Chapter 25

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The words made me blush like crazy..!! I knew that was his intentiom all along;p
7amany eyaneen..JAAD!!  i couldn't ask for a better guy! He is everything to me. He makes me forget about anything that annoys me or makes me sad.. He is my man.. and he's the only man that owns my heart <3
After listening to the poem for the millionth time.. i drifted to sleep with a smile on my face.. :)

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Days have past by.. and it's finally thursday! The last day of my summer job.. the day that i go to shalaih.. and the day that i see 7amany <3 What could be better?..
Rita came barging into my room..

Rita: JUUDDE!! Mama say make ur bag for shalaih now ok?

Jude: Okk!

I did as was told, i prepared my bag for the shalaih.. though this time we're not staying their for just the weekend.. we're spending two full weeks..!! and i couldnt be more happier... :D

Zzzzz... Zzzzzz...

My phone started to vibrate..

Mai: Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jude: Shfeech mt7amsa mn 9ba7 allah khair??

Mai: Saloooooooooom ra7 yakh6bnyy <3333333333

Jude: Shnu?! Mtaa??? :O :O

Mai: kaaaaaaaaaaaak intay shfeech ma9dooma?!

Jude: btnkha6baain.. y3ne shlon ma an9dm?!

Mai: LOOL! Agoolch kl shay fl sayara.. ana bl6reej.. 5 mns wakun 3ndch!

Jude: Inzaain.. dooosay!!

Mai: inzain inzain looooool;p

I couldn't belive ina mai btnkh6b..!! Of course i was happy for her, bs y3ne tawha 9'3eera.. she's 18!!
I waited for her impatiently.. waiting for her car to arrive and signal me to get in..
5 minutes had passed.. until i saw her flash lights blink at me twice, signaling me to get in..!!

Mai: Hiiii:D

Ana seeda dkhalt fl mawthoo3.. i was so shocked!

Jude: Mta byakh6bch?! W shdarach?!

Mai: Hadaay ya mama.. al7een agulch kl shay..

She started expaining everything that happened..

Mai:....  w galy ina y7bny wna yabii yakh6bny ib agrab wagt mmkn;p

Jude: inzain w mta bytqadamlch?

Mai: ilyoum... (her smile shaga elwayh!)

Jude: Shnuu?! :O

Mai: Eeee eee khala9.. shfeech ma9dooma.. ilmohim, ana ilyoum 3gb eldawam ray7a elsalon w abeech tyeen wyay..

Jude: Bs ana 3gb eldawam ray7a elshalaih..

Mai: Y3ne tkhaleen rfeejtch b aham youm 7ayat'ha 3shan tro7een shalaih? Mashii (She crossed her arms, and faced her window)

Jude: hahaha laa yal maynoonaa tadreen iny mar7 akhaalech!

She slowly turned her face, and looked at me and smiled..

Jude: Eeeh 3afya!! Hathi elibtsama ily nabii nshufha;p

We continued chatting until we got to the avenues, her driver dropped us off and went straight home..
Our shift went by really normally.. we were both excited about finishing the summer job..
I checked my phone and found nothing from 7amany, well that was weird he usually kills my boredom during my job.

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2:00 PM

Mai: imshaaay la nt2akhr 3al maw3d:(

Jude: Kanii kanii!! 7anaaa!!

After finishing our shift we got into the car and drove straight to the salon..

Jude: Weeeh! Nsait agool 7g omy 3an kh6btch!

Mai: Eeeh dgay 3laihaa..

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Phonecall with mom..

Jude: Aloo halla yuma..

Mom: halla jude.. ha wainch? tra i7na jahzeen..

Jude: Yumaa.. emm ilyoum kh6bat mai, w magdar aroo7 wyakum.. 3adii aroo7 wya el6abakh?

(we have a driver w a cooker, and the cooker can drive too bs we only take him itha e7tijna tharoory..)

Mom: Mai btnkh6b?! Ya7lailha.. walla wkbarw elbanat.. ee yuma ro7ay ma3aha bs i7na bnakhtha wyana.. khala9 ana agool 7g a7mad yan6rch 3shan tro7un wya ba3ath..

Jude: Mashkoooraa waaayeedd!!!:D

Mom: hahaha ilmohim golay 7g mai eny abarek laha 3ala 5i6bat'ha!

Jude: Inshaallaaah:D yalla m3 elsalama

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We went in the salon and made mai's hair. i felt like making my hair too so i joined her.
Mai sawat a7la tasree7a w she dyed her hair ombre while i just waved my hair and made my nails.

Mai: Judeee!!! Shofay sha3ri zain??

Jude: Eyaanin.. shfeech khayfa mayoon?

Mai: Madrii.. kho mu kl youm ankh6b!-.-

Jude: Heheh ee 9aa7;p

We finally got to mai's home. We went straight to her room to change and get ready. I borrowed one of her dresses lana ma kan ra7 yamdeena itha wadatnii elbait..
I helped mai with her clothes and her hair..
I would calm her down.. cause she was a nervouse wreck!

Jude: Mai hadaay.. khala9 salem al7een yay.. la yshufch chthee

Mai: (Panacking) Jude.. ana 9'3eera, shga3d asawii f 3umry? im not ready jude.. im not ready!

Jude: Mai 6al3eenyy..

She gave me her full attention..!!

Jude: ily allah katba bi9eer.. la titwatrain, intay t7beena?

She nodded..

Jude: Ohwa y7bch?

She gave me another nod..

Jude: Khala9! Then there's nothing to worry about.. madam both of you love each other go for it!

Mai: Bss jude ana khayfa..

Jude: ily allah katba bi9eer inshalla, khaly thqtch b rabch kbeera! Lw kanat hathi '3al6a.. chan 7asaitay mn youm galch ina byakh6bch.. mu al7een lama ahala bl6reej..

Mai started to calm down, she stopped shaking and sat down on the couch..
I went over to her and sat beside her..

Jude: Inzain bss la tza3leenii!! ilyoum youmch mayoon.. stansay! (I knudged her arm)

A small giggle escaped her mouth..

Mai: Eeeh i guess.. ;p

Jude: 3afyaaah.. hathi mai ily 3arfha.. inzain yalla khaleena nanzl, 3aib ma nkun hnak wohma dasheen..

Mai: Yallaa...!!

We made our way downstairs..
The second we sat on the couch in the living room.. the doorbell rang..
Khalty Wadha (Mai's mom) opened the door, and greeted them..
Mai's two sisters were sitting in the 9ala waiting.. laila w mariam..
Laila kanat mtzawja w 3ndaha 3yal.. ama mariam she is still in middle school..

Mariam: Waaay wanasaa!! Ekhtii b titzawaaaj

Mai: Yaal khbla chub la tfashleena!!

Mariam: inzain inzain.. shda3wa ilwa7d ma ystans y3ne? (laughing)

Mai gave her a death stare then came next to me..
She held my arm tightly.. not wanting to let go..
Maskeena she was nervous:(

Mai: Judee kahoo kaho!!

Jude: Eeeh! ya bakhtaa feech walla..!! 7ada ma7thooth ;p

I tried to liven the amtosphere lana she was still scared ...
He kept on looking at her with a huge smile on his face. Embayen he loves her.. jad im so happy for them..

Khalty Wadha: 7ayalaah mn yanaa..

Om salem: Allaah y7ayeech 7bebtii.. mai shlonich?

Mai: El7mdllah bkhair khalty, intay shakhbarch? (Her eyes were glued to the ground)

Om salem: Bkhair damch bkhaiiir..

7asaayt nafsii dasha 3arth bainhum, bs yalla im here for mai not them..
I kept quite the whole time, just looking aroud and smiling..
I was in my own little world, thinking about the day 7amany bytqadamly nshallah <3

Mai's POV:

Jad ma2a9adeg ina salem 5i6abny. After years just treating me as nothing more than a cousin.. sometimes giving me half smiles.. and now he will be my faience! His eyes are just so irresistible.. i couldnt help but stare..
I was left alone with my thoughts forgetting that salem was here..

Salem: Mai shlonich?


mai: zaina, int shlonk?


Salem: mdan entay zaina shlon ma akoon zain?


I played with the rings on my hands.. taking them off and putting them back on.. I felt his gaze on me, but i simply looked at my hands,,

Mom: mai yalla yeebeleena maay

mai: insahlla yuma

I stood up and walked slowly bs mu 3ala burooda:p
I went inside the kitchen and took a tray that held 7 glasses of water..
I went inshide the 9ala and served salem and his parent first..
When i reached salem.. our eyes met..
He took the glass of water and kept smiling at me.

Salem: Tslam eedch :D

I just smiled.. 


Jude's POV:

Everyone continued chatting.. they were all having fun including mai;p
The 5i6ba was over and i stayed with her for an extra hour just to make her feel happy..!!
A7mad kept calling.. nesayt ina ohwa beywadeeny:s

Jude: Aloo

A7mad: Ana bara bait rfeejtch, yalla nzlay!

Jude: inshalla

I stood up, changed my clothes and gave mai a tigh hug.. Min kether ma kent mestansa 3layha tears started to form in my eyes..

Mai: Jude.. ga3d tabcheen?:(

Jude: Eeeh shasawy ba3d, my best friend got engaged!.. w inshalla enshoofech 3aroos..!!

Mai: Aww:(  ilfaal lchh judee <3

Jude: Hehe inshllaah.. ;p

I gave her one more tight hug, then took my stuff and went downstairs..

Jude: yalla mai.. ana mashyaa..

Mai: Take care!

I opened the gate and found a7mad in the car waiting.. I got in and turned on the radio..

Jude: yebt a8rathy?

A7mad: ee yebt'hum..

Jude: Ashwaah..

I turned up the volume, and changed the radio station to 88.8 <3
We were both singing like crazy people.. ;p
Such an amazing daay.. and its not over yet..!!
An hour later we were at the shalaih.. salamt 3la my family.. w 9a3adt darii

Zzzz... Zzzzz

I unlocked my phone and found a whatsapp from 7amany <3

7amany: Taww ma nawaar 290:* I have a surprise for you.. abii ashoofch tonight<3

Chapter 24

Hi everyone, shlonkum?... Bs 7abaina ngulkum mbarak 3laikum elshahar w 3asakum mn el3aydeen wl fayzeen inshallah.. <3


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Jude: I Love you, bs..

He sent me a dm asking for my number.. i gave it to him without hesitating.. he called after a second!

7amany: alooo...

His voice was deep.. <3

Jude: aloo..

I was too nervous to answer..
This was the first time i talked to him on the phone..
I could hear him breathing on the phone..

7amany: bs? bs shnu?!?!:(

I could feel his sadness behind his words.. he seems hurt thinking that he would lose me..

Jude: bs shsawy m3a salfat noura?

7amany: Galbi ba'3a y6ee7 ib ba6nii.. latkhar3eeny chthee.. :(

Jude: Haha asfaa.. bs shasawy a7b a6afrk;p

7amany: Laa??

Jude: Eeeeeeee:)

7amany: Mashy.. awareech

Jude: Khft;o;o;o

7amany: Eee lazm tkhafeeen;p

I giggled and forgot about all about Noura.. that's what i love about him, he makes me forget!<3

7amany: enzain magelteely, sh9ar ma3a noura?

Jude: 3refat 3ana...

7amany kept silent.. what i was doing was wrong, but i cant stop loving him..
I explained everything to him and what happened that day..
My eyes started to water but i controlled my tears..

7amany: tra jude hatha el 8arar lich, ana mara7 anazil sum3itich wela ra7 2atheech... bs itha tabeen en9eer together ana 3ady, bs itha matabeen (he took a deep breath and continued) w i understand....

