Chapter 28

This is the last chapter for untamed hearts! We want to continue writing but i think this story had come to an end. I hope you enjoyed the story as much as we enjoyed writing it.. yes the ending is bitter sweet, but not everything in life has a happy ending..
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2 years later . . .


So i'v been in a comma for almost 2 years , my family visits me everyday..
The thought of 7amany always brought sadness and depression to my heart. I always thought it was my fault. But i learned to move on and let go ..

7amany visted me once..
He is now engaged to shadan.. he said that she changed , and is now mt7ajba
All i can say is allah ywafghum ..


His face never gets erased from my mind..
The memories we shared together are now dug deep in my heart, and locked in a box..
Now he's just a stranger that holds my precious memories..
It was the summer of '12 where it all began, and eventually where it all ended..
I'v learned that mistakes were made for you to learn from them..


I never thought, not in a million years, that one day i'd fall in love, but i did, and i don't regret it..
Regrets haunt you for the rest of your life, so i learned to embrace my past..
Being in a comma for 2 years gives you a lot of time to think and changes you as a person..
I am aware of my surroundings , and  i can hear what everyone says..
I've tried waking up so many times, but i end up failing..


Oh and Jassim ...
well, he never gave up on me..
He visits everyday.. the first week was really tough on him, well tough on everybody..
Jassim is just so sweet , im sad that i didnt give him a chance ..
He truly loved me , i can see that now..
He holds my hands and reminds me everyday how much he loves me ..
I wish he was the one who i fell for, not 7amany. I used to ignore him and make him feel left out. He doesn't deserve it. I wish i could just return to the past and change the way i'v treated him..


My mom, dad, and a7mad never left the hospital ...
My mom tgra 3lay quraan blail while crying her eyes out ..
I just wish i could get up and tell her that im alright.. i miss her hugs <3
Dad brought me all of the best doctors from all around the world.. but none could help me wake up..
Doctors say that waking up is in my power , and when im strong enough i'd wake up..


What i regret most is not appreciating what i had..
Oh what i'd do to open my eyes..
Or walk on the beach..
Or embrace the people that mean the world to me..
Yes, i admit, i took a lot of things for granted..


Mai is married , and is awaiting her first child <3
I'm sad that i wasn't by her side on her wedding day..
She said she'd name her daughter Jude.. allah y7fth'ha..
I hope baby jude has a better life than i did..


I guess you could say that my heart has been tamed for a long time now ..
I never realized all the love i had around me..
I always thought its when i had a lover .. thats when my heart would be tamed..
But, i was wrong..with all the love my family, and friends have for me...i feel complete..
Summer '12 is a summer i'll never forget .. its the summer when i thought my life would begin with 7amany , and its the summer when my life ended..


I've learned that all guys are players and loving during your teenage years isn't actually true love becuase you're still too young and new to the world.. and a bit naive. They're just feelings that rise inside you and you're not sure whether you're in love or if its just a crush..
Let your first love be the man who knocks on your door asking for your hand in marriage. I wish i knew that back then.
But afterall i've learned to move on and never fall again for the mistakes i've done in my past.
Everyone has a past that wants to change it, but as for me.. i'm leaving it the way it is and not regretting a single thing. I always believed in this quote "Our past is what makes us stronger" and i hope it would apply to me once i'm out of the comma.. one day..


After a month, i'd be completing 3 years of being in a comma..
Three years of my life gone.. three years i'd never get back ...
But, through everything i'v gone through , i still manage to say "l7mdllah 3la kl 7al"
Never lose faith in god , because no matter how bad you think your life is , someone might have it worse than you do ... if there's no one to turn to or no one that'll listen to you, god's always there..
I'v learned not to take life for granted.. and when i do wake up from my comma.. i'll appreciate what i have , and stop complaining on every little thing ...

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A month later..

Deeeet ... deeeeet ... deeeeet .... deeeeeet...

My eyes felt so heavy , they've been shut for almost 3 years ...
But .. i finally opened them ..

Mom: Yuma juuuuddeee!!! *crying* jude 7bebtii ... A7MAAAD .. FAI9AAL !!! Bntna gamat !!! jude gamaat!!! *crying*


The end ...


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Chapter 27

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7amany flashed me a smile.. then did something i never expected..
He lifted me up and put me on his lap..
His warm arms were wrapped around my waist tightly.. and only inches seperated me from 7amany..
I'v never been this close to him..
I felt his sterdy breathe.. and his beating heartbeat..
We remained in this position for a few minutes.. just gazing into eachothers eyes..
And intensly studdying eachothers face..

7amany: Jude?

Jude: 3yunnha

7amany: titzawajainy?

......: 7AMANYY?! Mnu hathii??


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I was shocked.



I got up as fast as i could. I recognized the voice but i forgot who it belonged to. It was too dark to notice who was behind the voice. I stood up straight and so did 7amany.


It was shadan..




Shadan: eshga3ed etsawoon?!?!

She was furious.

Shadan: matet7achoon??!

7amany: entay fahma el maw'6oo3 '3ala6....

Shadan: mahegayt chethy menik ya 7amany!! tel3ab be3yal el nas...methel ma le3abt feeny?! 3baly te'3ayart.

What shadan said killed me.

I looked at 7amany who was standing beside me. His head was facing the ground not bothering to look at her. Thoughts were roaming through my mind endlessly.. was 7amany really just playing around? but.. that cant be.. he just proposed... but then again what shadan said kept repeating in my mind..


"tel3ab be3yal elnas mthl ma l3bt feeny?!"

"tel3ab be3yal elnas mthl ma l3abt feeny?!"

"tel3ab be3yal elnas mthl ma l3abt feeny?!"



What did she mean by that?! 7amany said ihya t7ba bs ohwa ma y36eeha wayh !!
I was so confused ! 7amany ?! My 7amany ? My one and only ? No! That cant be.. it just cant be..

I thought twice again. Maybe shadan just wanted to ruin my relationship with 7amany. Maybe what she said was just lies.. she was full of lies..
I didn't want to believe shadan.. i should hear both sides of the story first, maybe 7amany had a past and i shouldnt judge him only after knowing what was exactly going on... but my heart couldn't take it if it was true.. but then again ana shnu ya6'mny ina 7amany is different ? Yes, he did propose but i dont know his past..

Shadan: 7amany laish chethy etsawe 7abeby

She said in a daloo3a voice... i was disgusted

Jude: Ana baroo7..

7amany: jude ne6ray shwaya.

I didnt stay a minute longer.. i was disgusted!
I walked as fast as i could.
I took a quick glance back at them, and what i saw brought tears to my eyes..

Shadan took a step towards 7amany and got really close to him. He didnt back away and i was shocked.
She lifted her right arm and placed it around his neck while playing with strands of his hair..
Her shirt tightly hugged her body, reveling half of her stomache.. she was acting like a sl*t!

Shadan went closer to his ear and whispered something which i couldnt hear..
7amany turned his face and laughed silently..

I stood and just glared at them with tears in my eyes..

7amany spotted me staring so he backed off but shadan kept saying "7bebii wayn ray7?" "khalha tro7, mar7 twansk mthly"

He turned away from her , and started to walk towards me..

I started to walk fast back to the shalaih..

7amany: Jude ta3alay shfeech? wain ray7a?

W lah 3ain ys2al shfeeny ?! ba3d ma sawa kl hatha ys2alny shfeeny ?

