I woke up to the sound of the alarm.
I was too tired to even turn it off...
My body shivered from the room's coldness
I just cant take my mind off of 7amany..
I felt bad for him
I've tried really hard to take it out of my mind but there was no use
I think about him 24/7 and its just tiring.. sometimes i wonder if he's also thinking about me
7amany is such a great guy.. The way he talks makes me fall in love with him more, he makes me forget my worries and just live in the moment... I'm so afraid that he doesn't feel the same way about me, then things would be so awkward between us..
Mai started calling.. ending my train of thought instantly..
I was too lazy to answer the phone..
My eyes were focused on the ceiling.. and eventually mai stopped calling
After10 minutes of just laying on my bed, thinking.. i got up and did my normal routine.
I went to the bathroom, prayed, and changed my clothes to anything that was first in my closet..
I wasn't in the mood to work.
I didn't get enough sleep yesterday night.. and yes 7amany was the reason..
Jad kent 7ail ta3bana
On my way down stairs, i found mai in the living room..
maii: a5eran sharaftay! 9arly sena na6ritich ta7at!!!
Jude: ha? sry....
maii: shfeech? shaklch ta3bana..
Jude: walla madre shfeeny...rasy ey3awerny shway.
maii: 5ala9 taabeena manroo7?
jude: la la 3ade, yalla khan roo7
We headed straight to the car. I didnt feel like leaving my bed this morning but i think its better than staying at home..
I faced the window the whole time avoiding mai. My eyes were glued to the cars that were passing by. I started thinking about 7amany again.. I havent seen him in a while. I was in distress.. The radio was on and the volume was high.. A song i really wanted to hear came on.. it was exactly what i felt
حسين الجسمي- فقدتك
I murmured some lyrics of the songs while it was playing. It was my favorite song and it came on just the right time
We finally arrived to the avenues... We did our normal thing, changed and headed straight to the restaurant.
Our manager didnt attend, so i had the chance to hide behind the counter and close my eyes. I was dead tired so i thought that a couple of minutes of closing my eyes would make me rest and have my energy back.
After a couple of minutes, i served some tables and waited impatiently for my shift to end.
7amdella today i didnt see jassim, this filled me pure joy..
Our shift was finally over, i wanted to head straright home and sleep, but mai el 3aneeda wanted to shop.
Jude: maio tra rasy walla yethba7ne
Mai: la la yalla.... please bs hal ma7al.... wely yama ....wely jedama..
Jude: enzain yalla ebser3a
We headed to where she wanted to shop. Instead of going to three stores like she said, we ended up going to 6 stores.. :/
Jude: thalath ma7alat ha?-.-
My voice was wrecked and my eyes hurt more and more everytime i blinked. I felt the sickness increase as i was folowing mai like a lost puppy.
Mai: ka ka a5er ma7al!!
This time i couldnt stand it anymore. I went into the closest cafe i could find, i needed something to drink or else i'd pass out at any second!
I walked to the counter and didnt even bother to look at the place. I took a glance at the menu that was layed in front of me.. when i lifted my head to order..
I was shocked at who i saw....
it was jassim....!!
he's such a stalker!! iff walla malayt mena:/
jassim: jude entay meny?
acting as if he didnt know that i work at the aveneues too-.-
i tried my best to smile so he wouldnt ask what was wrong with me..
Jude: ee... :)
Jassim: enzain, shlonich? minziman 3anech
He acted as if he didnt threaten or zafny last time...
Jude: eee, tmam.
Jassim: doum:)
Jude: abii one iced mocha with extra caramel plzz
I changed the subject so fast 3shan we dont get deeper into conversation...
Jassim: tamreen amer.. :D
I turned around and looked away acting as if i didnt hear him.. I sat at a table that had two chairs. i just crossed my arms on top of the table and layed my head to rest..
Time had passed ....
The next thing i knew, jassim was sitting in front of me facing me while flashing me a wide smile :D
He tried poking me slowly until i lifted my head...
Jassim: jude shaklich ta3bana, tabeeny awadech el bait?
Jude: la la 3ade
Jassim is a lovely cousin. He's like my brother.. bs marat ey8ith.. ;p
On his hand was my drink.. I grabbed it from him, thanked him, and headed out of the caffe.
I went back to where mai was shopping at.
I could see the that she's still confused on what clothes to buy..
Mai: a5eeran yaytay
i avoided what she said...