His words were like knives..
I could hear his breathe on the phone.. my heart just beat faster and faster by the minute..
My head was filled with thoughts again, I want to do the right thing without hurting 7amany, but at the same time.. i wanna make myself happy.. My heart says something while my brain says something else.. I went deeper into my thoughts.. almost forgetting that i was on the phone with 7amany..

7amany: jude? shfeech sekatay?

Jude: umm....

I couldnt speak, i dont know what to tell him. i just kept quiet and waited for him to talk..

7amany: 5ala9 5anetkalam 3an shay thany, mabe athakrich eb shay eyza3leech..

Jude: 7amany.... a7ibik.

7amany: Shgltay? masma3t? (he was teasing me)

Jude: a7ibik...

7amany: Akkhhhaay 3eedeha 3shanii

Jude: bs 3ad.. 7alaw ohw?

I could hear him giggle, and so a smile was plastered on my face.. <3

We kept on chatting, and joking around.. it was getting late, and i had work tomorrow.. so we said our goodbyes and went to sleep..

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7:00 AM

Jude: (yawning) Ana shmga3dny hal 7azza?;s

I woke up, took a shower, and got dressed into white jeans and a pink blazer.. applied my usual make-up, and headed downstairs to make me some breakfast..

Rita: Jude?! Why you wake up now? its very early?

Jude: I know.. but i cant sleep.. :(

Rita: You want breakfast.. or you wait for everybody wake up first?

Jude: Noo.. i will make cereal, its ok!

I got into the kitchen and made some cereal..
Suddenly, i felt my phone vibrate in my pocket..

7amany: Mshtaglk gad elmu6ar w raml el9a7ary wl ba7aar bs lw yjee mnk khabar afrsh glaibyy bdarbk<33
9aba7 elkaair:*

Jude: Sh'hal kalam 7amany? Tra walla ast7ee;$ 9abaa7 elnour:**

7amany: Ya 7lw elmsta7ya bs:** elyoum mdawma?

Jude: Ee

7amany: y3ne r7 ashuufch!!:D

Jude: haha, inshallah!:*

7amany is soo cute, he always knows how to make me smile! I love him..

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10:00 AM ... at dip'n'dip

Mai: Judeeee (screaming)

Jude: Haaaaaa?? (screaming)

Mai: Way3aa.. shnu haaaa?? ro7ay 3nd 6awla raqam 7.. ana mash'3oola..

Jude: Iffff inzain

I really wasn't in the mood to work, i had one more week of summer job left, then im free!o/
The only reason i came today was to see 7amany <3

Jude: Esalumu 3laikum.. Whats ur order? (i said with a smile)

Lady: Ana abi Molten cake

Guy: Same.. w thnaina may lw sama7tay..

Jude: Inshallah.. shway w ykun jahz :)

I went behind the counter, and waited for the food to arrive..

Chef: 2 molten cake readyy (screaming)

I took the order and headed to where the couple were seated..

Jude: Tfathlw :)

Lady: Mashkoora

The remaining hours of the shift were the same.. served some tables and what not..
Until 7amany came in... weird enough "raise your glass" was playing in the background..
The song fit my mood perfectly.. and he looked good as always ;p
7amany gave me a smile and sat on one the tables..

Mai: (Nudging my arm) Akkhhhh!! Sh7lataa.. ya bakhtch..

Jude: (dreamily staring at him) Eee walla ya bakhtyy....

(Jude snap out of it! 3aib elwalad g3d y6aal3ch!..) the voice grew bigger in my head.

Jude: inzain mai basch khaz 3aib! elwalad yay yakl!

Mai: Eeee ashufa 7aab aklna;p 9ar a regular customer.. klyoum inshufa..

I got red..

Jude: Maaii!!

Mai: ist7at ist7at!;p hahaha yalla roo7ela.. 7abeeb elgalb fint'tharch.. ;p

I walked away, and headed towards 7amany..

7amany: Halla blyy sha'3l elbaal ;p

Jude: 7amanyy..!!

7amany: 3younaah!!

Jude: Elnas ysmu3nk.. yalla shnu 6alabk?

7amany: intay..

Jude: 7amaanyy..!! (i was turning red)

7amany: Hahaha yalla khala9.. ma yafrg, klshay mnch 7lu.. <3

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After the shift was over.. i went straight home..
I opened the front door and headed towards the 9ala where my mom was sitting at..

Jude: Elsalumu 3laaikuum :D

Mom: Halla b bnaityy.. shfeech mstansa?

Jude: Wla shaay :D (el ibtsama shaga el7alj ;p)

Mom: 3sa doum mstansa.. ma glteely wain mai? Mnzman ma shfnaha..

Jude: Eee walla mash'3oola shway..

We continued chatting about random stuff..
After lunch 9a3adt daryy w ga6ait nafsy 3la frashyy

Jude: Akhhh ya7alat elfrash 3gb el'3ada..

I felt my phone vibrate wla it was a whatsapp mn 7amany <3

7amany: Mahma agool mar7 t3rfeen shkthr a7bch.. 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U7IHmgiOsZs

My heart melted!<3

Chapter 23

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I was really shocked, afraid, nervous, angry, sad... I had mixed feelings. I didnt know what to do. I wish i didnt listen to 7amany and go outside with him. If noura tells a7mad, then i know that i cant rely on her, and everything will be over..!! I don't want my reputation to get ruined just because Noura can't keep her mouth shut..!!. But.. being with 7amany makes me happy.. I dont know what to say to noura, what hapened outside with 7amany wasn't a little.. Before, i used to make fun of those girls, but now im one of them. Thank you karma.. :)

My eyes were glued to the ground. Not a single sound came out of my mouth.. I felt guilty, ashamed, distressed and suddenly i hated myself for putting me in such an awkward position in front of my family..!! Because if you knew me, you'd know that i'd never do such a thing.. I guess what they say is true; Love does get you in trouble... </3!:(

Noura: shfeech sekatay? jude!!

Jude: madre shagoolich

My voice was so low. It shows that i was really guilty and ashamed of what i have done..

Tears started to form in my eyes.. and out of nowhere, i burst out into tears.. Noura lead me to the nearest couch to comfort me.. then she came in for a hug..

Noura: Jude, tra i wont judge...bs abeech et3arfeen ina what you did was wrong..!!

Jude: walla adrii..

Noura: tra ga3da et5arbeen sum3itich, w tadreen, a7amd kan yabi y6la3 3shan ydawrch bs ana ma khaleta.. lw shafich mathalan shkntay bitguleenla?

I was quiet.. I didnt know what to say. She was right, right about everything! if a7mad saw me shnu kan besawe feeny? ela maku 6al3a min elbait w i would lose the trust that my family had in me..
Noura was trying to comfort me, but her words were like knives stabbing me.. she was right! But i can't help not being in love..

Noura: jude, tra ana mabe sum3itich te5tereb la2anich wa7da zaina w laish et5arbeen sum3itich 3la shay mayestahel? mara7 agool 7ag a7ad ely shefta elyoum bs mn elyoum w ray7 mabi ashufch ma3aa..

Jude: Noura.. ana a7ba!

Noura: Jude.. tra g3d yl3ab 3laich b cham klma 7lwa.. w mat3rfeen shnu nyta..

Jude: walla mag3d yl3ab feeny.. ilyoum kan g3d yt7acha 3n yahal.. y3ne ohwa nawy ytzawajny!

I felt so naive telling her that. But that was the truth, seeing a guy play with kids shows that he cares about them and thats a good thing because guys rarely do that..

Noura: Bs ily ga3d tsaweena '3ala6! You're going against kl 3adatna w taqaleedna.. itha mu khayfa mn a7mad wla omich wla uboch...5afay min rabich ely 5ala8ich! r7 ta5theen saye2at 3la kil ely sawayte..

Jude: Noura bs ga3d tkhawfeeni akthar..

Noura: Ily ga3d agula 3shan ma9la7tch..

Jude: Noura ana ta3bana.. ray7a anam..

She didn't say anything after that.. she went back to her room.. and went to sleep..
That night, i wasn't able to sleep.. her words kept replaying like a movie in my head..
I was confused, i didnt know what to do.. follow my heart? or listen to my brain..
Everything told me to follow my heart.. but i didnt know what to do..
The next morning pretty much sucked.. it was our last day at the shalaih, and we were leaving at 2
Noura kept giving me death stares.. I still didnt tell 7amany about yesterday..

A7mad: Taboon shay mn starbucks? Ana ray7..

Jude: Ekhthnyy ma3ak..!!

I didnt want to stay alone at the shalaih with the girls, i was sure that Noura told Moudhi about yesterday.. they were twins w ma ykhshun 3an ba3ath shay..

A7mad: Yalla imshay, banat taboon shay?

Moudhi: Emm yeebly cheese cake, w chocolate frapp pleasse

Noura: Ana abii white mocha, no cream, with extra caramel :)

A7mad: Ba3ad? Agool wain jasoom? mashfta mn ams..

Noura: Bs.. mashkoor

Moudhi: Jassim atwaq3 naym 3nd shalaih rjeefa

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We drove off to starbucks.. and went inside
I sat on one of the tables waiting for a7mad to get the orders..
I felt a pair of eyes on me.. i turned around, and it was 7amany..
He came over and started to talk..

7amany: halla jude.. :D

Jude: Halla feek (i faked a smile)

7amany: Laish ga3da bru7ch?

Jude: Mu bru7ii.. na6ra a7mad yakhth el orders..

I lifted my head to where a7mad was and looked back at 7amany.

7amany: Ohh 7amood hnyy?

Jude: Eee

Our covo kan 7da rasmyy lana we were in a public place, and a7mad was standing just a few feet away..
We continued chatting, then a7mad came to us..

A7mad: Hallaa b 7amaany.. int mn mta hnyy?

7amany: Twnyy w9alt.. shft jude, glt khana asalm 3laiha..

A7amd: Eee.. shrayk trja3 ma3ana elshalaih?

7amany: Fougaa..!!

My heart ached and i wasnt in the mood for anything. If only 7amany knew that Noura saw us. i bet he would've rejected the invite..

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We got into a7mad's black range rover.. I sat in the back, still as a stone.. while my eyes were on the window..
A7mad and 7amany were talking about guys stuff.. so i didn't pay much attention to what they were saying..
7amany glanced a couple of times at me from his mirror, but i didn't look back, i was lost with my own thoughts..

A7mad: Jude..

A7mad: Juuuudee..!! (he waved his hand in front of my face)

I was deep into my thoughts.. then suddenly i was back to reality and snapped out of it..

Jude: Haa? shnu? sh9ayr?..

A7mad: Intay wain sar7ana? Yuba 6l3ay mn elsayara.. w9alna

Jude: inzain..

I stepped out of the car and headed straight to the living room, i opened the tv, and flipped through the channels..
Noura and moudhi were tanning out in the sun, leaving me alone at the shalai, but it wasnt bothering me at all.
I heard footsteps, and when i turned around.. it was 7amany..
7amany came in and gave me a smile..

7amany: Jude.. feech shay?

I just shook my head, not looking into his eyes, because i know that if i do.. i would break down in tears..

7amany: Tkhsheen 3anii? Ana raylch.. shlon tkhsheen 3anii?

I turned my head in shock.. what did he just say?!!;o

Jude: Shnu? Shglt?

7amany: Ana raylch..!!

I couldn't help but smile at what he said, he really does know how to make me feel better.!!

7amany: Eee hathi elth7ka ily abeeha.. ma artha 3la za3lch.. :(

I looked at him again, and smiled..
A7mad came into the room, but didn't say anything, because i was in a mixed school and he was used to me having guy friends.. also 7amany was my best friend when i was younger.. so that was another excuse..

A7mad: Yalla jude.. n9 sa3a w bnamshi

7amany: Taaw elnas.. g3dw shway..

I could see his face turn red, he wanted to take back what he said..
A7mad gave him a weird look..

A7mad: inshallah inshufk next weekend.. betyey 9a7?