I was furious, i continued walking.. after 10 minutes i turned around and 7amany wasnt behind me ..
I needed to calm down so i sat down on the beach and just stared at the ocean infront of me..
My phone kept vibrating but i wasnt in the mood to talk..

7amany? 7amany ily y'3ar 3lay, ily ykhaf sh3ara tjeesny ysawy chthee?
This cant be happening.. tears streamed down my face..
I thought he loved me , i thought he cared , i thought he was different but i guess i was wrong ..
I guess i was just fooled by his charming looks and his addictive smile..

I guess true love doesnt exist any more.. I gave him my all , i handed him my heart on a silver plater and thats what he does ?! My heart ached , i felt like a ton of rocks were on my heart.. Nafsii maqmoota.. I just sat there alone with my thoughts ... wondering if it was me ? Was i not good enough? El3aib feeny ana? All i did was trust him .. trust him fully, told him everything.. but i guess guys care much more about looks. Shadan surely knew how to get the guys running after her like lost puppies.. she had them wrapped around her finger.. and 7amany was under her spell ..

I decided to sit down on the sand to calm down ...
I was crying and screaming my lungs out.. it felt good.. it somehow released the pain that was inside me..
I stood up and went towards the water.. my toes slightly touching the water..
The sun was just rising.. I stood there looking at how big the ocean was.. admiring its beauty.
I screamed one more time , but this time i let everything out...
I heard someone calling my name though i didnt bother turn around..

.....: Jude..!!

......: Jude? shfeech t9arkheen? elsa3a 5 elfayr! shm 6al3ch hal 7aza ?!

I finally turned around to find noura looking at me confused..

Jude: Nouraa  (I was about to burst into tears)

Noura: Jude 7bebti shfeech? sh9ayr?

Jude: Noura 7amany!! 7amanyy!!

Noura: Shsawa hal 7aywan ?!

I couldnt hold it in me any longer ... i burst into tears, noura came running towards me , embracing me tightly...

Jude: *crying* Noura 7amany y7b shadaaan y7bha agoolch !!! shfthum!! hal sl*t ra7tla *crying harder*

Noura: Shhhh khala9 la tbcheen! walla ma tswa 3laich t3wreen galbch 3la wa7d tafh mthla!! khala9 aw3dch mar7 tshufeena bs intay haday shway !

Jude: Bs *sniff* a7baaaaa *crying* shlon ysawyy feeni chthee??

Noura: Ana 7athartch Jude ! Mu gltlch el9bayan ma yt2amnon lihum? Mu gltlch klhum nafs ba3ath? Players. ygulun inhum y7bunch ba3dain yro7un 3nd '3airch? Akkkhhhh Jude ... intay lw sam3a kalamy chan walla ma 9ar kl hathaa..

Jude: Noura walla mu wagta tguleenly "i told you so"

I backed away from her embrace, and ran back to our shalaih.. i needed to ba alone , no one gets it !
No one gets the way im feeling ... Mai wainch ? :(

Noura: Jude wain ray7a ?! Jude shway shway lama ta3breen elshar3 ! JUUDEE!!

I didnt listen to what she was saying.. i ran towards the street.. crying
I turned around wla a really fast car was heading towards me, the headlights were blinding my eyes..
I couldnt move.. i just stood frozen.. i was in shock
It was too late for the car to slow down.. and it was too late for me to move.. the next thing i knew i was laying on the ground feeling helpless.. when suddenly the world went black !

Noura: JUUUUUUUUUDEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That was the last thing i heard.. the last memory i had.. the last breathe i took..



To be continued...

Chapter 26

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I had no idea what he was planning.. although i would be happy with anything he does.. <3
After reading what he sent, i got up from my bed and got dressed into my maroon free city sweatpants and paired it with a loose shirt.. i made my hair into a high poinytale, wore my grey toms, and headed outside..
I used the back door lana the whole family was sitting in the 9ala and i wasnt in the mood for their endless questions..
I spotted 7amany gazing at the water.. his mind wondering into many thoughts, he gave me his back so i couldnt see his face.. I silently walked over to him, not wanting to distract him..
As i got closer to him i called out his name..

Jude: 7amany!

He didnt answer..

Jude: 7amany?

He then turned around slowly with a smile on his face..
He was carrying a bouquet of white tulips!.. my favorite!
He walked over to me, and with every step i felt my heart beat louder..!!

7amany: Hatha lch (he looked at the ground, too shy to look into my eyes :') )

Jude: Mashkoor, bs ma kan fe da3y eta3b nafsk.. (i took the flowers and lowered my head to smell them)

7amany: Laish ma e3jboch?:(

Jude: Imbalaa..!! wayd 7lween!! they're my favorite a9lan..

7amany: Adrii (he came closer)

I was confused..

Jude: Tadrii? wnt shdarak.??

7amany: Mmm.. long story.. ;p

Jude: Laa yalla 3afyaa goulyy!!:(

We both took a seat on sandy beach..

7amany: Hahaha okk.. Umm, youm kna 9'3ar we were best friends.. we were unseperable infact.. ;p
W mara kna ga3den fl 7adeeqa wla ag6flch warda baitha.. chan tstansain w gmtay tnagzeen wtgulen ina mn youm w ray7 bt9eer ur favorite flower bs lana ana ily 3a6aiych iyaha..

Jude: And you remebered..?

7amany: How can i forget? You were my best friend w knt a3izch..

Jude: inzain 7amany ana laish ma athkrk? I mean kl ahaly y3arfunk w 3la kalam omy kntw kl sabt tyun 3ndna.. w ham lgait 9oora 3ana w7na 9'3ar.. bs laish ma athkrk?

7amany: Mmm.. e7na kna 9'3ar.. y3ne shlon bitithakrain?

Jude: 3yal laish int mt'thakr?

7amany: Jude ana wla 3umrii nsaitch, mn youm r7na amreeka wana kla as2al 3anch w 3an akhbarch.. w lama rja3na lekuwait.. matadren shkthr stanast lana kan r7 ashufch!

Suddenly 7amany picked me up..

Jude: Haw?? 7amanyy nazilnyyy.. 7amanyy!! wain mwadeeny?

Jude: 7amany ma g3d at'3ashmaar..!! nazlnyy!! itha t7bny nazlnyy!!:(

7amany: inzain inzain.. bs lani a7bch banazlch!

Jude: Ahhhh... 7amanyyy (laughing)

I was socked in water! ga6nii bl may.. :(
I jumped on his back to make him fall.. and it worked! ;)

7amany: Walla w 6la3tay qawyaa..

Jude: hahaha..

We played in the water.. fooling around like kids;p 7amany took off his shirt.. and all i could think about was "DAAAAAMNN" ;pp
I couldn't take my eyes off of him!

7amany: shfeech tana7tay?;p

Jude: Uhh huh? la mafeni shay.. (i was so embarresed)

He came closer to me..
I couldn't breathe..

Jude: Emm (i looked at the water beneath me)

He came closer and closer.. i felt my heart skip a beat..
I'v never been this alone with 7amany.. in the dark..
I felt scared and safe at the same time.. i trusted him, but i couldn't shut off the little voice at the back of my head..
He came closer and closer.. his face was litterly inches away, and i could feel his breathe on me..
The next thing i felt were his lips on my cheek.. i closed my eyes wanting to enjoy the moment
It was amazing.. and i loved him! He kissed me slowly then looked deep into my eyes <3
I was too shy to even look at him. My cheeks got redder and i started to heat up.
He held my chin and lifted it so i could see him....