Jude: enzain say8ch we9al?
Mai: waaaaay ifff entay 7ana! bil6erej bil6erej...
Jude: ee zain sharaf-.-
Mai: enzain jude shoofay, ay wa7ed a7la?:(
She held 5 different clothes-.-
Jude: oola kilhalmooda w lama al7een ma5ala9tay!!
Mai: iff jude yalla 3ad!!
I could see she was losing her temper:p
Jude: ana shdarany, eshtereehum kilhum!
Maii: waaaaaay entay mu 9ij!
Jude: rasy 7ail ey3awerny w jad maly 5ilgich.
Mai and i are close friends we're more like sisters fa when we say that its a normal thing... ;p
I sat on the empty chair that i found on the store. I could hear mai asking the woman in the store on what looked better on her..
After we were finally done we headed home. I looked at the clock, and it was 6:00 .. I couldnt believe that time had passed by so quickly!!
I quietly sat in the car..
I didnt bother tell mai that i saw jassim today..
I just kept silent during the ride back home..
My headache took all my energy and i was drained..
I went to my room and slept for the rest of the day..
****
PING!
PING!
PING!!
PING!!!
I forgot to put my phone on silent..
Who pings in the middle of the night?!?!
I reached for my phone and looked at it with one eye shut....
The name shocked me! ... :o
I was too tired to even turn it off...
My body shivered from the room's coldness
I just cant take my mind off of 7amany..
I felt bad for him
I've tried really hard to take it out of my mind but there was no use
I think about him 24/7 and its just tiring.. sometimes i wonder if he's also thinking about me
7amany is such a great guy.. The way he talks makes me fall in love with him more, he makes me forget my worries and just live in the moment... I'm so afraid that he doesn't feel the same way about me, then things would be so awkward between us..
Mai started calling.. ending my train of thought instantly..
I was too lazy to answer the phone..
My eyes were focused on the ceiling.. and eventually mai stopped calling
After10 minutes of just laying on my bed, thinking.. i got up and did my normal routine.
I went to the bathroom, prayed, and changed my clothes to anything that was first in my closet..
I wasn't in the mood to work.
I didn't get enough sleep yesterday night.. and yes 7amany was the reason..
Jad kent 7ail ta3bana
On my way down stairs, i found mai in the living room..
maii: a5eran sharaftay! 9arly sena na6ritich ta7at!!!
Jude: ha? sry....
maii: shfeech? shaklch ta3bana..
Jude: walla madre shfeeny...rasy ey3awerny shway.
maii: 5ala9 taabeena manroo7?
jude: la la 3ade, yalla khan roo7
We headed straight to the car. I didnt feel like leaving my bed this morning but i think its better than staying at home..
I faced the window the whole time avoiding mai. My eyes were glued to the cars that were passing by. I started thinking about 7amany again.. I havent seen him in a while. I was in distress.. The radio was on and the volume was high.. A song i really wanted to hear came on.. it was exactly what i felt
حسين الجسمي- فقدتك
فقدتك يا أعز الناس
فقدت الحب والطيبة
وأنا من لي في هالدنيا سواك إن طالت الغيبة
رحلت ومن بقى وياي يحس بضحكتي وبكاي
وحتى الجرح في بعدك يقزيني وأهلي به
أنا من لي في هالدنيا سواك إن طالت الغيبة
***
رحلت ومن بقى وياي يحس بضحكتي وبكاي
وحتى الجرح في بعدك يقزيني وأهلي به
أنا من لي في هالدنيا سواك إن طالت الغيبة
فقدتك يا أعز الناس
فقدت الحب والطيبة
وأنا من لي في هالدنيا سواك إن طالت الغيبة
رحلت ومن بقى وياي يحس بضحكتي وبكاي
وحتى الجرح في بعدك يقزيني وأهلي به
أنا من لي في هالدنيا سواك إن طالت الغيبة
فقدت الحب والطيبة
وأنا من لي في هالدنيا سواك إن طالت الغيبة
رحلت ومن بقى وياي يحس بضحكتي وبكاي
وحتى الجرح في بعدك يقزيني وأهلي به
أنا من لي في هالدنيا سواك إن طالت الغيبة
***
رحلت ومن بقى وياي يحس بضحكتي وبكاي
وحتى الجرح في بعدك يقزيني وأهلي به
أنا من لي في هالدنيا سواك إن طالت الغيبة
فقدتك يا أعز الناس
فقدت الحب والطيبة
وأنا من لي في هالدنيا سواك إن طالت الغيبة
رحلت ومن بقى وياي يحس بضحكتي وبكاي
وحتى الجرح في بعدك يقزيني وأهلي به
أنا من لي في هالدنيا سواك إن طالت الغيبة
I murmured some lyrics of the songs while it was playing. It was my favorite song and it came on just the right time
We finally arrived to the avenues... We did our normal thing, changed and headed straight to the restaurant.