7amany: Eee 6ab3an bayey (He looked at me when he said that)

I didn't want to see him any more.. I decided to do what i'm supposed to do.. stay away from him..!!
What i'm doing is wrong.. im going to listen to Noura..
We left the shalaih at 2.. and headed straight home..
My parents greeted us, we sat for a while and chatted with them until night time..

Jude: Yallaa ana t3bana.. ray7a anam, tamroony 3la shay? (while yawning)

Mom: Salamtch..

Jude: Inzain t9b7un 3la khair..

All: Wntay mn ahala :*

I kissed both of my parents' forehead, and headed to my room to go to sleep..
I laid my head down on my soft pillow..
I was trying to sleep, but failed at every attempt.. i had too many thoughts locked up in my head,
and too many feelings bundled up in my heart..
Soo.. i decided to DM 7amany and tell him about Noura..

Jude: Awake?

7amany: Ee.. feech shay?

Jude: Ams Noura chakatny wana rada elshalaih..

7amany: Shnu? Shlon? Shgalatlch?

Jude: Shafatna w7na g3d ntmasha.. w galatly iny awakhr 3ank..

7amany: Jude.. el9ara7a ana madrii shagulch, intay tadreen feeni, ana a7bch.. w nyty ma3ach baitha..
Mabi ur parents lose their trust in you, lana adrii ina hathi ily mthaygch.. Saway ily ray7ch, do what ur heart tells you to do.. i won't force you to be with me itha intay mu mrta7a.. wtha intay ma t7beny.. If u leave me, i understand..

His words made my eyes water.. i love how he understands me..
Losing him would be just like losing a part of me, he lives inside of my heart..
I yearn for his love, his touch, his voice, his smell..
I fall in love with him each time our eyes meet.. its like it was meant to be...

Jude: I Love you bs....

(To be continued..)

Chapter 22

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My day was well spent with 7amany . We stayed at the chalet facing the ocean that was in front of us. It was breath taking, and it was a night to remember. I couldnt sleep that day. I was so over whelmed with what happened!!..
I woke up the next morning from the sun rays that hit my face. It was too early and no one was awake. I headed downstairs looking for food and found jassim in the kitchen..

Jassim: 9aba7 el 5air!

Jude: 9aba7 el noor

Jassim: laish ga3da embacher?

Jude: A7b ag3ad el9b7 watmasha 3l ba7ar gabl ma ykun za7ma ...

Jassim: haha ya7lailich

I smiled.. I opened the fridge and took 2 eggs.. I cooked my eggs and toasted my bread..

Jassim: w laish matsaweely?

Jude: law gayely mesa3 chan sawaitlik:p

Jassim: enzain saweely al7een!

Jude: maly 5ilg.

While eating breakfast, my phone suddenly vibrated. I unlocked my phone and found a new dm from 7amany.

7amany: Good morning beautiful;*

Jude: Good morning.. ;$

7amany: 3asa ma ga3adtich?:p

Jude: la.. knt ga3da mn zman..

7amany: shnu betsaween elyoum ya 7ilwa;*

Jude: walla madre:$

7amany: tra elyoum a7mad u5uch 3azemny 3al 3asha 3ndkum, fa mu tn7ashain..!!;p

Jude: LOOOL w laish an7ash?;p

7amany: hahaha, elmohem ana yaylekum 3al 5

Jude: 7ayak hathy elsa3a elembareka:p

7amany: allah ey7ayeech:p sa3tich abrak;**

I felt so happy when 7amany dm'd me. I cant wait till he'll come 3end shalayhna. i have a good feeling about it:p
I was staring at my phone and smiling liking a weirdo.. Jassim had a confused expression on his face once i lifted my head up from the phone..

Jassim: jude shfeech te'67ekeen w et5ezeen telephonich?

Jude: ha?  umm refejty tawa rada min el sefar w minziman mu shayfat'ha...(i lied)

Jassim: ee ok, ana al7een ba6la3 tabeen shay golyly ana 7ather..

Jude: la salamtik

Jassim went out.. He took his jet and went with his friends that were waiting for him bara elshalaih..
I sat in the living room waiting for noura and moudhi to wake up..
I was soo bored!-.-
After 30 minutes or so noura and moudhi were up. Yaboon ey6eboon so i joined them. We spent the whole day taqreban 3al ba7ar... We headed back to the shalaih, and were fighting on who gets the bathroom first;p
I didn't forget that 7amany was coming at 5 so i wore my medium-length baby blue dress.. I didnt want to look over dressed nor under dressed..!!
We were sitting in the 9ala playing deal when i felt my phone vibrate next to me...

7amany: Wainch?

Jude: Playing deal bl9ala;p

7amany: Haha inzain e7na bl6reej..

Jude: Yallaa ta3aalw im waiting..!!!

7amany: a7biiiich;**

Jude: Wana ba3d;*

7amany: intay shnu?;s

Jude: 7amanyy..!!!

7amany: 3yuuuunaah<33

Jude: A7biiiik;$

7amany: wana amooooot feeeeeech;******

Jude: Inzain bs, tra g3d etkhasrny.!!;p

7amany: Afaa:( inzain 15 mns wnkun 3ndch;p

Jude: Waiting;*

I spent the remaining 15 minutes preparing my hair, and every 5 minutes i'd check in the mirror if i looked good;p I was nervous..!! Finally i heard the front gates of the shalaih open..!!

Jude: (whispering to herself) Akheeeran!:D

7amany and a7mad came through the front door..
7amany looked cute;p He had beige shorts, and a Hacket t-shirt on, his toned up body looked perfect, and his light tan made him look so attractive.!!
They came through the front door and headed to the 9ala, moudhi & noura stopped playing deal, and stared at 7amany in awe...
I nudged their arms, and looked at them.. they got the signal, and stopped staring at him so awkwardly..;p

A7mad: Moudhi, noura.. hatha rjeefi 7amany.... 7amany, hathol my cousins..

The girls just nodded and smiled..
There was an awkward silence for a couple of seconds, then a7mad broke it..

A7mad: Shfeekum m9a6leen, mu yu3aneen?

Noura: Imbala!:D

Moudhi: Eee 7adna!

A7mad: inzain e7na shariana elfa7am w eldyay 3shan nashweehum bara, shraykum?

We all agreed.. 7amany and a7mad went outside to set up everything, while the girls went to 9alat elkbar to tell them bnashwy bara..!!

Moudhi&Noura's side:

Moudhi: Yumaaaa..!!!

khalty: Khaaair?!!

Moudhi: tawa ya a7mad w gal ina bnashwy bara

khalty: Ee zain tsawun.. ana al7een agul 7g elkhadam yjahzun el6awla wil karasy bara..

Jude's side:

I was left alone bl9ala keeping myself busy with my phone wla a7mad faj2a dash 3lay..

A7mad: 3ndi lch mufaj2a!!:D

Jude: Allaaah shnuu???

A7mad: Itha gltlch ma t9eer mufaj2a!

Jude: 3adyyy 7amoood yalla goul shawagtnyy!!!

A7mad: Makuu.. n6ray cham sa3a wagulch;p

Jude: Mafeek fayda! rask yabss..!!! (i teased)

A7mad stayed for a while to keep me company.. then left outside to help out 7amany..
Every now and then i'd peek through the window and look at 7amany;p
I just can't help it! He's too cute;p
I spotted Jassim walking into the garden with one of his friends and a bunch of my guy cousins that i haven't seen in a while..
Great! Now he'll see 7amany, and get angry... just what i need!
Faj2a i felt my phone vibrate...

7amany: Jude

Jude: Halla

7amany: Lazm tguleely kalam 7lu! shnu halla?:(

Jude: Hmm:( shtabeeni agool y3ne? Tra mu mt3awda... :(

7amany: khala9 wala tz3leen.. a7bch<3

Jude: Ana akthaar:*

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We started grilling outside.. my aunts, and cousins were all seated in the garden... waiting for the food..
My aunts were taking pictures of the food and posting it on instagram... as usual!;p
A7mad then came to where i was sitting and whispered to my ear..

A7mad: Elmufaj2a w9alat

I looked at him with a confused face.. w9alat? what did he mean by that?!
I stood up from my chair when i saw the gates open for a car to get in..

Jude: A7mad, mnu yayna?

A7mad: Mufaj2a;p

I tried to recognize who was in the car, but the windows were tinted..
The car parked, and two people came out of the car!

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OMY W OBOOY!!!! (I screamed)

They all looked at me, and laughed.. but i didn't care...

I raced over to where they were..
I hugged both of them sooo tightly! I was overwhelmed with happiness..!!!:D
I can''t believe a7mad knew all long..!!!

Mom: A7mad khalaha mufaj2a wla galch?;p

Jude: Laa ma kan rathy yguly shnu elmufaj2a! Bs walla hathi a7la hadya!!

My parents looked at me and smiled..
They headed towards the table where all my family were seated..
They all greeted my parents with smiles.. el7mdllah 3al salama.. w mn hal kalam.. ;p
A7mad sat next to my dad..

A7mad: Yuba shlon yadty?

Dad: El7mdllah a7san..

A7mad: Raby laka el7amd! Walla wanastny..!!

Everything was perfect! 7amany was here, my parents were here, my grandma is ok.. and im surrounded with my family..
I couldn't have asked for a better day...

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But the day wasn't over yet...
My parents headed home la2ana tawhum radeen min el sufar..
Noura, moudhi, Jassim, A7mad, 7amany, and i decided to stay in the shalaih for the rest of the weekend..
5alty and her husband stayed in the shalai so we won't be left alone..
7amany stayed for the rest of the day in our shalaih.. we decided to play deal..!!

A7mad: yalla 6al3aw el deal..!!

Noura handed over the cards to a7mad..

Noura: Haak..

A7mad: walla lama95erkum kilikum

Jassim: la ya bu fahad, enta matadre mnu ana? eysamoony the king fil le3ba;p

Jassim tried to act cool, but i couldnt help but laugh at his silliness:p
7amany stayed quiet because he was too shy..
He kept on staring at me every minute or so.
And i can feel jassim's gaze on 7amany every time he lifted his head to look at me..

Zzzzz... Zzzzzz
I felt my phone vibrate, it was a DM from 7amany

7amany: Jude?

Jude: halla;p

7amany: Shraych nin7aash wnkhalehum ykamlun le3b?;p

Jude: Loooool yaanait?;p

7amany: Laa bs walaht 3laich:(

Jude: Kany jdaamk.. shlon tolah 3lay?;p

7amany: Abag3ad wyach bro7na.. :(

I felt my cheeks turn red, i lifted up my head and saw 7amany stare at me with a grin;p

Jude: Madrii;p

7amany: Yallaa 7bebeti:( Goleelhum ray7a tnameen wana agulhum bard shalaihna

Jude: Okkk;*

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Jude: Ana ray7a anam.. 7adi ta3bana..

All: t9b7een 3la khair..!!

I got up and headed to my room.. when suddenly i felt my phone vibrate..

7amany: Jude.. 3ady ayeeb zayoon? Omy tgul a6l3ha m3ay 3shan tstans..

Jude: Eeeee<33

7amany: Hahaha<3 wainch?

Jude: Ib daryy..

7amany: Inzain nzlay ta7at ana na6rch!

Jude: Ok!

I went downstairs, and slowly got out the shalaih.. trying as hard as i can not to make any sound..!!
As i got out i saw the cutest thing ever! 7amany was carrying zayoon in his arms, and she was playing with his hair.. :(

7amany: Hii

Jude: halla..