7amany: wedy ashoof hal wayh el gumar kilyoum..

I just lowered my head in embarrassment;p
We then got out of the water and sat on the ground..
Faj2a he stood up and held out his hand for me to reach..

Jude: Shfeek gmt?

7amany: Ma 3jabatny elga3da hnii.. goumay nro7 mokan a7la..

Jude: Laish wain btwadeeni?

7amany: Its a surprise (he smirked)

I took hold of his hand..
He took my hand and interwined our fingers together..
We walked for about 5 minutes, then we stopped..

7amany: w9alna.. :D

I looked around wla ma kan fe shay '3air rocks..

Jude: Emm 7amany.. maku shay '3air el9akhr;s

7amany: Mmm.. '3al6ana.. :D

I looked at him very confused..

Jude: 7amany tara ma g3d afham 3laik!!

He started to laugh..

7amany: Close your eyes!

Jude: Mabii.. yalla shnu elsurprise!

7amany: intay bl awal 9kay 3yunch.. b3dain btshufeen...

Jude: mabii!

7amany: Ufff 3aneeda.. rasch yaabs!!

Before i could even reply, he wrapped something around my eyes.. and picked me up bridal style..

Jude: 7amannyy!! Nazalnyyy!!!

He ignored and just kept laughing..
After taking a few steps.. he stopped and put me down..
He took off what was covering my eyes, i felt him pretty close behind..
He came closer to my ear and whispered "surprise" in the most romantic way posibble..
I felt his breath tinckle on my ear.. goosebumbs started to cover up my skin..
I couldn't believe my eyes.. there was a blanket on the floor, white tulips scattered all over .. and a few candles.. <3
My eyes started to water.. 7amany did this.. and it was all for me?
I turned around to face him.. his eyes were staring at me intensly..

Jude: 7amany anaa..

He stopped me before i could go any further..
He placed one of his hands onto my cheek..

7amany: A7bch wa7bch.. w bathl a7bch lain amoot.. fa latguleena shay

I was speachless.. litterly.. i was tongue tied!
The only thing that was on my mind was "7amany"
I wrapped my arms aound his neck, and before i knew it i was in his arms..
My feet were off the ground.. and my face was dug deep into his neck.. his smell filling my nostrils
I was in heaven...
I let go of him and he put me down... at that moment i didnt realize what i was doing, i was just so cought up in the moment...
He looked at me with a smile.. his eyes starting to sparkle <3

7amany: Ng3ad?

Jude: Yalla.. (I felt my cheeks turning a deep shade of red so i immediately lowered my head)

7amany: Ya 7lu ily yst7uun <33

Ga3dna for a while.. we kept chatting about random things..

7amany: You look beautiful..

I looked away.. not wanting our eyes to meet..
He came closer.. and turned my face around..

7amany: La tst7en mnyy;p eeh 9a7 ybtlch shay..

Jude: Shnuu? 7amany walla this is too much!!

7amany was full of suprises..
Our faces were inches away from eachother..
He turned around, then got out a long red box

Jude: Shnu hatha?

7amany: Ba6lyy..

He handed the box over to me, our hands slightly brushing over eachother.
And when i opened it..
I found a heart necklace.. <3

Jude: 7amany.. this is too much..!! i wont exept this..!!

7amany: You will! Hathi mny lch.. its not much, bs inshallah it'thakrch feny..

I went in for a hug.. ma 7asait b nafsy..
I felt 7amany's lips on my shoulder..
I knew what i was doing kan '3ala6 b '3ala6! Bs a7baa.. and love makes you do crazy things
Things that you never expect you'd be doing!

Jude: Thankyou (i looked straight into his eyes)

7amany: inzain yalla khaleny albsch eya;p

I looked at him shyly.. i turned around giving him my back, then moved my wet hair to the side
He moved his fingers on my neck.. i felt shivers moving up and down my spine..
Its crazy how his touch makes me feel..!! I felt his breathe on the back of my neck..
He put on the necklace and closed it.. he gently kissed the back of my neck.. and whispered softly into my ear "amoot feech"
My face was getting redder by the minute! I never experienced such love before.. i felt light-headed, like this is all just a dream..

Jude: Emm ( i couldn't look into his eyes)

He flashed me a smile.. then did something i never expected..
He lifted me up and put me on his lap..
His warm arms were wrapped around my waist tightly.. and only inches seperated me from 7amany..
I'v never been this close to him..
I felt his sterdy breathe.. and his beating heartbeat..
We remained in this position for a few minutes.. just gazing into eachothers eyes..
And intensly studdying eachothers face..

7amany: Jude?

Jude: 3yunhaa

7amany: titzawajainy?

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Chapter 25

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The words made me blush like crazy..!! I knew that was his intentiom all along;p
7amany eyaneen..JAAD!!  i couldn't ask for a better guy! He is everything to me. He makes me forget about anything that annoys me or makes me sad.. He is my man.. and he's the only man that owns my heart <3
After listening to the poem for the millionth time.. i drifted to sleep with a smile on my face.. :)

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Days have past by.. and it's finally thursday! The last day of my summer job.. the day that i go to shalaih.. and the day that i see 7amany <3 What could be better?..
Rita came barging into my room..

Rita: JUUDDE!! Mama say make ur bag for shalaih now ok?

Jude: Okk!

I did as was told, i prepared my bag for the shalaih.. though this time we're not staying their for just the weekend.. we're spending two full weeks..!! and i couldnt be more happier... :D

Zzzzz... Zzzzzz...

My phone started to vibrate..

Mai: Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jude: Shfeech mt7amsa mn 9ba7 allah khair??

Mai: Saloooooooooom ra7 yakh6bnyy <3333333333

Jude: Shnu?! Mtaa??? :O :O

Mai: kaaaaaaaaaaaak intay shfeech ma9dooma?!

Jude: btnkha6baain.. y3ne shlon ma an9dm?!

Mai: LOOL! Agoolch kl shay fl sayara.. ana bl6reej.. 5 mns wakun 3ndch!

Jude: Inzaain.. dooosay!!

Mai: inzain inzain looooool;p

I couldn't belive ina mai btnkh6b..!! Of course i was happy for her, bs y3ne tawha 9'3eera.. she's 18!!
I waited for her impatiently.. waiting for her car to arrive and signal me to get in..
5 minutes had passed.. until i saw her flash lights blink at me twice, signaling me to get in..!!

Mai: Hiiii:D

Ana seeda dkhalt fl mawthoo3.. i was so shocked!

Jude: Mta byakh6bch?! W shdarach?!

Mai: Hadaay ya mama.. al7een agulch kl shay..

She started expaining everything that happened..

Mai:....  w galy ina y7bny wna yabii yakh6bny ib agrab wagt mmkn;p

Jude: inzain w mta bytqadamlch?

Mai: ilyoum... (her smile shaga elwayh!)

Jude: Shnuu?! :O

Mai: Eeee eee khala9.. shfeech ma9dooma.. ilmohim, ana ilyoum 3gb eldawam ray7a elsalon w abeech tyeen wyay..

Jude: Bs ana 3gb eldawam ray7a elshalaih..

Mai: Y3ne tkhaleen rfeejtch b aham youm 7ayat'ha 3shan tro7een shalaih? Mashii (She crossed her arms, and faced her window)

Jude: hahaha laa yal maynoonaa tadreen iny mar7 akhaalech!

