did this...
i did not know what to do but stand there shaking like an idiot! i was soo scared!
Jassim: Jude!!!!! (in an amgry tone that i never heard from him before) shga3da tsaween ehny?????? w ent mnu? taby shay?????
I couldnt reply to his question i was so afraid, instead 7amany did...
7amany:la wala u5oy, bs ga3d as2alha wayn el cinema...
I could hear jassim's heavy breathing.... (he was mad!)
jassim: tara fee reyayel yeshta'3loon ehny eygoloonlik, mu shar6 tes2alha....
7amany: 5ala9 asif..
7amany said it without looking at jassim and walked away.
Jassim recognized 7amany from last time when we were in the restaurant ne7tefel 7ag ta5aruja.. na'6rat jassim was scarying me! bil 7ail kanat et5are3 w embayen kan y'3ar lama shaf 7amany talking to me..
jassim: sawa shay?
Jude: la bs ga3ed yes2al wain el cinema..
jassim stared at me as if he knew that i was lying and hiding something from him. He looked so angry even after 7amany left..
Jassim: la tkalmeena mara thanya....mate3arfeena.....
Why is jassim jealous a9lan were not even together?:s
Jude: haw jassim shfeek? el walad ga3d yes2al ma sawa shay '3ala6, shfeek 3a9abt?!
Jassim came so close to me....my legs are going to fall any second.
Jassim: jude entay shaku fee laish tkalmeena? tabeeny agool 7ag u5och?:@
Jude:jassim enta fahem el maethoo3 '3ala6.....uhwa bs yay yes2al.
Jassim: entay ma teste7een 3ala wayhich?!?!?! law el nas etshoofkum ra7 yefhmun '3ala6 w ra7 yetkalemoon 3laich w sum3etich eb te5tereb, entay rathya 3ala chethy?!?!?! (his voice scared the sh*t out of me......)
I could agree with jassim because the place where we were standing at was enclosed yet open.. people would pass by and think were couples hiding from others not to get caught.
I stared at the ground the whole time realizing what just happened. I felt so stupid for talking with 7amany, at least law wegafna jedam b shway 3shan e9eer chena public chan al7een ma 9ar chethy.
Jassim: jude walla insheftich etkalmeena mara thanya ra7 etshofeen shay ma shefty. w ra7 agool 7ag a7mad itha sheftich etkalmeena bara mara thanya! fahma?!
I didnt say a word... i was still shocked at what just happened...
Jassim far w mesha 3anee.
I stayed there all alone. Tears were starting to form in my eyes, i tried to blink a lot to make the tears go away but i failed. Why did i even do this?! i shouldn't have talked to 7amany or if i did it shouldn't be out in a place so enclosed yet public. I started blaming myself..
Jassim's point of view:
ga3adt agool 7ag jude 3shan ma tsawe chethy, makent aby sum3at'ha te5tereb w ehya bent 5alty w
ana a7bha w mabe ay wa7ed eygareb menha. mabeeha etkalem e9bayan la2na aktharhum players w
ana shak ina 7amany chethy. Jude malty ma7ad eygareb menha! ga3d ahadedha 3shan ma te3eed
hal 7araka, mabeeha et9eer methel banat el 5faf l2any a3aref jude w adre ina mu no3ha chethy w
mabeeha te5tereb min wa7ed ma yestahel.. bs law et3aref jude shkether ana a7ibha chan al7een
matesawy chethy.. everyday i wake up, i think about her and wish that she would love me back.. :(
my heart hurts more and more kilma ashoofha ma ta36eeny wayh..
aby agoolaha iny a7ibha bs a5af andeger. abeeha et7is feeny wana ga3ed kil youm kil sa3a kil
degeega kil thanya afaker 3anha. bs asma3 9oot'ha etrid ly elroo7, aby aroo7 wain ehya etroo7
3shan en9eer 7ail grab 3ala ba3a'6, wedy law tefhamny w et7is feeny......akhh yal dinya shnu
dawara lama el7ub ykun mn 6araf wa7ad..... a5af 3laiha w a7bha w ma artha ay a7ad egarb menha
la2anha malti! malti w bss! el moshkela inha mat7ebny.. mn 7arakat'ha embayen kil shay, bs i will
never give up on jude because she is the first and last love ill ever have and she's my only girl. I think
i threatend her enough, makent abe asawe chethy bs i think its for the best.
**********
I forgot about mai! Nsait inha shafat kl shay... akeed mkhtar3a mthlyy,, Mai came out of the bathroom and gave me a hug w mshaina lai elsayara. We were quite the whole ride home. Mai didn't say a word lana she knew that i was about to burst out crying at any second....
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