I looked over to zayoon and started to play with her

I reached over to take her off of him, and carry her for awhile..!! I love kids, their soo adorable..
As i reached over to carry zayoon.. my hand brushed over 7amany's.. <3
7amany looked at me and smiled.. i felt my cheeks getting redder..!!
Then, out of nowhere he took my hand and placed it inside of his hand.. it fit perfectly..
He lifted my hand to where his heart was..
I could feel his heart beating faster and faster..
I looked at him and he had a half smile in his face. I smiled back and looked back to my hand that was placed on his heart. The atmospher felt intense and i was so shyy..

7amany: hatha galby it beats for you..

I couldnt help but smile at him. I lowered my head to hide my smile while carrying zayoon. I was too shy to even look at his eyes..

7amany: jude, este7aytay?

I didnt answer him.

7amany: enzain jude 6al3eeny..

My eyes were still glued to the ground. I couldn't even lift my head min kether ma i was shy.
7amany held my chin to lift my head and look at his eyes. His eyes were hazel.. sparkling from the lights that surrounded us. His hand was warm.. a touch from him can make me melt.. <3
I looked deeply into his eyes and he gave me another half smile./
Zayoon was too quiet and polite just like her brother...

7amany: a7bich (he said it slowly..)

A smile was plastered on both of our faces.. we were so cheesy;p

Jude: w ana ba3ad

7amany: shnu entay?

Jude: a7iibiik.. ;$

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We walked for awhile, hand in hand.. it was perfect.. and every now and then i'd look at our hands and just smile..
He held my hand tightly not wanting to let go..
I carried zayoon for a bit then put her down to play with her..
She was running all over the place and i would chase her.. 7amany just stared and smiled at us..
I wonder what was going through his mind..

Zayoon: Judee

Jude: Hallaa

Zayoon: I love u! (in a childish way)

Jude: I love u too princess.. <3

Zayoon looked tired and sleepy.. she yawned every minute and kept telling 7amany she wanted to go home.. untill she fell asleep in his arms<3

7amany: One day, we're gonna have a child..

I looked at the ground again.. he keeps on making me blush!;$

I just giggled..

7amany: shnu entay matabeen enyeeb e3yal?

Jude: imballa:p

Zayoon suddenly woke up and begged 7amany to go home..

Zayoon: aby aroo7 bait, 7amany..!!:(

7amany: yalla al7een al7een 7abebty..

She placed her head on his shoulder and closed her eyes.

Jude: ya7alat'ha walla allah ey5aleha lik<3

7amany: Ameeen wekhalech lyy <3

7amany: yalla al7een lazem awadeha el shalaih..

Jude: ee ok

7amany: 7amdella iny sheftich, 3ad matadreen shkether walhan 3laich!

Jude: hehehe, haman ana walhana 3laick... ;$

My phone suddenly vibrated in my pocket.
7amany was staring at me.. thinking of who was calling me at this time..
I took my phone out and saw that noura was calling me...

Jude: aloo...

My heart was beating faster nad faster afraid that i was caught!
7amany looked at me and winked and headed to his shalaih..
Thankfully i close to our shalaih so i walked back really fast..

Noura: JUDE!! wainich?!?!

Jude: ha? yalla yalla al7een yaya (My voice was shaky)

Noura: wain kentay?

Jude: kent ga3da atmasha fil ba7ar!

Noura: enzain bedal la temashain laish ma reja3teeleena w kamaltay el le3b weyana? tadreen law a7mad dara shnu besaawe??

She started to scare me.. Matyeeb 6are my brother ila if i did something bad.

Jude: kanee rada.

I reached the shalaih when i ended the call. Noura was in the second floor balcony staring at me like i just killed someone.. She never gives anyone this look only if she knew something about them..
I went to the room and she was waiting for me.. Everyone was asleep except her..!!

Noura: met2akda kentay ebroo7ich?!

Jude: ee..

Noura: tra sheftich wya 7amany..!!

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7amany: Jude.. ana a7bch..

WHAAT?!? Did he just say what i thought he said?
He confessed his love to me.. now what am i supposed to say..
I can't say it back, even if i loved him.. it's wrong.. yaraby sa3adny, shagoola?:(

7amany: Jude?

Jude: ha? (He interrupted my train of thought)

7amany: shfeech tana7tay 3lay?

I looked at the ground, i didn't know what to say.. I felt as if my feet were going to give up on me and fall..
7amany came even more closer, thank god everyone went to have lunch..
He lifted up my chin with his fingers and gazed into my eyes..
I was too shy.. i looked back at the ground..

7amany: tst7een mnyy?

I didn't answer.. honestly i didn't know what to answer..!! i felt my cheeks getting redder and redder as he got closer and closer to me..
Was I in paradise?... I felt butterflies in my stomach, i was a complete mess..!!
How can a guy make me feel so light-headed? How could he have stolen my heart?

Jude: Umm.. 7amany..

7amany: 3yunaaah<3

Waaaay he's tooo cute, i can't just turn him down, i do love him.. </3!:(

Jude: 7amany elnas g3d ykhzoon..

7amany: khaleehum ykhzooon;p

He started screaming..!!

7amany: A7BIIIIIIIIIICH..!! AMOOOT FEEECH..!!! YAA NAAAS ANA A7B HAL BNT..!!!!

Jude: (I was laughing at him, he's so crazy!) 7amany bsss.. 3aib!!! al7een ysm3uunk..!!

7amany: Khaleehum ysmu3uun, abiii elkl ysmaaa3..!! (he came closer to me..)

I moved back.. i was startled by his sudden movement...
And as clumsy as i am, i was about to fall backwards..
7amany held my arm and pulled me closer to him.. preventing me from falling..
His warm hands were wrapped tightly around my waist, as if he was afraid i'd get away from him
No words could ever describe what i felt at that moment.. 
I felt like a little kid again.. just wanting someone to comfort me..


7amany: Deeray balch la t6ee7en (he giggled when he saw me looking nervous)


He was literally inches away from me, his manly perfume filled my nostrils..


Jude: Ummm.. (I stared into his eyes speechless)


7amany: Hmm? (He was deeply staring into my eyes, not blinking for a second)


I never noticed his hazel eyes before, they were gorgeous..!! W 3yuna mka7la mashallah.. they was perfect!<3


7amany's POV:


I loved how the sun made her eyes sparkle, and how it beat down on her beautiful face.. i couldn't ask for a better moment.. if i could pause this moment for the rest of my life.. i would.. having her in my arms..

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I heard moudhi's faint voice ..
I turned away from 7amany's face..

Jude: 7amany yalla roooo7 hathi my cousin..!!

7amany: Laa judee.. ma shba3t mnch

Just hearing him say that made my heart skip a beat, and get goosebumps all over me..
I smiled at him shyly and lowered my head..

Jude: i'll see u later walla..!! (My eyes still on the ground..)


7amany: (lifted up my chin, and let go of me) I'll be waiting.. 

As i was about to leave, 7amany grabbed my arm, pulled me closer to him, and whispered the sweetest words into my ear... ''I love you''
He let go of my my arm, and i raced back to the shalaih..

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Moudhi: Intay wain kntay??

Jude: Huh?? Umm knt g3d atmasha..

Noura: Ma y3tay?

Jude: ila mayta youu3..!! shnu el'3ada?

Noura: your favorite..!!

Jude: Machbooos?!:D

Noura: Yup!=))

Moudhi: Bsr3a dshay dakhl gabl la ykhal9una 3laich.. Jassim yayb rab3a.. ;p

Jude: Laaiish?:( al7een magdar akhth ra7ty bl akel;(

Moudhi: Shraykum nro7 mcdonalds?

Jude: Eeeeee plzzz!!!:D

We got into a7mad's car and drove to mcdonalds..
We decided to go through drive thru lana kan waayd za7ma dakhl!:/
I finally got my food!:D And I was happy once again.. <3
When we got back to the shalaih we swam for the remaining hour before it got too dark..


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I was sitting in my room when i heard something knock on my window..
I got up from bed, and slowly made my way to the window..
I peaked out, and saw 7amany standing there with rocks in his hands <33
As soon as he spotted me looking at him a smile was plastered on his face.. :)
I opened up the window and stuck my head out..

7amany: I missed you :(

Jude: I was just with you ... shlon u missed me?;p

7amany: I missed you w bs... nzlay ta7at! abii ashufch:D

Jude: Magdar.. ahaly ta7at.. :(

7amany: itha t7beeny ibtanzleen!!:(

Jude: Shagulihm?:(

7amany: Gulay inch ray7a tmashain..

Jude: Hmm okay, shway wanzl ;p

7amany: i love you (he screamed out)

I flashed him a quick smile before closing the window to change..
I wore a flowy white dress, put my hair into a side braid and headed downstairs..!!

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A7mad: Wain ray7a?

Jude: Batmasha shway..

A7mad: Maku 6al3a..!! elwagt mt2akhr..!!

Jude: Shdaa3wa 7amood.. yalla 3aad, walla inqmat wana ga3da foug bru7yy:(

A7mad: n9 sa3a w trj3een

Jude: inshallah!:D (i went over to a7mad and hugged him)

I walked towards the beach, there weren't so many people out el7mdllah..!!
I was helplessly searching for 7amany when out of nowhere i felt a pair of warm arms wrap around my waist from behind..
I turned my face around to find 7amany looking at me with an adorable smile, his dimples were showing<3

7amany: khara3tch?;p

Jude: Laa;p

7amany: Zain .. ;p

7amany and I sat on the cold sand. I looked at the calm ocean in front of me, and the sound of the waves crashing on the rocks.. The wind blew strands of my hair while i was looking at the ocean.. I didnt speak nor did 7amany, we were enjoying each other's presence... he then lifted up his hand and moved strands of my hair out of my face..
I turned my face sideways so i could get a better look of his eyes, he looked at me with a smile, and playfully started to tickle me... <3

Jude: 7amaanyy bss (while giggling)

7amany: t'3areen?;)

His hands were tickling me more and more as i kept telling him to stop..

Jude: 7amanyyy!!!:(

7amany: 3yunaaah..!!!;p

Jude: Bss ;$

7amany: Awal shay gulay a7bk..!!

Jude: Maku..!!:( yalla 3ad (giggling)

7amany: Awal shay gulay a7bk..!!

He suddenly lifted me off the ground and started to spin me.. I felt dizzy by the fifth spin. (he lifted me up in bridal style ;p )

Jude: laaa 7amany bs!! de5t!!.. :(

7amany: awal shay goolay a7ibik!!:(

Jude: la2!! mabeee..!!

7amany: 3yal 5ala9!!:(

He was spinning more and more and i felt dizzier by the minute.

Jude: 5ala9 5ala9! a7ibiiiiiiiik...!!!

7amany stopped spinning me, and put me on the ground, he pulled me closer to him.. He looked deeply into my eyes , held my hand, and whispered..

7amany: wana amoot feech..!!! <3 ... tadreen kilyoum et9ereen a7la w a7la?..

I felt his breath on my neck.. i got goosebumps all over my body... i was in heaven..!!<3

His voice was deep, it was so hot! I melted <33... He couldnt stop smiling at me, he kept on staring at my dark brown eyes.. I got redder by the minute!
The wind started to blow harder, which caused me to shiver in coldness..

7amany: Bardana..? (in a worried, sweet tone)

Jude: La 3adyy..

Then suddenly, out of nowhere, he lifted his hands from my waist, and wrapped them tightly around my arms.. i felt warm again <3 God, how much i loved that boy!
His chin was resting on my shoulder, while his arms cradled me tightly from behind.. Can this day get any better?!<3

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I woke up at around 8:00 AM

I didnt want to remember anything about yesterday, it was embarrassing..!!
I went into a7mad's room and jumped onto his bed;p

Jude: Yallaa goooumm!! elyoum shalaaih!! mabi nt2akher..!!

A7mad: Taw elnaas!!! yalla 6l3ay bakaml noumy..!!