She slowly turned her face, and looked at me and smiled..

Jude: Eeeh 3afya!! Hathi elibtsama ily nabii nshufha;p

We continued chatting until we got to the avenues, her driver dropped us off and went straight home..
Our shift went by really normally.. we were both excited about finishing the summer job..
I checked my phone and found nothing from 7amany, well that was weird he usually kills my boredom during my job.

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2:00 PM

Mai: imshaaay la nt2akhr 3al maw3d:(

Jude: Kanii kanii!! 7anaaa!!

After finishing our shift we got into the car and drove straight to the salon..

Jude: Weeeh! Nsait agool 7g omy 3an kh6btch!

Mai: Eeeh dgay 3laihaa..

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Phonecall with mom..

Jude: Aloo halla yuma..

Mom: halla jude.. ha wainch? tra i7na jahzeen..

Jude: Yumaa.. emm ilyoum kh6bat mai, w magdar aroo7 wyakum.. 3adii aroo7 wya el6abakh?

(we have a driver w a cooker, and the cooker can drive too bs we only take him itha e7tijna tharoory..)

Mom: Mai btnkh6b?! Ya7lailha.. walla wkbarw elbanat.. ee yuma ro7ay ma3aha bs i7na bnakhtha wyana.. khala9 ana agool 7g a7mad yan6rch 3shan tro7un wya ba3ath..

Jude: Mashkoooraa waaayeedd!!!:D

Mom: hahaha ilmohim golay 7g mai eny abarek laha 3ala 5i6bat'ha!

Jude: Inshaallaaah:D yalla m3 elsalama

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We went in the salon and made mai's hair. i felt like making my hair too so i joined her.
Mai sawat a7la tasree7a w she dyed her hair ombre while i just waved my hair and made my nails.

Mai: Judeee!!! Shofay sha3ri zain??

Jude: Eyaanin.. shfeech khayfa mayoon?

Mai: Madrii.. kho mu kl youm ankh6b!-.-

Jude: Heheh ee 9aa7;p

We finally got to mai's home. We went straight to her room to change and get ready. I borrowed one of her dresses lana ma kan ra7 yamdeena itha wadatnii elbait..
I helped mai with her clothes and her hair..
I would calm her down.. cause she was a nervouse wreck!

Jude: Mai hadaay.. khala9 salem al7een yay.. la yshufch chthee

Mai: (Panacking) Jude.. ana 9'3eera, shga3d asawii f 3umry? im not ready jude.. im not ready!

Jude: Mai 6al3eenyy..

She gave me her full attention..!!

Jude: ily allah katba bi9eer.. la titwatrain, intay t7beena?

She nodded..

Jude: Ohwa y7bch?

She gave me another nod..

Jude: Khala9! Then there's nothing to worry about.. madam both of you love each other go for it!

Mai: Bss jude ana khayfa..

Jude: ily allah katba bi9eer inshalla, khaly thqtch b rabch kbeera! Lw kanat hathi '3al6a.. chan 7asaitay mn youm galch ina byakh6bch.. mu al7een lama ahala bl6reej..

Mai started to calm down, she stopped shaking and sat down on the couch..
I went over to her and sat beside her..

Jude: Inzain bss la tza3leenii!! ilyoum youmch mayoon.. stansay! (I knudged her arm)

A small giggle escaped her mouth..

Mai: Eeeh i guess.. ;p

Jude: 3afyaaah.. hathi mai ily 3arfha.. inzain yalla khaleena nanzl, 3aib ma nkun hnak wohma dasheen..

Mai: Yallaa...!!

We made our way downstairs..
The second we sat on the couch in the living room.. the doorbell rang..
Khalty Wadha (Mai's mom) opened the door, and greeted them..
Mai's two sisters were sitting in the 9ala waiting.. laila w mariam..
Laila kanat mtzawja w 3ndaha 3yal.. ama mariam she is still in middle school..

Mariam: Waaay wanasaa!! Ekhtii b titzawaaaj

Mai: Yaal khbla chub la tfashleena!!

Mariam: inzain inzain.. shda3wa ilwa7d ma ystans y3ne? (laughing)

Mai gave her a death stare then came next to me..
She held my arm tightly.. not wanting to let go..
Maskeena she was nervous:(

Mai: Judee kahoo kaho!!

Jude: Eeeh! ya bakhtaa feech walla..!! 7ada ma7thooth ;p

I tried to liven the amtosphere lana she was still scared ...
He kept on looking at her with a huge smile on his face. Embayen he loves her.. jad im so happy for them..

Khalty Wadha: 7ayalaah mn yanaa..

Om salem: Allaah y7ayeech 7bebtii.. mai shlonich?

Mai: El7mdllah bkhair khalty, intay shakhbarch? (Her eyes were glued to the ground)

Om salem: Bkhair damch bkhaiiir..

7asaayt nafsii dasha 3arth bainhum, bs yalla im here for mai not them..
I kept quite the whole time, just looking aroud and smiling..
I was in my own little world, thinking about the day 7amany bytqadamly nshallah <3

Mai's POV:

Jad ma2a9adeg ina salem 5i6abny. After years just treating me as nothing more than a cousin.. sometimes giving me half smiles.. and now he will be my faience! His eyes are just so irresistible.. i couldnt help but stare..
I was left alone with my thoughts forgetting that salem was here..

Salem: Mai shlonich?


mai: zaina, int shlonk?


Salem: mdan entay zaina shlon ma akoon zain?


I played with the rings on my hands.. taking them off and putting them back on.. I felt his gaze on me, but i simply looked at my hands,,

Mom: mai yalla yeebeleena maay

mai: insahlla yuma

I stood up and walked slowly bs mu 3ala burooda:p
I went inside the kitchen and took a tray that held 7 glasses of water..
I went inshide the 9ala and served salem and his parent first..
When i reached salem.. our eyes met..
He took the glass of water and kept smiling at me.

Salem: Tslam eedch :D

I just smiled.. 


Jude's POV:

Everyone continued chatting.. they were all having fun including mai;p
The 5i6ba was over and i stayed with her for an extra hour just to make her feel happy..!!
A7mad kept calling.. nesayt ina ohwa beywadeeny:s

Jude: Aloo

A7mad: Ana bara bait rfeejtch, yalla nzlay!

Jude: inshalla

I stood up, changed my clothes and gave mai a tigh hug.. Min kether ma kent mestansa 3layha tears started to form in my eyes..

Mai: Jude.. ga3d tabcheen?:(

Jude: Eeeh shasawy ba3d, my best friend got engaged!.. w inshalla enshoofech 3aroos..!!

Mai: Aww:(  ilfaal lchh judee <3

Jude: Hehe inshllaah.. ;p

I gave her one more tight hug, then took my stuff and went downstairs..

Jude: yalla mai.. ana mashyaa..

Mai: Take care!

I opened the gate and found a7mad in the car waiting.. I got in and turned on the radio..

Jude: yebt a8rathy?

A7mad: ee yebt'hum..

Jude: Ashwaah..