Our manager didnt attend, so i had the chance to hide behind the counter and close my eyes. I was dead tired so i thought that a couple of minutes of closing my eyes would make me rest and have my energy back.
After a couple of minutes, i served some tables and waited impatiently for my shift to end.
7amdella today i didnt see jassim, this filled me pure joy..
Our shift was finally over, i wanted to head straright home and sleep, but mai el 3aneeda wanted to shop.
Jude: maio tra rasy walla yethba7ne
Mai: la la yalla.... please bs hal ma7al.... wely yama ....wely jedama..
Jude: enzain yalla ebser3a
We headed to where she wanted to shop. Instead of going to three stores like she said, we ended up going to 6 stores.. :/
Jude: thalath ma7alat ha?-.-
My voice was wrecked and my eyes hurt more and more everytime i blinked. I felt the sickness increase as i was folowing mai like a lost puppy.
Mai: ka ka a5er ma7al!!
This time i couldnt stand it anymore. I went into the closest cafe i could find, i needed something to drink or else i'd pass out at any second!
I walked to the counter and didnt even bother to look at the place. I took a glance at the menu that was layed in front of me.. when i lifted my head to order..
I was shocked at who i saw....
it was jassim....!!
he's such a stalker!! iff walla malayt mena:/
jassim: jude entay meny?
acting as if he didnt know that i work at the aveneues too-.-
i tried my best to smile so he wouldnt ask what was wrong with me..
Jude: ee... :)
Jassim: enzain, shlonich? minziman 3anech
He acted as if he didnt threaten or zafny last time...
Jude: eee, tmam.
Jassim: doum:)
Jude: abii one iced mocha with extra caramel plzz
I changed the subject so fast 3shan we dont get deeper into conversation...
Jassim: tamreen amer.. :D
I turned around and looked away acting as if i didnt hear him.. I sat at a table that had two chairs. i just crossed my arms on top of the table and layed my head to rest..
Time had passed ....
The next thing i knew, jassim was sitting in front of me facing me while flashing me a wide smile :D
He tried poking me slowly until i lifted my head...
Jassim: jude shaklich ta3bana, tabeeny awadech el bait?
Jude: la la 3ade
Jassim is a lovely cousin. He's like my brother.. bs marat ey8ith.. ;p
On his hand was my drink.. I grabbed it from him, thanked him, and headed out of the caffe.
I went back to where mai was shopping at.
I could see the that she's still confused on what clothes to buy..
Mai: a5eeran yaytay
i avoided what she said...
Jude: enzain say8ch we9al?
Mai: waaaaay ifff entay 7ana! bil6erej bil6erej...
Jude: ee zain sharaf-.-
Mai: enzain jude shoofay, ay wa7ed a7la?:(
She held 5 different clothes-.-
Jude: oola kilhalmooda w lama al7een ma5ala9tay!!
Mai: iff jude yalla 3ad!!
I could see she was losing her temper:p
Jude: ana shdarany, eshtereehum kilhum!
Maii: waaaaaay entay mu 9ij!
Jude: rasy 7ail ey3awerny w jad maly 5ilgich.
Mai and i are close friends we're more like sisters fa when we say that its a normal thing... ;p
I sat on the empty chair that i found on the store. I could hear mai asking the woman in the store on what looked better on her..
After we were finally done we headed home. I looked at the clock, and it was 6:00 .. I couldnt believe that time had passed by so quickly!!
I quietly sat in the car..
I didnt bother tell mai that i saw jassim today..
I just kept silent during the ride back home..
My headache took all my energy and i was drained..
I went to my room and slept for the rest of the day..
****
PING!
PING!
PING!!
PING!!!
I forgot to put my phone on silent..
Who pings in the middle of the night?!?!
I reached for my phone and looked at it with one eye shut....
The name shocked me! ... :o
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