Jude: Ay taw elnaas!! elsa3a thman..  3la ma tjahz a'3rathk w tgum titsaba7 w titrayg ib nt2akhr..!! yalla gooum tra elwagt yarkth, ba3dain ma yamdeena..!! :(

A7mad: Offf tadreen inch 7ana?:) 

Jude: Adrii:) inzain gouuum!!:) (i jumped on his bed)

A7mad: Gmt gmt!!!!(he jumped out of bed)

Jude: 3afya!:) yalla ana ray7a atjahz, w bagul 7g rita tsawy elryug..

A7mad: inzain (in a sleepy voice)

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This weekend is going to be one of the best! I'v got a good feeling about it..!! I wanna forget about 7amany, and just have fun for a bit, and shalaih is the perfect place to do so!

I got to my room, and took a shower...

I wore my grey A&F sweatpants, and a baby pink aeropostal t-shirt..

I applied some light make-up, and waved my hair..

Rita came knocking on my bedroom door..

Rita: Jude A7mad is waiting downstairs for you..

Jude: Ok, im coming.. breakfast is ready?

Rita: Yes yes.. go eat yalla he's waiting..

Jude: okk

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I went downstairs, and found a7mad sitting on the table drinking orange juice..

I finished up my breakfast, and was ready to leave..!!

A7mad: yalla khala9tay?

Jude: Eee..!!

We got into the car, and were on our way to K290.. faj2a i received a bbm mn noura..

Noura: wainch??

Jude: bl6reej, w9altw?

Noura: Yup! yalla we're waiting

Jude: Shway w o9aal!=D

It's been a while since the last time i went to 290! Bs it's not the same without my parents:( Allah yrdhum blsalama inshallah.. i really do miss them.. 

Finally.. w9alna!! Salamt 3la kl 3amaty w khalaty, w my cousins 6ab3an

Ga3dna muda insolf, and catching up with each other.. because as i said, i'm not really close with my cousins..

Aljazi (cousin): Halla walla b jude..!! shlonch? w shlon eldrasa? entay ib tas3 9a7?

Woooww!:) 7lu!;p My cousin w matadry iny badsh jam3a!:)

Jude: Zaina el7mdllah.. laa badsh eljam3a.. (i faked a smile)

Aljazi: Mashallah..!! kbartay 

I could see how she's trying to avoid what she said about me being a ninth grader... typical;p

Jude: Eee (faked another smile)

Okk this is getting ridiculous! I came here for ba7ar, not to talk about school-.-

I decided to bbm moudhi..

PING!

PING!

PING!!

Moudhi: haa??

Jude: Wly salmch ta3aly el9ala w ekhtheny mn aljazi..!!:(

Moudhi: laish?

Jude: ba6ib!!:( mnzman mu ray7a ba7ar!

Moudhi: Hahaha yalla im coming;p

Jude: Thankyou my lifesaver!;p

Moudhi came, and before i knew it i was floating bl ba7ar..!! Honestly that's the best feeling ever! We stayed awhile, rkabna eljets, banana boat, w we tanned..

I couldn't ask for a better day!:D

Noura: Ana badsh.. you3ana, mu dasheen?

Moudhi: Ana badsh wyach.. jude mntay dasha?

Jude: Laa walla, ba3ad shway adsh.. bag3ad shway hnii

Moudhi&Noura: ok

****

I was sitting on the soft sand, enjoying the view.. until i felt someone behind me..

I turned around and it was 

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7AMANY! :o

7amany: Jude?

Jude: 7amany? Shyaybk hny?

7amany: Shalaihna hny.. inty shyaybch?

Jude: Ham e7na..

7amany: Umm.. 3ady ag3ad yamch?

Jude: Tfathal..

He sat next to me on the sandy beach, the view was breathtaking..!! We stayed silent for a couple of minutes, enjoying the beautiful sunset together.. it was truly magical..!! but once i remembered what i did yesterday, i was ashamed again, my eyes went from looking at the sunset to the ground..

7amany: Jude? feech shay? itha g3d athaygch bwjudy guleely 3shan aroo7...

Jude: Huh? Umm laa..

7amany: Jude, la tkhsheen 3anyy, guleely shnu emthaygch..

Jude: Umm.. 7amany,, ana asfa 3la ily sawaita ams wadry ina mu mn 7agy iny atdakhal ib 7ayatk, 7agk 3lay walla, ma kan lazm a7km 3laik gabl ma a3arif elq9a.. 7amany, atmana ink itsam7ny.... walla iny mt7asfa 3la ily sawaita ams.. 9j ana asfa.. :(

7amany kan 6ool elwagt mtan7 3lay.. i really wanted to know what was going through his mind at that moment..

7amany: tadreen ina 3yunch tlma3 bl shams?..

Jude: Huh?? 7amany int sma3t ana shglt tawa?!;s

7amany: Sma3t.. bs kl ily glty ma hamny

Jude: Shnu?.. y3ne ma sama7tny?:(

I stood up, about to head inside the shalaih..
I was walking really fast, but 7amany caught up to me..

7amany: Jude..!! La7tha..!!

He took hold of my arm and turned me around to face him..
He was soooo close... ;o

7amany: Jude..

Jude: Na3am...

7amany: Jude... ana....

Jude: Eeeee......

I was growing impatient by the minute..!!

7amany: Jude.... ana a7bch.. !!

Chapter 19

It was 7amany...

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Was he stalking me?
Everywhere i go i see him, i dont feel like it's an incident anymore..
I continued walking, ignoring his presence..
I fastened my pace because i heard footsteps behind me..
I turned around.. and guess what? it was 7amany-.-

Mr.Mathew (the manager) gave me an angry look and walked away
I was soo late.. but the restaurant was empty anyway..

Mai: 7amano hatha eshyabe yay?

Jude: madrii 3ana..!!

Mai: Laykun ga3da t7acheena?;o

Jude: Mn9jch a7achy player? ekhasyy!!

Mai: Kafuu walla!! hathi jude ily 3arfha!!

Jude: Afaa 3laich..

****


9ij i feel bad for him being alone without his dad, bs being a player after his dad's death isn't a good choice, especially when you're the only man in the family..
I sat behind the counter waiting for people to show up..
I was so bored, i was actually thinking about quitting, and 7amany isn't making it any easier for me..!!!
I went through my unopened DM's until i reached 7amany's.... should i delete or read? uukhh i'll just delete..

****

Our shift was finally over, Mai went into the changing room to change to her normal clothes..
I finished earlier so i headed over to the garage to wait for her in the car..
It wasn't that bright, so i walked faster toward's mai's car.. i was all alone, and the garage gave me the creeps..
I spotted a dark shadow near the car, i was hesitant into moving forward..
Suddenly, this person stepped out from behind the car to show himself..
I couldn't figure out who that was, though i noticed a manly figure..

.......: Jude

His voice was too familiar, it was 7amany..!!

Jude: na3am?

7amany: shfeech ta7greeny b DM's?

Jude: Twitter m3alg 3ndi fa ma gam yo9alii shay.. (i lied)

He moved a step closer to me and stared into my eyes..

7amany: Jude..? feech shay?

Jude: es2al shadan.. (it slipped out of my mouth, i wanted to take it back but it was too late..)

He looked at me and let out a giggle..

7amany: shadan?;p intay m3a9ba 3lay 3shan shadan?

Jude: La tbar2 nafsk.. adrii ink bs tl3ab 3al banat..

Jude: player (i said in a low voice)

7amany: afaa.. afa ya jude, ana player?

Jude: Ee player!!!! (i was about to lose my temper until i heard mai's footsteps approach us)

Jude: Ana lazm aroo7.. (i looked at mai)

Mai: Emm.. la 3adee kamlw.. jude ana an6rch fl sayara..

I turned around, about to walk away.. i took a few footsteps towards the car until i felt a hand wrap around my arm

7amany: Jude wait..!! Ma khalaiteny akaml..

Jude: 7amany hdnii!!

7amany: Not until you hear what i have to say..

Jude: ifff yalla im listening!

7amany: Awalan shadan is my cousin, and yes she has a thing for me, but i don't, a3tbrha my cousin w bs, thanyan ana mu player w wla mara fakart al3ab b bnt, lana mthl ma akhaf 3la ekhti, akhaf 3la banat elnas, thalthan....jude intay laish m3a9ba iny kalamt shadan, 3abalch we're a couple?

I was speechless.. seriously, i didn't know what to say, i just stood their like a statue!! He was so close to me, i could feel his breath on my neck, and his perfume linger on me..

Jude: I- i-im sorry (my head was facing the ground, i couldn't look into his eyes, i was too ashamed..)

7amany was staring at me with intense eyes..

I don't know how i misunderstood! I'm such an idiot! Now i feel like a complete fool infront of him.. what am i supposed to say to him now? I'm sorry that i thought you were a player, but i was just jealous of shadan? He would never forgive me.

Jude: I have to go... (I managed to free myself from his grip and get into the car..)

****

Mai: ambaaay!!

Jude: sma3tay?

Mai: Eeeee!! knt facha my window 3shan asma3kum..

Jude: Al7een shasawy? I feel so bad:(

Mai: 3ady 3ady, klha su2 tafahum, ma 9ar shay..

Jude: Waaay mai al7een shlon a76 3ainy b 3aina? walla tfashalt jdama.. :( (i re-winded what just happened in my mind)

Mai: 9a3ba, ilmohim itha dazlch DM la ta7green!!!

Jude: adrii, bs madri shagoola..

Mai: itha 9j he cares about you ra7 y6awfha lch! 9adgeeny!!

Jude: inshallah.. :(

****

I got home, and skipped lunch..
Ma kan ly nafs akl after what just happened.. and thank god it was THURSDAY! Finally weekend!
I really needed a break from all this drama.. after 7amany stepped into my life, so many things happened, it was just too much.. i needed to get away!! I needed the calmness of the sea, and the feeling of just floating in the water with not a care in the world! i needed to take my mind off of things, i was too stressed with everything that's been going on..

As soon as i closed my eyes, i drifted into peaceful sleep...

****

TRIIN TRIIIN.... TRIIN TRIIIN !!!!

Jude: iffffff!! ilwa7da ma tnam y3ne??

Jude: Aloooooo

Mai: halla bl 7lwaa;p

Jude: shtabeeeeen?

Mai: khan n6la3..

Jude: Malikhlg..:/

Mai: Yalla 3aaad 3n elmalaqaa..!! it's weekend:D

Jude: Mai walla malikhlg.. inshallah bachr n6la3..

Mai: waaay klsh ma twanseen.. yalla bye

Jude: I love you;p yalla bye..

After hanging up on the phone, i put on my earphones and listened to music for the rest of the day..

****

A7mad: (knocking on the door) Judee matabeen 3asha?

Jude: Laa mu you3ana..

A7mad: Yalla 3ad 3n eldala3! Mu makla shay mn el9b7..!!

Jude: Gltlk mu you3ana..!! khala9 itha y3t a6lbly shay ba3dain..

A7mad: Mashii.. yalla ana 6al3, tabeen shay?

Jude: salamtk!

And so, i spent the rest of my day listening to music that was on my ipod.. and everytime i hear a song, it has to remind me of 7amany...

Chapter 18

It was dark and jassim couldn't recognize their faces..

Jassim: intaw!!! (screaming)

One of the guys looked at Jassim in disbelief as if he knew him, but that couldn't be.. Jassim would never be friends with such guys.. qaleelen adab!

Guy1: Jasoom? int sh3arfk fl banat?

Jassim stepped closer to the guy that knew his name... his jaw dropped!

Jassim: Msh3l? int ily ga3d tit7arash fl banat? Hathol khawaty yal nathl!! int ma tst7y 3la wayhk? walla mu kafu..!!

I could see jassim breathing heavily as he said the words. Any minute he would punch him in the face..
I stayed quiet behind jassim with moudhi and noura.
Msh3l looked at the ground, he was ashamed.. he turned to look at his friends signaling them to get in the car..
Jassim's friends stood behind him on guard..