I turned up the volume, and changed the radio station to 88.8 <3
We were both singing like crazy people.. ;p
Such an amazing daay.. and its not over yet..!!
An hour later we were at the shalaih.. salamt 3la my family.. w 9a3adt darii

Zzzz... Zzzzz

I unlocked my phone and found a whatsapp from 7amany <3

7amany: Taww ma nawaar 290:* I have a surprise for you.. abii ashoofch tonight<3

Chapter 24

Hi everyone, shlonkum?... Bs 7abaina ngulkum mbarak 3laikum elshahar w 3asakum mn el3aydeen wl fayzeen inshallah.. <3


This post is dedicated to @basooma_13 :*


Enjoy..!!:D

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Jude: I Love you, bs..

He sent me a dm asking for my number.. i gave it to him without hesitating.. he called after a second!

7amany: alooo...

His voice was deep.. <3

Jude: aloo..

I was too nervous to answer..
This was the first time i talked to him on the phone..
I could hear him breathing on the phone..

7amany: bs? bs shnu?!?!:(

I could feel his sadness behind his words.. he seems hurt thinking that he would lose me..

Jude: bs shsawy m3a salfat noura?

7amany: Galbi ba'3a y6ee7 ib ba6nii.. latkhar3eeny chthee.. :(

Jude: Haha asfaa.. bs shasawy a7b a6afrk;p

7amany: Laa??

Jude: Eeeeeeee:)

7amany: Mashy.. awareech

Jude: Khft;o;o;o

7amany: Eee lazm tkhafeeen;p

I giggled and forgot about all about Noura.. that's what i love about him, he makes me forget!<3

7amany: enzain magelteely, sh9ar ma3a noura?

Jude: 3refat 3ana...

7amany kept silent.. what i was doing was wrong, but i cant stop loving him..
I explained everything to him and what happened that day..
My eyes started to water but i controlled my tears..

7amany: tra jude hatha el 8arar lich, ana mara7 anazil sum3itich wela ra7 2atheech... bs itha tabeen en9eer together ana 3ady, bs itha matabeen (he took a deep breath and continued) w i understand....

His words were like knives..
I could hear his breathe on the phone.. my heart just beat faster and faster by the minute..
My head was filled with thoughts again, I want to do the right thing without hurting 7amany, but at the same time.. i wanna make myself happy.. My heart says something while my brain says something else.. I went deeper into my thoughts.. almost forgetting that i was on the phone with 7amany..

7amany: jude? shfeech sekatay?

Jude: umm....

I couldnt speak, i dont know what to tell him. i just kept quiet and waited for him to talk..

7amany: 5ala9 5anetkalam 3an shay thany, mabe athakrich eb shay eyza3leech..

Jude: 7amany.... a7ibik.

7amany: Shgltay? masma3t? (he was teasing me)

Jude: a7ibik...

7amany: Akkhhhaay 3eedeha 3shanii

Jude: bs 3ad.. 7alaw ohw?

I could hear him giggle, and so a smile was plastered on my face.. <3

We kept on chatting, and joking around.. it was getting late, and i had work tomorrow.. so we said our goodbyes and went to sleep..

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7:00 AM

Jude: (yawning) Ana shmga3dny hal 7azza?;s

I woke up, took a shower, and got dressed into white jeans and a pink blazer.. applied my usual make-up, and headed downstairs to make me some breakfast..

Rita: Jude?! Why you wake up now? its very early?

Jude: I know.. but i cant sleep.. :(

Rita: You want breakfast.. or you wait for everybody wake up first?

Jude: Noo.. i will make cereal, its ok!

I got into the kitchen and made some cereal..
Suddenly, i felt my phone vibrate in my pocket..

7amany: Mshtaglk gad elmu6ar w raml el9a7ary wl ba7aar bs lw yjee mnk khabar afrsh glaibyy bdarbk<33
9aba7 elkaair:*

Jude: Sh'hal kalam 7amany? Tra walla ast7ee;$ 9abaa7 elnour:**

7amany: Ya 7lw elmsta7ya bs:** elyoum mdawma?

Jude: Ee

7amany: y3ne r7 ashuufch!!:D

Jude: haha, inshallah!:*

7amany is soo cute, he always knows how to make me smile! I love him..

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10:00 AM ... at dip'n'dip

Mai: Judeeee (screaming)

Jude: Haaaaaa?? (screaming)

Mai: Way3aa.. shnu haaaa?? ro7ay 3nd 6awla raqam 7.. ana mash'3oola..

Jude: Iffff inzain

I really wasn't in the mood to work, i had one more week of summer job left, then im free!o/
The only reason i came today was to see 7amany <3

Jude: Esalumu 3laikum.. Whats ur order? (i said with a smile)

Lady: Ana abi Molten cake

Guy: Same.. w thnaina may lw sama7tay..

Jude: Inshallah.. shway w ykun jahz :)

I went behind the counter, and waited for the food to arrive..

Chef: 2 molten cake readyy (screaming)

I took the order and headed to where the couple were seated..

Jude: Tfathlw :)

Lady: Mashkoora

The remaining hours of the shift were the same.. served some tables and what not..
Until 7amany came in... weird enough "raise your glass" was playing in the background..
The song fit my mood perfectly.. and he looked good as always ;p
7amany gave me a smile and sat on one the tables..

Mai: (Nudging my arm) Akkhhhh!! Sh7lataa.. ya bakhtch..

Jude: (dreamily staring at him) Eee walla ya bakhtyy....

(Jude snap out of it! 3aib elwalad g3d y6aal3ch!..) the voice grew bigger in my head.

Jude: inzain mai basch khaz 3aib! elwalad yay yakl!

Mai: Eeee ashufa 7aab aklna;p 9ar a regular customer.. klyoum inshufa..

I got red..

Jude: Maaii!!

Mai: ist7at ist7at!;p hahaha yalla roo7ela.. 7abeeb elgalb fint'tharch.. ;p

I walked away, and headed towards 7amany..

7amany: Halla blyy sha'3l elbaal ;p

Jude: 7amanyy..!!

7amany: 3younaah!!

Jude: Elnas ysmu3nk.. yalla shnu 6alabk?

7amany: intay..

Jude: 7amaanyy..!! (i was turning red)

7amany: Hahaha yalla khala9.. ma yafrg, klshay mnch 7lu.. <3

****

After the shift was over.. i went straight home..
I opened the front door and headed towards the 9ala where my mom was sitting at..

Jude: Elsalumu 3laaikuum :D

Mom: Halla b bnaityy.. shfeech mstansa?

Jude: Wla shaay :D (el ibtsama shaga el7alj ;p)

Mom: 3sa doum mstansa.. ma glteely wain mai? Mnzman ma shfnaha..

Jude: Eee walla mash'3oola shway..

We continued chatting about random stuff..
After lunch 9a3adt daryy w ga6ait nafsy 3la frashyy

Jude: Akhhh ya7alat elfrash 3gb el'3ada..

I felt my phone vibrate wla it was a whatsapp mn 7amany <3

7amany: Mahma agool mar7 t3rfeen shkthr a7bch.. 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U7IHmgiOsZs

My heart melted!<3

Chapter 23

Ramadan is coming up soon so we won't be posting everyday.. Family gatherings and Eid preparations will be taking much of our time..
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I was really shocked, afraid, nervous, angry, sad... I had mixed feelings. I didnt know what to do. I wish i didnt listen to 7amany and go outside with him. If noura tells a7mad, then i know that i cant rely on her, and everything will be over..!! I don't want my reputation to get ruined just because Noura can't keep her mouth shut..!!. But.. being with 7amany makes me happy.. I dont know what to say to noura, what hapened outside with 7amany wasn't a little.. Before, i used to make fun of those girls, but now im one of them. Thank you karma.. :)

My eyes were glued to the ground. Not a single sound came out of my mouth.. I felt guilty, ashamed, distressed and suddenly i hated myself for putting me in such an awkward position in front of my family..!! Because if you knew me, you'd know that i'd never do such a thing.. I guess what they say is true; Love does get you in trouble... </3!:(

Noura: shfeech sekatay? jude!!