Msh3l: Jassim walla lw knt adri inhum y9eronlk chan ma garabt 9obhum..

Jassim got so angry. He held his shirt and pulled him closer to him. i could see msh3al's friends coming to stop jassim but they couldnt because of jassim's friends..
Me, moudhi and noura didnt know what to do but stare with fear..
I was so afraid that they would get into a fight wisba e7na... :/

Jassim: Qasamn bla in shft rg3at wayhk hni btshuf shay wala 3umrk shfta.. faahm?!

Jassim let go of his shirt, and pushed him towards his friends..
Msh3l turned around, got into his car and drove off with his friends..

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Jassim: Mashkooreen shabab..

Guy1: wlw jasoom, khwatk khawatna

Guy2: 3adl kalama.. w masawaina shay, hatha wajbna..

Jassim: Ma tga9roon, yalla ana bawa9l elbanat elbait w ayeelkum..

Guy1&Guy2: Yalla na6reenk..

Jassim walked towards us and told us to get in the car..
Moudhi and i were in the back seat, while noura was sitting front, next to Jassim..

Jassim: Ana mu gaylkm la tro7un elmamsha!

Moudhi: Nouro..!! ehya ily galatna khan roo7!

Jassim: Nouro intay laish ma tsm3een elkalam? Lw 9ar feekum shay? Intay ma tfakreen?

Noura: Jassim la t3a9b tkfa.. bs walla ana maknt adrii ina b9eer chthee :(

Jassim looked at noura and kept quite.. he glanced at me from his near view mirror..
My head was on the window, while my eyes were on the streets.. i didn't say a word throughout the ride home, yes, it only took us 2 minutes, but i felt as if they were the longest 2 minutes of my life!
We were so quiet and shocked of what just happened , it was a lot to process.
When we got home, I went into Moudhi & Noura's room.. I sat on the couch, placed my bag on the floor next to me, and waited for the girls to come..
Jassim was talking to noura and moudhi.. threatening them..
I felt so guilty of what happened, not a really great start to a sleepover that's for sure..

Noura: Ohh! intay hnii?

Jude: Eee ga3da an6rkum..

Moudhi: Jude walla asfeen 3la ily 9ar.. w t3arfeen jassim shway 3a9aby, fa la takhthen ily gala b kha6rch..

Jude: Laa 3ady, kheera .. (i faked a smile)

Noura: Okk shraykum na6lb papa johns w n6al3 movie?

Jude&Moudhi: Fouga!

We stuffed ourselves with delicious pizza while watching "Letters to Juliet"
We put on our pj's and gossiped all night...
It was a night to remember.. in a good way and bad way.. ;p

Moudhi: 9aaaaa7 elnoum!!!!

Noura: '6ayooon 9kay elbarda.. ma tshufeena naymeeen:(

Moudhi: Baskum noum!! yalla matabun ntrayag bara?

Noura jumped as soon as she heard the word "ryug"

Noura: Ryug! wain??

Moudhi and i both laughed! Nouro bs tfakr bl akel ..

Jude: Banat ana lazm aroo7 elsh'3l, mabi at2akhr..

Noura: Mu gltay you'll quit?;s

Jude: Glt afakr feeha, w ham lw i'll quit lazm agool 7g my manager mu bs chthee ma adawm..

Moudhi: Inzain tjahzw 3la ma agool 7g jassim..

Noura took her shower first then it was my turn..
I changed into my baby blue juicy training suite, and was ready to leave..

Jassim: Jahzeen?

Moudhi: Ee la7tha.. 5 dgayg w nanzl, int ro7 elsayara..

Jassim: Inzain mu tit2akharon..!!

All of us: inshallah..!!

****

We got into the car and drove to prime & toast!
Shittt was that 7amany i'm seeing on the table next to me? I think it was, he could't take his eyes off of me.. and it was starting to give me the creeps... :/

Jassim was about to leave, leaving me and the girls to have our privacy, but i decided to change that...

Jude: Jasoooom (in a loud voice) wain ray7? ta3al tarayg wyana..

Jassim looked surprised.. i never called him "jasoom"
He looked at me with a huge grin on his face, and walked back to our table..

Jassim: shl6ary?? ashufch tdal3eny ;p (he was teasing me)

Jude: Haa? laa wla shay.. bs abeek twa9lny avenues plz.. (I said it while looking at 7amany)

Jassim: Okk, a9lan ana ray7 hnak 3shan sh'3ly

Jude: Ee 9aa7 int tsh'3l b caffe hnak... (i tried to loud-en my voice)

I kept on looking at 7amany and giving him death stares..
My phone kept on vibrating, and i kept on ignoring.. i knew it was from 7amany..

After having our breakfast, Jassim dropped off the girls at 360.. so now it was just me and him in the car alone...

Jassim: Jude?

Jude: Halla?

Jassim: Shlon sh'3lch?

Jude: Good..

Jassim: Eee zain lana ga3d afakr ayee asht'3l wyach.. bahd elcaffe..

Jude: Umm laa ana shakli i'll quit..

Jassim: Laish? 9ayr shay ana ma3rfa?

Jude: Umm laa.. bs walaht 3al shalaih..

Jassim: Eee..

The rest of the ride was pretty much just talking about family and life.. normal things..

After reaching the avenues, Jassim was determent to drop me off at dip n' dip personally.. he didn't let me go alone..

Jude: w9alna! (I could see mai waiting for me at the counter near the cashier)

Jassim: Yalla deeray balch 3la nafsch..

Jude: Inshalla.. (i gave him a polite smile, and walked away)


****

Mai: Akheeeran!! 9arly sa3a na6rtch!

Jude: Asfa 6awalt 3laich.. elyoum elmokan fathii..

Mai: Eee adri '3areeba..

Just as i was about to get in to change into my uniform.. i heard someone call out my name...
His voice was too familiar..

Chapter 17

I suddenly woke up from a nightmare..!!
I looked at the clock next to me and it was 4:30 pm......shittt i was late!!!
After taking a shower to fresh up, my phone started vibrating non-stop..
There were 5 dms and 10 bbm chats that were not open..
I opened the chats on bbm and most of them were just broadcast that were sent, until i spotted Moudhi sending me an angry face..

Moudhi: Jude yalla wainich!!!!!:@

Moudhi: shfeech matredeen??!?!

Moudhi: nesaytay elyoum sleepover?!?!:@

Moudhi: Judeeeee!!!!!!!

and the rest were all pings

Jude: sorry moudhi kent nayma w ma7asayt fee..

Moudhi: ana 9arly sa3a w adezlich pings!

Jude: sorry, kany al7een albes w ayeelich... :(

I needed someone to drop me off to moudhi's house since our driver traveled, and i wasn't in the mood to drive.. so.. i called a7mad!

TRIIIN TRIIIN TRIIIN!!..

A7mad: Halla jude?

Jude: 7amood please wadny bait khalty!:(

A7mad: w laish ma tro7een b sayartch?

Jude: Malikhlg asoog:( yalla 3ad please 6alabtk 7amood:(

A7mad: inzain inzain, 10 dgayg wakun 3ndch..!!

We both hung up the phone at the same time, and i ran straight to my room to get ready..!!
I changed into ripped jeans, a fitting shirt that was studded on the end and a black blazer on top
I packed my stuff and took everything i needed and headed downstairs..
I waited in the garden's swings, until i saw a7mad's car signaling me to come..!!
I entered the car, and took a seat beside him..
My phone started vibrating again. I knew it was moudhi so i didnt bother to look because she will continue to nag for being late..!!
She didnt stop! When i looked at my phone i noticed that it wasnt moudhi ... it was a dm from 7amany!;o

7amany: Jude.....

7amany:?

7amany: adre inich ga3da ta7gereny bs aby akalmech eb maw'6oo3!

7amany: judeeee!

7amany: adre inich ga3da etshoofena...

7amany:......

7amany: Shfeech ma trdeen? Jude?

7amany: ......

7amany: plz reday 3lay! za3altch ana?

7amany: Jude!!

I was so furious when i read it. Mu min9ija hal walad! Y3ne yadri iny shfta m3a shadan hathi.. w fouga ys2al laish a7gr?! 3abala ma adri ina he's a player! hhhh al7een mnu el9aida?:/

A7mad: shfeech sakta mu min 3awaydch..

Jude: we9alna?

A7mad: shway w no9al

I stayed quite for the rest of the ride..
We finally arrive and i bbmed moudhi to come out..
Moudhi and noura came running towards the car, and just as i came out both hugged me like i haven't seen them for a year!

Noura: walanha 3llaich yal kalbaa!!:(

Moudhi: Ee walla jude! wainch ma tbayneen?

Jude: Hhaha.. shsawy ba3ad! walla massh'3oola wya elsummer job w loya:/

Noura: inzain laish makhtha summer job a9lan? it's summer! Elnas ya msafra ya shalaih wntay job.. 9j fathya..!!

Jude: Shakli i'll quit! Walaht 3la elshalaih w ga3dat'ha walla:(

Moudhi: Eee zain tsaween! shtabeen b 3awar elras..

I think they were right, laish akheth summer job itha i can be bl ba7ar 24/7? 9j ina i wanted to try something new bs it's getting old and boring, plus i'll have to see 7amany there.. y3ne al7een 3raf iny g3d a7gra fa i'v got a feeling ina he'll show up everyday just to try and talk to me..!!:/

Noura: Banat, shraykum inro7 mamsha?:D

Moudhi&Jude: Fouga!:D

I loved walking bl mamsha! The mamsha wasnt so far away from their house, it was really close, you can even see it from the window.
The warm breeze was very pleasent.. We walked, and talked.. and we were enjoying our time.. I looked at the time, and it was almost 6.. the sun was setting and it was getting darker..

Noura: Banat! Fe sayara la7gatna..!!

Moudhi and i were about to turn our heads back when noura shoved our arms.. meaning "don't look back"


Noura: Imshaw inro7 elbait.. elwath3 mu 3ajbny!


Moudhi&Jude: Yalla..


The car was one of those cars that was shiny and had perfect rings. It seems like the guy who owns this car cares about his care more than anything. I spotted the guys who were siting inside the car. The three guys looked like they were in their twenties. They passed us once, and we were relieved thinking that they were gone.. but in the middle of the road, they turned their car and drove very slowly towards us.. we were panacking!!!! I was so scared of what they will do to us. Madre laish fakart they would kidnapp us..


Jude: banat rkthaaw!!!


Moudhi was shouting at noura..


Moudhi: kla mnch nouro! intay ily gltay khan ro7 elmamsha!


Noura: wana sh3arafni ina b9eer chthee!!


Jude: waaay!! tra mu wagtkum al7een..!! sayara la7gatna!!


Our minds were filled with things of what they could do to us! Moudhi kanat akthar wa7da khayfa.. shway w tabchi elmaskeena.. she kept on mumbling khan ro7 bait elyeeran..


Noura: La trkthoon! Act normal! w lama elsayara tmr la t6al3un their faces!

Moudhi&Jude: ok!

The car came closer and closer to us, they rolled their windows down and blasted up the music
They were saying things, but we couldn't hear what they were blabbing..!!
It was probably dirty talk..!! qaleelen adaab! walla ma yst7uun!!

The one driving the car put his hand out lana he was smoking..
He was the closest to me..!! i tried to move away but there was nowhere to move, shway wadsh elshyara..
I was disgusted by him.. he was trying to touch me.. god knows what they would've done if it was only me bl mamsha...
Im one of those girls who gets so afraid when guys do that. I start to feel ashamed of myself for walking in the mamsha.

Moudhi: Ana badg 3la jassim!

Noura: laaaa!!! plz tadreen b3dain bi3a9b 3laina

Jassim was the type of guy who gets  furious when a guy tries to hit on his cousins or sisters..

Moudhi: tabeena ey3a9b 3laina wla we get kidnapped?!

Moudhi looked petrified! The car was still following us. I could hear them talking dirty about us and trying to approach every minute. We ignored what they were saying...
Moudhi called jassim and he said he was on his way..
I cant wait any more, those guys didn't move away.
Suddenly the car's engine stopped, i was relieved thinking that they'd stopped following us but i was wrong..
Before i knew it, i heard the car doors open and the the guys were out..!!
My legs began to shake and fear started to fill me again..
We were giving them our back. I could feel that moudhi anytime would faint min el 5ar3a.
I wasnt used to those stuff... shway wabchi:(

Guy1: esh3endena ehne?

I could feel his happiness while he was approaching us..
Noura held my hand tight and i can feel her hand shaking...

Guy2: hathee nar ely labsa jakayt aswad!

Menktether el 5ar3a i forgot that i was wearing my black blazer.
Now they were too close to us..
I was impatiently waiting for jassim...where is he?!

Guy3: eshfeekum ray7en 3ana ta3alaw..

We were walking even faster..
I was looking at the ground the whole time..
I heard a guy calling moudhi and noura..!!
We lifted our heads and noticed that it was jassim....
He's a life saver!!
Joy filled me and i felt safe, but still it wasnt over..
He came with 2 guys with him...

Jassim: Hey hey intaw.. shfeekum 3al banat?

It was dark so jassim couldn't recognize their faces..

Jassim: intaw!!! (screaming)

Chapter 16

7amany: hi..

Jude: hi

I was too nervous to even answer. It took me awhile to reply to him.

7amany: umm... shloniich?

Jude: zaina, u?

7amany: madam enich zaina ana zain

Jude: dooom

7amany: damat ayamich

5 minutes passed and i was impatiently waiting a dm from 7amany. I didnt know why kent aby a dm from him..


7amany: Bachr mdawma?


Jude: madrii, laish?


7amany: Lana itha mdawma ayee asayr 3laich fl ma63am..


Jude: Haha.. walla madri, itha mani ta3bana adawm..


7amany: y3ne ashufch bachr?;)


Jude: Maybee;p .. yalla gn


7amany: sweet dreams <3


I layed my head on my soft pillow.. closed my eyes, and drifted into peaceful sleep...


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9:00AM

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I woke up to the bright rays of the sun tingling on my face.. i turned to the other side of my bed wanting to continue my sleep when i felt my phone vibrate next to me..

A DM from moudhi.. moudhi? moudhi ma'3airha my cousin?

Moudhi: halla jude!

Jude: halla feech..!!

Moudhi: shlonich?

Jude: el7mdllah zaina.. intay shlonich?

Moudhi: Gd gd..

Moudhi: Emm jude?

Jude: halla?

Moudhi: Shraych tyeen 3ndna? sleepover? Walahna 3laich!:(

Jude: Emm okk, bs khaleny agul 7g a7mad..

Moudhi: ok!:D elsa3a 5 3ndna.. okk?

Jude: tam!..:D

I was excited about the sleepover.. im not that close ma3a my cousins.. y3ne there's no reason or anything bs we're just not close.. I just hoped Jassim wasn't gonna be there!

I got out of bed, took a shower, prayed.. and got dressed. I wore light blue skinny jeans.. and an over-sized beige cardigan.. I put my hair in a side braid and headed downstairs for breakfast..

Rita: Ahhh jude!! a7mad go out early.. u eat breakfast by your self ok?

Jude: No no khala9 i dont want breakfast.. (i hated eating alone so i decided to get breakfast on my way to work)
I called mai..

Mai: Alooo

Jude: wainch?

Mai: fl bait, al7een ba6la3.. laish?

Jude: la t6l3een.. ana amrich!

Mai: Elsay8 mu msafr?

Jude: Ana yaya b sayarty..

Mai: Offf mn mta?! intay mn khathaitay el license ma sgtay.. shl6ary?

Jude: madrii.. chthee 7abait asoog.. ilmohim 10 mns wakun 3ndch!

Mai: yalla bye na6rtch..!!

I hung up the phone and drove to mai's house.. she was sitting on one of the chairs they had in the garden. When she saw me she hopped onto the seat next to me and we began to chat..

Mai: Agool jude..

Jude: Goulay..

Mai: sh9ar ma3ach ams?

Jude: ma 9ar shay

Mai: 3laina?? la la 9ar shay, ilyoum wayhich mnawr w g3d itsugeen! hatha akbar taqadum mnch!

Jude: hahaha ma 9aar shay... walla, bs youm ra7 dazly DM..

Mai: CHATHABAA!! SHGAAL???

Jude: hahahaha shfeech shta6atay chthee.. bs sa2alny itha badawm wla laa..

Mai: shgltay?

Jude: gltla yimkn ;p

Mai: Y3ne playing hard to get? agoool hal walad eyaaaniin w embayn ina he's interested in you! fa 3an el tflsf w 3a6eeh wayh shway!

Jude: hahaha .. mai ana mu no3y chthee.. y3ne i admit ina he's good looking w alf bnt titmanah, bs still ana mu no3y chthee...!!

Mai: 9jj maynoona!! hathi fur9a! y3ne ahalich w ahala close, wohwa rfeej a7mad, y3ne its perfect!

Jude: 9j et'tha7keen.. w a9lan shdarach ina y7bny??

Mai: yal '3abeeya ma tshufeena shlon y6al3ch?!

Jude: Shlon?!

Mai: Mu mn9jch! elwalad mayt 3laich.. kl ma y6al3ch 3yuna tlma3, w lama tfireen wayhch y6al3 elarth w yst7ee..

Jude: 7lfaaay?? :D

Mai: wallaa.. w tara 7atan intay its sooo obvious ina u like him, y3ne kl ma at7acha 3ana u start smiling like an idiot, w ams youm gltlch ina yay m3a a7mad t9arga3tay lana shaklch mu 7lw...;p Waaay bs lw 7amany y3trf.. chan 9rtaw akyat couple! walla <3

Jude: akyat?-.-

Mai: Eee akyat! (in a fake angry tone) W la t'3ayreen elmawthoo3!!

****

We kept talking all the way to the avenues.. w stopped at Starbucks 3dailya to get some breakfast.. then we finally reached the avenues!... we walked to Dip n' Dip.. when i saw 7amany sitting in the restaurant waiting.. there were no one in the restaurant except the workers and 7amany..

Mai bumped my elbow and whispered..

Mai: hatha 7amanyy!!!

Jude: Chub la tfashleena! tra mani 3amya!!-.-

We got into the restaurant, 7amany stood up from his chair and shyly waved at me to come over..
I walked to him while mai went in to change into her uniform..

Jude: tara lail7een ma bdait my shift.. khana abadl wayeelk;p

7amany: hahaha emm.. you look nice today.. (he was so embarrassed of what he just said..he looked at the floor ..)

Jude: Emm thankyou.. bs are you saying ina klyoum shakli khays?;p (i livened up the atmosphere lana it was awkwardly silent..)

7amany: ha?.. umm laa.. fahamteny '3ala6.. umm each time i see you you're even more beautiful than the last time.. (his hand was tucked into his pockets while his eyes were on his shoes, he was too shy to even admit it..)

Jude: haha knt g3da at'3ashmar.. bs umm thankyou.. (my feet started to nervously shake.. and 7amany noticed)

7amany: (He looked deeply into my eyes, moved a step closer to me, and smiled his beautiful smile) You dont have to be nervous around me..

Jude: haa? nervous? me? laa im not..

7amany: haha 3la ra7tch.. yalla go get changed into your uniform 3shan ma a3a6lch 3an sh'3lch..

Jude: (my voice was shaky) Oo-ok.. (i flashed him a smile and left to change..)

****

As i walked back to the changing room, i turned around to find 7amany still staring at me...
I got changed into my uniform, and started serving tables..
Mai was busy with the other customers, and didnt notice that 7amany wanted to order..

I walked as calmly as i could, and when i finally reached his table he looked at me and smiled..

7amany: Ma y36oonch breaks?

Jude: Emm imbala..

7amany: Mmm inzain shraych takhtheen break w tg3deen wyay..

Jude: (I felt my face heat up,, i felt so embarrassed just talking to him) umm.. okk.. laish laa, i could use a break

7amany got up and pulled out a chair for me..!!
He is such a gentleman.. jad i don't think any other 18 year old kuwaiti guy would do that..

7amany: tfathlay.. (he had the biggest smile i'v ever seen!)

Jude: Thank you.. (i was red as a tomato, and i couldn't control it.. i covered up my face by looking at the table beneath me)

7amany: Jude?

Jude: halla? (my face was still on the table)

7amany: La la shnu hatha.. chthee magdar ashuf wayhch:(

I looked up at him with a smile..

7amany: Eeee al7een agdar ashuf elwayh el7lw

Wait.. did he just flirt?!?!

7amany: Jude?

Jude: halla? (My face was facing his.. his eyes were on my eyes)

7amany: tst7een mny?

Jude: haa? uuum laa..

7amany: Ahaa.. 3yal laish kl ma a7acheech wayhch y9eer a7mar?;p

Jude: emm laa.. bs umm 7aar shway..

7amany: Ahaa;p (he was teasing me)

I stood up right after he said that, i was too nervous, embarrassed, shy.. all the words you could think of..

Jude: Umm.. yalla khala9 elbreak.. shnu tabi ta6lb?

7amany: Laa jude ma shba3t mnch:( 3afya g3day shway..

Waaaaaaaay he's soooo cute!!!!!!!!!<3

Jude: Emm walla magdaar.. b3dain elmanager yzfni..

7amany looked dissapointed.. walla ma knt abi aksr ib kha6ra, bs y3ne walla ma3arft shasawyy:(

7amany: Mmm la 3ady.. yalla kamlay sh'3lch.. :)

As i was about to leave to get back to serving the food.. i heard a girl call out 7amany's name..

.....: 7amany!!!:D

7amany: halla shadan!

This girl approached 7amany with a huge smile on her face, her friend just stood by the entrance..

shadan: Mnzmaan 3ank..  shlonk?

7amany: tamam.. intay shlonch shadoon?

Shadoon?!-.- y3ne mu mn9ja ydal3ha wana hni!
I didnt listen to their conversation, i walked off and started serving the food...

Mai: Hey hey.. shfeech mnafsa?

Jude: mafeeni shay!

Mai: laykun '3rtay 3la 7amany?;p

Jude: 6ab3an la! a9lan ana shaku feeh! itha yabi y7achi "shadoon" khal y7acheeha.. ana shaku feeh?

Mai was staring at me and smiling...

Ok, y3ne 7amany is a good looking guy, w any girl would drool over him.. :/
I admit that i was jealous.. but i just couldn't help it! First he makes me fall for him then he goes and talks to another girl?! I dont get him..!! And i was beginning to fear he was a player... :( .

Before i knew it my shift was over..
I dropped off Mai, and headed straight back to my house..

A7mad: shraych nt'3ada bara?

Jude: la 7amood klsh mali khlg..

A7mad: 3la ra7tch..

Jude: Ee 9aa7 7amood tra elaila ray7a bait khalty w banam 3ndhum, okk?

A7mad: Ok..

As soon as i got upstairs, i threw myself onto my bed.. and  before i knew it i drifted into blissful sleep...

Chapter 15

It was jassim... -.-






Jude: elsa3a thalath..!! shtabii??

Jassim: wla shay, knt mtmalil bs

hatha mu mn 9ja!! y3ne itha ohwa mtmalil ana shakuu?!

Jude: Emm.. jassim ana t3bana.. baroo7 anam

Jassim: enzain jude...