Jude: madre shagoolich

My voice was so low. It shows that i was really guilty and ashamed of what i have done..

Tears started to form in my eyes.. and out of nowhere, i burst out into tears.. Noura lead me to the nearest couch to comfort me.. then she came in for a hug..

Noura: Jude, tra i wont judge...bs abeech et3arfeen ina what you did was wrong..!!

Jude: walla adrii..

Noura: tra ga3da et5arbeen sum3itich, w tadreen, a7amd kan yabi y6la3 3shan ydawrch bs ana ma khaleta.. lw shafich mathalan shkntay bitguleenla?

I was quiet.. I didnt know what to say. She was right, right about everything! if a7mad saw me shnu kan besawe feeny? ela maku 6al3a min elbait w i would lose the trust that my family had in me..
Noura was trying to comfort me, but her words were like knives stabbing me.. she was right! But i can't help not being in love..

Noura: jude, tra ana mabe sum3itich te5tereb la2anich wa7da zaina w laish et5arbeen sum3itich 3la shay mayestahel? mara7 agool 7ag a7ad ely shefta elyoum bs mn elyoum w ray7 mabi ashufch ma3aa..

Jude: Noura.. ana a7ba!

Noura: Jude.. tra g3d yl3ab 3laich b cham klma 7lwa.. w mat3rfeen shnu nyta..

Jude: walla mag3d yl3ab feeny.. ilyoum kan g3d yt7acha 3n yahal.. y3ne ohwa nawy ytzawajny!

I felt so naive telling her that. But that was the truth, seeing a guy play with kids shows that he cares about them and thats a good thing because guys rarely do that..

Noura: Bs ily ga3d tsaweena '3ala6! You're going against kl 3adatna w taqaleedna.. itha mu khayfa mn a7mad wla omich wla uboch...5afay min rabich ely 5ala8ich! r7 ta5theen saye2at 3la kil ely sawayte..

Jude: Noura bs ga3d tkhawfeeni akthar..

Noura: Ily ga3d agula 3shan ma9la7tch..

Jude: Noura ana ta3bana.. ray7a anam..

She didn't say anything after that.. she went back to her room.. and went to sleep..
That night, i wasn't able to sleep.. her words kept replaying like a movie in my head..
I was confused, i didnt know what to do.. follow my heart? or listen to my brain..
Everything told me to follow my heart.. but i didnt know what to do..
The next morning pretty much sucked.. it was our last day at the shalaih, and we were leaving at 2
Noura kept giving me death stares.. I still didnt tell 7amany about yesterday..

A7mad: Taboon shay mn starbucks? Ana ray7..

Jude: Ekhthnyy ma3ak..!!

I didnt want to stay alone at the shalaih with the girls, i was sure that Noura told Moudhi about yesterday.. they were twins w ma ykhshun 3an ba3ath shay..

A7mad: Yalla imshay, banat taboon shay?

Moudhi: Emm yeebly cheese cake, w chocolate frapp pleasse

Noura: Ana abii white mocha, no cream, with extra caramel :)

A7mad: Ba3ad? Agool wain jasoom? mashfta mn ams..

Noura: Bs.. mashkoor

Moudhi: Jassim atwaq3 naym 3nd shalaih rjeefa

****

We drove off to starbucks.. and went inside
I sat on one of the tables waiting for a7mad to get the orders..
I felt a pair of eyes on me.. i turned around, and it was 7amany..
He came over and started to talk..

7amany: halla jude.. :D

Jude: Halla feek (i faked a smile)

7amany: Laish ga3da bru7ch?

Jude: Mu bru7ii.. na6ra a7mad yakhth el orders..

I lifted my head to where a7mad was and looked back at 7amany.

7amany: Ohh 7amood hnyy?

Jude: Eee

Our covo kan 7da rasmyy lana we were in a public place, and a7mad was standing just a few feet away..
We continued chatting, then a7mad came to us..

A7mad: Hallaa b 7amaany.. int mn mta hnyy?

7amany: Twnyy w9alt.. shft jude, glt khana asalm 3laiha..

A7amd: Eee.. shrayk trja3 ma3ana elshalaih?

7amany: Fougaa..!!

My heart ached and i wasnt in the mood for anything. If only 7amany knew that Noura saw us. i bet he would've rejected the invite..

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We got into a7mad's black range rover.. I sat in the back, still as a stone.. while my eyes were on the window..
A7mad and 7amany were talking about guys stuff.. so i didn't pay much attention to what they were saying..
7amany glanced a couple of times at me from his mirror, but i didn't look back, i was lost with my own thoughts..

A7mad: Jude..

A7mad: Juuuudee..!! (he waved his hand in front of my face)

I was deep into my thoughts.. then suddenly i was back to reality and snapped out of it..

Jude: Haa? shnu? sh9ayr?..

A7mad: Intay wain sar7ana? Yuba 6l3ay mn elsayara.. w9alna

Jude: inzain..

I stepped out of the car and headed straight to the living room, i opened the tv, and flipped through the channels..
Noura and moudhi were tanning out in the sun, leaving me alone at the shalai, but it wasnt bothering me at all.
I heard footsteps, and when i turned around.. it was 7amany..
7amany came in and gave me a smile..

7amany: Jude.. feech shay?

I just shook my head, not looking into his eyes, because i know that if i do.. i would break down in tears..

7amany: Tkhsheen 3anii? Ana raylch.. shlon tkhsheen 3anii?

I turned my head in shock.. what did he just say?!!;o

Jude: Shnu? Shglt?

7amany: Ana raylch..!!

I couldn't help but smile at what he said, he really does know how to make me feel better.!!

7amany: Eee hathi elth7ka ily abeeha.. ma artha 3la za3lch.. :(

I looked at him again, and smiled..
A7mad came into the room, but didn't say anything, because i was in a mixed school and he was used to me having guy friends.. also 7amany was my best friend when i was younger.. so that was another excuse..

A7mad: Yalla jude.. n9 sa3a w bnamshi

7amany: Taaw elnas.. g3dw shway..

I could see his face turn red, he wanted to take back what he said..
A7mad gave him a weird look..

A7mad: inshallah inshufk next weekend.. betyey 9a7?

7amany: Eee 6ab3an bayey (He looked at me when he said that)

I didn't want to see him any more.. I decided to do what i'm supposed to do.. stay away from him..!!
What i'm doing is wrong.. im going to listen to Noura..
We left the shalaih at 2.. and headed straight home..
My parents greeted us, we sat for a while and chatted with them until night time..

Jude: Yallaa ana t3bana.. ray7a anam, tamroony 3la shay? (while yawning)

Mom: Salamtch..

Jude: Inzain t9b7un 3la khair..

All: Wntay mn ahala :*

I kissed both of my parents' forehead, and headed to my room to go to sleep..
I laid my head down on my soft pillow..
I was trying to sleep, but failed at every attempt.. i had too many thoughts locked up in my head,
and too many feelings bundled up in my heart..
Soo.. i decided to DM 7amany and tell him about Noura..

Jude: Awake?

7amany: Ee.. feech shay?

Jude: Ams Noura chakatny wana rada elshalaih..

7amany: Shnu? Shlon? Shgalatlch?

Jude: Shafatna w7na g3d ntmasha.. w galatly iny awakhr 3ank..

7amany: Jude.. el9ara7a ana madrii shagulch, intay tadreen feeni, ana a7bch.. w nyty ma3ach baitha..
Mabi ur parents lose their trust in you, lana adrii ina hathi ily mthaygch.. Saway ily ray7ch, do what ur heart tells you to do.. i won't force you to be with me itha intay mu mrta7a.. wtha intay ma t7beny.. If u leave me, i understand..

His words made my eyes water.. i love how he understands me..
Losing him would be just like losing a part of me, he lives inside of my heart..
I yearn for his love, his touch, his voice, his smell..
I fall in love with him each time our eyes meet.. its like it was meant to be...

Jude: I Love you bs....

(To be continued..)

Chapter 22

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My day was well spent with 7amany . We stayed at the chalet facing the ocean that was in front of us. It was breath taking, and it was a night to remember. I couldnt sleep that day. I was so over whelmed with what happened!!..
I woke up the next morning from the sun rays that hit my face. It was too early and no one was awake. I headed downstairs looking for food and found jassim in the kitchen..

Jassim: 9aba7 el 5air!

Jude: 9aba7 el noor

Jassim: laish ga3da embacher?

Jude: A7b ag3ad el9b7 watmasha 3l ba7ar gabl ma ykun za7ma ...

Jassim: haha ya7lailich

I smiled.. I opened the fridge and took 2 eggs.. I cooked my eggs and toasted my bread..

Jassim: w laish matsaweely?

Jude: law gayely mesa3 chan sawaitlik:p

Jassim: enzain saweely al7een!

Jude: maly 5ilg.

While eating breakfast, my phone suddenly vibrated. I unlocked my phone and found a new dm from 7amany.

7amany: Good morning beautiful;*

Jude: Good morning.. ;$

7amany: 3asa ma ga3adtich?:p

Jude: la.. knt ga3da mn zman..

7amany: shnu betsaween elyoum ya 7ilwa;*

Jude: walla madre:$

7amany: tra elyoum a7mad u5uch 3azemny 3al 3asha 3ndkum, fa mu tn7ashain..!!;p

Jude: LOOOL w laish an7ash?;p

7amany: hahaha, elmohem ana yaylekum 3al 5

Jude: 7ayak hathy elsa3a elembareka:p

7amany: allah ey7ayeech:p sa3tich abrak;**

I felt so happy when 7amany dm'd me. I cant wait till he'll come 3end shalayhna. i have a good feeling about it:p
I was staring at my phone and smiling liking a weirdo.. Jassim had a confused expression on his face once i lifted my head up from the phone..

Jassim: jude shfeech te'67ekeen w et5ezeen telephonich?

Jude: ha?  umm refejty tawa rada min el sefar w minziman mu shayfat'ha...(i lied)

Jassim: ee ok, ana al7een ba6la3 tabeen shay golyly ana 7ather..

Jude: la salamtik

Jassim went out.. He took his jet and went with his friends that were waiting for him bara elshalaih..
I sat in the living room waiting for noura and moudhi to wake up..
I was soo bored!-.-
After 30 minutes or so noura and moudhi were up. Yaboon ey6eboon so i joined them. We spent the whole day taqreban 3al ba7ar... We headed back to the shalaih, and were fighting on who gets the bathroom first;p
I didn't forget that 7amany was coming at 5 so i wore my medium-length baby blue dress.. I didnt want to look over dressed nor under dressed..!!
We were sitting in the 9ala playing deal when i felt my phone vibrate next to me...

7amany: Wainch?

Jude: Playing deal bl9ala;p

7amany: Haha inzain e7na bl6reej..

Jude: Yallaa ta3aalw im waiting..!!!

7amany: a7biiiich;**

Jude: Wana ba3d;*

7amany: intay shnu?;s

Jude: 7amanyy..!!!

7amany: 3yuuuunaah<33

Jude: A7biiiik;$

7amany: wana amooooot feeeeeech;******

Jude: Inzain bs, tra g3d etkhasrny.!!;p

7amany: Afaa:( inzain 15 mns wnkun 3ndch;p

Jude: Waiting;*

I spent the remaining 15 minutes preparing my hair, and every 5 minutes i'd check in the mirror if i looked good;p I was nervous..!! Finally i heard the front gates of the shalaih open..!!

Jude: (whispering to herself) Akheeeran!:D

7amany and a7mad came through the front door..
7amany looked cute;p He had beige shorts, and a Hacket t-shirt on, his toned up body looked perfect, and his light tan made him look so attractive.!!
They came through the front door and headed to the 9ala, moudhi & noura stopped playing deal, and stared at 7amany in awe...
I nudged their arms, and looked at them.. they got the signal, and stopped staring at him so awkwardly..;p

A7mad: Moudhi, noura.. hatha rjeefi 7amany.... 7amany, hathol my cousins..

The girls just nodded and smiled..
There was an awkward silence for a couple of seconds, then a7mad broke it..

A7mad: Shfeekum m9a6leen, mu yu3aneen?

Noura: Imbala!:D

Moudhi: Eee 7adna!

A7mad: inzain e7na shariana elfa7am w eldyay 3shan nashweehum bara, shraykum?

We all agreed.. 7amany and a7mad went outside to set up everything, while the girls went to 9alat elkbar to tell them bnashwy bara..!!

Moudhi&Noura's side:

Moudhi: Yumaaaa..!!!

khalty: Khaaair?!!

Moudhi: tawa ya a7mad w gal ina bnashwy bara

khalty: Ee zain tsawun.. ana al7een agul 7g elkhadam yjahzun el6awla wil karasy bara..

Jude's side:

I was left alone bl9ala keeping myself busy with my phone wla a7mad faj2a dash 3lay..

A7mad: 3ndi lch mufaj2a!!:D

Jude: Allaaah shnuu???

A7mad: Itha gltlch ma t9eer mufaj2a!

Jude: 3adyyy 7amoood yalla goul shawagtnyy!!!

A7mad: Makuu.. n6ray cham sa3a wagulch;p

Jude: Mafeek fayda! rask yabss..!!! (i teased)

A7mad stayed for a while to keep me company.. then left outside to help out 7amany..
Every now and then i'd peek through the window and look at 7amany;p
I just can't help it! He's too cute;p
I spotted Jassim walking into the garden with one of his friends and a bunch of my guy cousins that i haven't seen in a while..
Great! Now he'll see 7amany, and get angry... just what i need!
Faj2a i felt my phone vibrate...

7amany: Jude

Jude: Halla

7amany: Lazm tguleely kalam 7lu! shnu halla?:(

Jude: Hmm:( shtabeeni agool y3ne? Tra mu mt3awda... :(

7amany: khala9 wala tz3leen.. a7bch<3

Jude: Ana akthaar:*

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We started grilling outside.. my aunts, and cousins were all seated in the garden... waiting for the food..
My aunts were taking pictures of the food and posting it on instagram... as usual!;p
A7mad then came to where i was sitting and whispered to my ear..