Jude: halla

Jassim: tra ana asef 3ala ely sawayta a5er mara. bs kent mabe a7ad eykalmich, w mabe el nas ta5eth 3laich fekra mu 7lwa

I loved how he's so caring bs laish mayabe a7ad eykalmne?
Here's where jealousy comes...

Jude: la 3ade, w mashkoor inik mehtam feeny as a brother

Jassim's POV: 


7ail 3awerat 8albe lama galatle "as a brother". laish etgool as a brother? tabe et3awer galbi ezyada? broo7ha em3awra galbi lama ashoofha malha 5ilge. ana a7bha akthar min a cousin and a sibling. bs law et7s eshkether a7ibha... akhhh

Jassim didnt reply so fast. He stayed quiet for more than two minutes. Usually he replies really fast. Maybe za3al la2any gelt as a brother? bs hatha el 9ij ya3ni he is like my brother! no more no less..

Jassim: el 3afo...

He stayed quiet for minutes again and i was so glad so that i could go back to sleep.

PING!!

PING!!

Jude: haaaaa?!!! tra theba7tnee!! abee anam:'(

Jassim: ana asef.... bs kent bas2lich so2al...

Jude: tefa'6al...

Jassim: bachr betdawmen?

Jude: Maybe, laish?

Embayn ina he is planning on something..

Jassim: la bs as2al..

Jude: ok 3yal Gn

Jasim: goodnight w sweet dreams.

I didnt reply to him. I just threw my phone at the nearest sofa so no one would disturb me ...


****

The truth is that i wasnt gonna go to work tomorrow.. i felt sick!

8:00 AM

A7mad came into my room and opened the curtains

Jude: laa a7maad 9kaa!!

A7mad: yalla goumay! ilyoum ana bawa9lch eldawam

Jude: mani ray7a!

A7mad: laish balla? goumay yalla 3ad 3an eldala3 elzayd!

Jude: waaay a7mad walla mali nafs adawm! rasii m9ad3

A7mad: 3ala ra7tch

Jude: wlyy 3afeeeek 9k elbarda!!!

A7mad: inzaaain inzain.. yalla kamlay noumch!

****
12:00 PM

I woke up feeling really sick! I went to the bathroom, took a shower.. got dressed into some comfy A&F grey sweatpants, and a loose white shirt.. I let my hair down and crawled back to my bed with my phone.. i checked up on twitter when i saw a familiar name wanted to follow me..... :o 7amany!! bs wait.. how does he know my twitter? Ahh just remembered! he's probably following a7mad that's how he found me!.. I just accepted and followed him back.

Suddenly i heard someone knock on my door..

Jude: Rita i dont want lunch!!

.....: Ana omch mu rita!

Jude: ahh dkhlay yuma..!

Mom: Jude laish ma dawamtay ilyoum?

Jude: Mareetha:(

Mom: shfeech? 7arara?

Jude: madrii..

My mom came closer to me and sat on my bed, she put her hand on my forehead and said...

Mom: feech skhoona..!! Goumay awadeech el6abeeb!

Jude: La yuma.. walla mala da3yy, bs arta7 wa9eer a7san inshallah..

Mom: 3la ra7tch yuma.. Eee 9a7 jude ana w obuch emsafreen 7g cham youm 3shan 3elaj yadetich bara ilkuwait... fa intay w a7mad btkunon bro7kum fl bait..

Jude: laish shfeeha yadete?

I was really shocked with the news, because my grandma was too young to be sick.

Mother: la bs 3amalya 9'3eera w inshalla tet7asan

Jude: inshalla...

I looked really diappointed, because i dont want to lose my grandmother..

Jude: enzain yuma laish a7mad mu ray7 wyakum?

Mom: gal ma yabii ykhaleech bro7ch fl bait wnty mareetha, w may9eer teg3edeen ebro7ich

Jude: Ahaa..

Walla a7b a7mad! Jad he's the best brother anyone could ask for.. allah la y7rmnii mena <3<3

Jude: mta ray7een?

Mom: elsa3a arba3.. 3a6ait floos w kl shay 7g a7mad.. wtha nag9kum shay dgay 3lay..

Jude: inshallah yuma.. : )

My mom left my room and i was left w/ my thoughts...
Hmm i wonder laish 7amany followed me?!...
I can't believe 7amany actually followed me! I was so exited i couldn't control it;p

****

PING!!

PING!!

PING!!

PING!!

PING!!

Jude: haaaaaaaaaa??

Mai: wainch intay?! laish ma dawamtay?!

Jude: mareetha-.-

Mai: weeh salamaat;$

Jude: allah yslamch!

Mai: sh3ndch elyoum?

Jude: wlaa shay.. laish?

Mai: shraych ib movie night?

Jude: mwafqa! bs intay ta3alay:(

Mai: khala9 okkay! elsa3a 6 akoon 3ndch:D

Jude: cant wait!:D

****

I spent the rest of my day in bed..
Rita came knocking on my door

Rita: Judee come down!! mama & baba go now..!!

Jude: ok im coming..!!

I got out of bed and went downstairs to where my parents where.. i found them standing in the 9ala..

Jude: yubaa y3ne bs trja3 tru7! walla ma y9eer!!:(

Dad: 7bebti klha cham youm w raj3een inshalla..

Jude: Hmmm :(

Mom: a7mad deer balk 3la ekhtk! wtha shay nag9kum dgaw 3laina!

A7mad: inshalla.. la twa9un 7aree9

Dad: yalla tahani (my mom) lazm inroo7 la nt2akhar..

Mom: Yalla mshaina..

I watched as my parents left the house, now it was just me and a7mad ! ifff.. shkthr bekun malaqaa:((

I stayed down stairs.. sat in the living room and flipped through different channels...

PING!!

PING!!

Jude: haa?

Mai: ana bara!

Jude: dshay! ana bl9ala..

Awal ma fachayt el bab chan mai etdsh 3lay..

Jude: Maku salam.. wla shay?

Mai: elsalumu 3laikum ... :D

Jude: wa3alaikum elsalam;p

Mai: ha? ay movie bnshufaa??

Jude: bkha6rii film romancy:(

Mai: Ha?? intay mn9jch! la yubaa khan6al3 shay comedy

Jude: ifff 7atan wana mareetha klshay yamshi 3laich.. maku galb! (i started teasing her)

Mai: Shnu y3ne ana ma3ndi gaalb! malat 3laich.. yalla khan6al3 film romancy..:/

Jude: YESS!! walla a7iiibch

Mai: inzain ay film 3ad?

Jude: A walk to remember! (My all time favorite!!)

Mai: -.-

I turned around and saw a7mad looking at us and laughing... ;p

A7mad: Su2al.. intw shlon rfeejat? bs tit'hawshon..!!;p

Jude: hahaha et6al3 wyana movie?

A7mad: ay film?

Jude: A walk to remember ;p ( i knew he hated romantic movies)

A7mad: waaaai3!! tabeni azaw3!!
His expression turned as if he was going to throw up any minute.
Mai and i just laughed at his funny reaction ;p

A7mad: a9lan ana 6al3 wya 7amany.. bs arja3 en6al3 film thani w ana ily anagy!! ok?:p

Jude: inzain... ;p

Mai: btrd wya 7amany?

Shaku ts2al madriii!!! hal bnt thba7niii wallaa!! tfaaashl. Al7een a7mad will think e7na nabe eyeey w 8a6een nafesna-.-
I poked maii with my elbow 3shan tasket. She just looked at me and smiled.

a7mad looked at her in a weird  expression and then he acted normal.

A7mad: madrii, laish?

Mai: laa bs 3shan ard elbait itha biyee.. y3ne 3aib ana ma3rfa..

A7mad: Eeee (he was still suspicious bs ma gal shay)

A7la targee3a mn mai!!! kaaaaaaaak walla i love this girl<3<3

A7mad: yalla ana mashii taboon shay?

Jude&Mai: salamtk..

****

We spent the remaining hour of the movie crying, laughing, and imagining that one day we'll fall in love.. ;p
It was 8:00 and mai had to leave..

Jude: taw elnaas:( la tkhaleeny:(

Mai: itha ma rja3t elbait al7een bakhthly a7la mu7athara mn el ahal!:) fa a7saly ma at2akhar:)

Jude: Waaay.. shraych tnameen 3ndna?? yalla plzzzzzzz:(

Mai: wdyy walla bs magdar.. elmara ilyaya inshallah!

Maii's eyes suddenly moved away and gazed at the window.

Maii: okhh a7mad yay w ma3a a7ad!!

Jude: 7lfaay! :o

Mai: walla !!!! la7tha mu china hatha 7amany?!?!

Maii's face looked deeper and sharper to recognize if it was 7amany..

Maii: ee 7amany wyaa!!.. tawhum nazleen mn elsayara!

Jude: Ambaay shaklii khara..!!

I ran as fast as i could upstairs.. washed my face.. applied my lipstick.. fixed my hair and went downstairs
Mai was waiting for me by the stairs.. 


Mai: yalla jude ana ray7a..

She winked at me and looked at the window to see what they will do next.


Jude: Enzain yalla byee.. akalmch bachr


She went in for a hug and said..


Mai: ay bachr? bs yro7 itguleely kl shay..


I looked at her and smiled;p I love it how she is so interested in 7amany and i:p

I led mai to the door and hugged her again.
Awal ma ra7at ebser3a ga3at fil 8anafa and made myself as if i had nothing to do.

After a minute or so a7mad dash el bait weya 7amany.
My eyes were glued on the tv.. I didnt bother turn my head not to make it seem too obvious that i knew 7amany was with him..  

A7mad: jude? laish ga3da ebroo7ich wain refejtich?

Jude: ra7at el bait...

****

7amany: jude shlonich?

Jude: tmam

I didn't look at him lana it would've been sooo awkward specially cause a7mad was standing right beside him....!!

A7mad came and sat next to me while 7amany sat right infront of me..

A7mad: yalla en6ale3 film ana wa3adtich:p

Jude: ee yalla

A7mad: ha 7amany wyana?

7amany: haha ee

A7mad got up and went to choose a movie.

A7mad: Bn6al3 the grudge!:D

 Jude: laaaa manabe film ey5are3!!

I always get really scared after watching scary movies.. and usually i cant sleep.... :/

A7mad: emballa bet6al3eena w ben9aker el laytat..!!

I just frowned and went with it.. It wasnt my favorite but i just went with because they urged me to..
I stayed silent while watching the movie with them. We sat on the ground and each one of us had their hands dug deep into their bowl of popcorn while their eyes were glued to the tv..

A7mad suddenly got up.

A7mad: baroo7 el7amam..

Jude: enzain

7amany was staring at me.. i could feel it..!! I sensed eyes on me..!! it was too creepy, but i didn't bother look at him..

he finally broke the silence..

7amany: jude shlonich?

Didn't he ask me that already?!;s

Jude: tmam

7amany: shaklich ta3bana....

Jude: ha? la mu ta3bana..

a9lan how did he know that i was sick this morning?! Kan embayn min my face but now i was feeling much better..!! Its soo sweet how he cares about me..

7amany: akeed?! 3ayal laish ma dawamtay?

Jude: Emm.. knt shway ta3bana bs al7een 9rt a7san..

7amany: salamat...

Jude: allah ysalmik

Mmm.. how did he know ina ma dawamt ilyoum?! wait.. is he stalking me?! la la la ma ysaweeha... bs if he did i wouldn't mind...;p its kind of cute shlon yhtam feenii... Jude laa stop daydreaming!! get back to the movie..!!

A7mad came back w kamalna el film..
When the movie ended i went back to my room.. I felt that if i stayed with them alittle longer it would be soo awkward, wana klsh mu nag9ny aftshl jdam 7amany!:/

I layed on my bed.. thinking.. I was getting lost deep in my thoughts until i felt my phone vibrate..

I looked at it and it was 7amany.. :o
A dm from 7amany..!!