A7mad: Elmufaj2a w9alat

I looked at him with a confused face.. w9alat? what did he mean by that?!
I stood up from my chair when i saw the gates open for a car to get in..

Jude: A7mad, mnu yayna?

A7mad: Mufaj2a;p

I tried to recognize who was in the car, but the windows were tinted..
The car parked, and two people came out of the car!

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OMY W OBOOY!!!! (I screamed)

They all looked at me, and laughed.. but i didn't care...

I raced over to where they were..
I hugged both of them sooo tightly! I was overwhelmed with happiness..!!!:D
I can''t believe a7mad knew all long..!!!

Mom: A7mad khalaha mufaj2a wla galch?;p

Jude: Laa ma kan rathy yguly shnu elmufaj2a! Bs walla hathi a7la hadya!!

My parents looked at me and smiled..
They headed towards the table where all my family were seated..
They all greeted my parents with smiles.. el7mdllah 3al salama.. w mn hal kalam.. ;p
A7mad sat next to my dad..

A7mad: Yuba shlon yadty?

Dad: El7mdllah a7san..

A7mad: Raby laka el7amd! Walla wanastny..!!

Everything was perfect! 7amany was here, my parents were here, my grandma is ok.. and im surrounded with my family..
I couldn't have asked for a better day...

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But the day wasn't over yet...
My parents headed home la2ana tawhum radeen min el sufar..
Noura, moudhi, Jassim, A7mad, 7amany, and i decided to stay in the shalaih for the rest of the weekend..
5alty and her husband stayed in the shalai so we won't be left alone..
7amany stayed for the rest of the day in our shalaih.. we decided to play deal..!!

A7mad: yalla 6al3aw el deal..!!

Noura handed over the cards to a7mad..

Noura: Haak..

A7mad: walla lama95erkum kilikum

Jassim: la ya bu fahad, enta matadre mnu ana? eysamoony the king fil le3ba;p

Jassim tried to act cool, but i couldnt help but laugh at his silliness:p
7amany stayed quiet because he was too shy..
He kept on staring at me every minute or so.
And i can feel jassim's gaze on 7amany every time he lifted his head to look at me..

Zzzzz... Zzzzzz
I felt my phone vibrate, it was a DM from 7amany

7amany: Jude?

Jude: halla;p

7amany: Shraych nin7aash wnkhalehum ykamlun le3b?;p

Jude: Loooool yaanait?;p

7amany: Laa bs walaht 3laich:(

Jude: Kany jdaamk.. shlon tolah 3lay?;p

7amany: Abag3ad wyach bro7na.. :(

I felt my cheeks turn red, i lifted up my head and saw 7amany stare at me with a grin;p

Jude: Madrii;p

7amany: Yallaa 7bebeti:( Goleelhum ray7a tnameen wana agulhum bard shalaihna

Jude: Okkk;*

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Jude: Ana ray7a anam.. 7adi ta3bana..

All: t9b7een 3la khair..!!

I got up and headed to my room.. when suddenly i felt my phone vibrate..

7amany: Jude.. 3ady ayeeb zayoon? Omy tgul a6l3ha m3ay 3shan tstans..

Jude: Eeeee<33

7amany: Hahaha<3 wainch?

Jude: Ib daryy..

7amany: Inzain nzlay ta7at ana na6rch!

Jude: Ok!

I went downstairs, and slowly got out the shalaih.. trying as hard as i can not to make any sound..!!
As i got out i saw the cutest thing ever! 7amany was carrying zayoon in his arms, and she was playing with his hair.. :(

7amany: Hii

Jude: halla..

I looked over to zayoon and started to play with her

I reached over to take her off of him, and carry her for awhile..!! I love kids, their soo adorable..
As i reached over to carry zayoon.. my hand brushed over 7amany's.. <3
7amany looked at me and smiled.. i felt my cheeks getting redder..!!
Then, out of nowhere he took my hand and placed it inside of his hand.. it fit perfectly..
He lifted my hand to where his heart was..
I could feel his heart beating faster and faster..
I looked at him and he had a half smile in his face. I smiled back and looked back to my hand that was placed on his heart. The atmospher felt intense and i was so shyy..

7amany: hatha galby it beats for you..

I couldnt help but smile at him. I lowered my head to hide my smile while carrying zayoon. I was too shy to even look at his eyes..

7amany: jude, este7aytay?

I didnt answer him.

7amany: enzain jude 6al3eeny..

My eyes were still glued to the ground. I couldn't even lift my head min kether ma i was shy.
7amany held my chin to lift my head and look at his eyes. His eyes were hazel.. sparkling from the lights that surrounded us. His hand was warm.. a touch from him can make me melt.. <3
I looked deeply into his eyes and he gave me another half smile./
Zayoon was too quiet and polite just like her brother...

7amany: a7bich (he said it slowly..)

A smile was plastered on both of our faces.. we were so cheesy;p

Jude: w ana ba3ad

7amany: shnu entay?

Jude: a7iibiik.. ;$

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We walked for awhile, hand in hand.. it was perfect.. and every now and then i'd look at our hands and just smile..
He held my hand tightly not wanting to let go..
I carried zayoon for a bit then put her down to play with her..
She was running all over the place and i would chase her.. 7amany just stared and smiled at us..
I wonder what was going through his mind..

Zayoon: Judee

Jude: Hallaa

Zayoon: I love u! (in a childish way)

Jude: I love u too princess.. <3

Zayoon looked tired and sleepy.. she yawned every minute and kept telling 7amany she wanted to go home.. untill she fell asleep in his arms<3

7amany: One day, we're gonna have a child..

I looked at the ground again.. he keeps on making me blush!;$

I just giggled..

7amany: shnu entay matabeen enyeeb e3yal?

Jude: imballa:p

Zayoon suddenly woke up and begged 7amany to go home..

Zayoon: aby aroo7 bait, 7amany..!!:(

7amany: yalla al7een al7een 7abebty..

She placed her head on his shoulder and closed her eyes.

Jude: ya7alat'ha walla allah ey5aleha lik<3

7amany: Ameeen wekhalech lyy <3

7amany: yalla al7een lazem awadeha el shalaih..

Jude: ee ok

7amany: 7amdella iny sheftich, 3ad matadreen shkether walhan 3laich!

Jude: hehehe, haman ana walhana 3laick... ;$

My phone suddenly vibrated in my pocket.
7amany was staring at me.. thinking of who was calling me at this time..
I took my phone out and saw that noura was calling me...

Jude: aloo...

My heart was beating faster nad faster afraid that i was caught!
7amany looked at me and winked and headed to his shalaih..
Thankfully i close to our shalaih so i walked back really fast..

Noura: JUDE!! wainich?!?!

Jude: ha? yalla yalla al7een yaya (My voice was shaky)

Noura: wain kentay?

Jude: kent ga3da atmasha fil ba7ar!

Noura: enzain bedal la temashain laish ma reja3teeleena w kamaltay el le3b weyana? tadreen law a7mad dara shnu besaawe??

She started to scare me.. Matyeeb 6are my brother ila if i did something bad.

Jude: kanee rada.

I reached the shalaih when i ended the call. Noura was in the second floor balcony staring at me like i just killed someone.. She never gives anyone this look only if she knew something about them..
I went to the room and she was waiting for me.. Everyone was asleep except her..!!

Noura: met2akda kentay ebroo7ich?!

Jude: ee..

Noura: tra sheftich wya 7amany..!!